BAM, At long last Love! Chapter 1

Author: tvdiva33@runbox.us aka Stephanie/ The Diva

This story takes place in the present. But my present, not McT’s This is what should have happened after Maggie admitted to Jamie she “might be gay” and that she had feelings for Bianca that she has never had for anyone else. I hope you enjoy it.

Feedback- Oh yeah baby I’m a word whore and I need to be fed often. LOL

Disclaimers: AMC and ABC own the rights to the characters portrayed in this story. Thank you to Eden and Liz for making Bianca and Maggie two characters you can’t help but love. I just wanted to give a little back for all the pleasure they have given to me these past few years.

My stories always run towards the R to NC-17 ratings. Some may be PG-13, but most will be R for language and sexual content. The NC-17 chapters will always be clearly marked as such and come with a warning.

Maggie literally ran from her apartment once the idea came to her. She and Jamie talked for hours about her feelings for Bianca. Once she decided to try and go to sleep, somewhere around 1:00am, she quickly drifted off to her dreamland. The young blonde tossed and turned as a dream began to take over her subconscious. A dream so real it would make her question her sanity.

There she was at the boathouse, their boathouse, Bianca and Maggie’s. Their special place, and somewhere neither of them had been in months and yet it seemed so familiar, so right.

Bianca was sitting on the bench with her back to the entrance to the boathouse. She seemed lost in thought and totally unaware that her best friend, Maggie Stone, had just walked up the stairs and stood looking at her friend, as if she would burst if she didn’t tell Bianca. Tell the woman she had come to think of as her best friend, but over the past year, so much more. Maggie couldn’t wait anymore. She couldn’t waste one more second without telling Bianca how she felt. How she loved this woman, this friend, this person who had changed everything in her life and turned it all upside down. Bianca was the bravest, most loving, generous, kind and endearing person Maggie had ever known. Bianca had a heart so big and loved so deeply, sometimes it made Maggie feel unworthy to even now B, let alone be fortunate enough to be her best friend. But worst of all there had been the day, that day Bianca had told Maggie she loved her, right here on this spot and Maggie had denied her feelings. Denied them and then tried to come to terms with why she had and was she ever going to be honest with Bianca or just move on and pretend she never loved her.

But this was all in the past now, so much had happened. Their lives had been turned one way and another. But with each new tragedy, Maggie realized more and more, Bianca was the one, the one constant in her life. The only thing that made sense that gave her a sense of peace and yes love. Maggie walked up to her friend in her dream. She stopped and stood before Bianca and said, “Hey Bink's, come here often?”

Bianca looked up and smiled that radiant Bianca smile. The smile that always sent chills though Maggie’s entire body.

“Yeah,” Bianca answered. “I’ve been waiting.”

“Really, what for?” The little blonde asked. Her voice catching as she did.

God she wanted to take Bianca in her arms. Take her now and hug and kiss her, not stopping until the sun came up and maybe not even then.

“For you, silly,” Bianca said as she rose and stood in front of her friend.

Bianca stroked Maggie’s cheek and gently moved a few strands of her hair off of her face and put them behind her ear.

“I’ve been waiting patiently, Maggie. I thought you would never come. But here you are.”

“Why were you waiting for me, B?”

“Because I have something for you and only you, but I had to be sure you wanted it before I gave it to you.”

“And what is that, B?”

“This,” Bianca answered as she leaned down and kissed Maggie.

Kissed her so softly on the lips, Maggie thought her heart would stop. Maggie froze and then she wrapped her arms around Bianca and pulled her warm, wonderful body as close to hers as she could. Bianca was kissing her. And it was more wonderful then she could have ever imagined it. And then she realized. She was doing just that, she was only imagining it. She sat straight up in bed, and tried to breathe. Her heart was racing. Her lungs felt as if she would never get enough air again. Her brain was racing too, but one thing followed her from her dream, the feel, and the touch of Bianca’s lips on hers. She ran her fingertips over her lips and savored every sensation. Then like a bolt of lightning it hit her. Bianca, I must see Bianca, NOW!

She jumped from her bed and dressed faster then she ever had in her life. She ran to Jamie’s room and woke him from a sound sleep, begging, pleading with him to get up and get dressed now. In his stupor he demanded to know why she had ruined his sleep.

“Now, Jamie, I have to tell her now. I need you to come with me so you can get Reggie out of the house. I need to be alone with Bianca.”

“Maggie, you’re rambling. What the hell is so fucking important at this hour?”

The young girl grabbed her friend’s arms as he sat on the edge of his bed, with his eyes only partially open.

“Jamie, please for God sake concentrate. I have to tell Bianca I love her and I have to tell her now.”

“Shit Mags, when you decide something you just go all out don’t you.”

“Well, yeah I guess I do. So will you help me?”

“Sure, Maggie, just give me a few minutes to pry my eyes open and put some clothes on. I don’t think Bianca wants to see me in my birthday suit. So go drink some water or something while I take a pee and make myself beautiful.”

“Fine, just don’t take to freakin’ long, Jamie, I’m a desperate woman and I don’t know how much longer I can wait.”

“OK, half pint, just cool your jets and give me a sec. I promise to hurry.”

Jamie stood up and patted her on the head as he staggered to the bathroom to pee.

“Go Maggie.” He said as he waved her out of his room.

“Unless you want to help me,” He said as he wiggled his eyebrows.

He just couldn’t help but tease his friend. Deep down he was just so happy she was going to finally stop denying herself the very thing she wanted more then life itself.

Maggie made a face and stormed out of his room, leaving him to take care of his “business” on his own.

Thirty minutes had passed and Maggie and Jamie were finally at Jackson Montgomery’s apartment. Jamie was to wait in the car while Maggie would fetch Reggie and send him down. Jackson had flown to Las Vegas to bring Erica back home, so only Bianca and Reggie where home, asleep at 2:37am when the frantic, possessed Mary Margaret Stone began to pound on their door.

“Bianca. Bianca. Open it, B. It’s Maggie, you have to open it. Please Bianca I need you to open this door now. BIANCA, OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!”

Bianca almost tripped on her way to the front door she was so disoriented from coming out of a deep sleep to the rantings of one crazed Maggie Stone.

“Jesus, Maggie, take a chill pill. I am coming already.” Bianca pulled the door open and glared at her friend. “This better be damn important Mary Margaret, or I swear…”

Maggie was panicked when she saw how pissed Bianca was. This wasn’t how B was supposed to react. Maggie didn’t want a pissed Bianca when she told her she loved her. Tears started to run down her cheeks. What would she do now? Bianca seeing her friend’s obvious angst suddenly felt guilty for losing her temper. Something terrible must have happened, Bianca surmised, or Maggie wouldn’t be here so late and in such a state as this. The brunette pulled her petite friend into her arms and held her.

“Maggie, I’m so, so sorry for yelling at you. What has happened? Are you hurt? Did someone hurt you?” Bianca released her hold on the girl and started to inspect her for possible injuries.

“No, Bianca, I’m fine – well no I’m not but I will be. Oh hell I don’t know what I am. Where’s Reggie?”

“Right here, crazy lady, what in freakin’ hell has you bustin doors at this hour, oh crazy white chick?”

Maggie rushed over to Reggie and pulled him back to the far end of the apartment.

“Reggie, old buddy old pal, please go to your room and get dressed now. Here is $40, take it. Jamie is waiting down stairs in the car for you. I NEED to be alone with Bianca, now!” She stressed.

Reggie was nobody’s fool. Even half asleep he knew by the look on Maggie’s face and the tone of her voice, why she was there. Hell it seemed everyone in Pine Valley knew Maggie was in love with Bianca, except Maggie. But it was clear to him, now. She had finally seen the light. He just wished she had waited until it was fucking daylight before she had this revelation. But hey, chicks, they never do anything you would expect them to do. He just smiled his silly ass Reggie grin and excused himself.

Bianca approached Maggie after Reggie left the room. “Maggie, do you want to tell me now why you are here? Or did you come to see Reggie?”

“No, no I totally came to see you, Bianca. But I need some water, do you have any water?” Maggie had to kill time till Reggie could leave.

“Sure, Mags, we have water.” Bianca just shook her head and decided she would give Maggie whatever time she seemed to need to get her thoughts together enough to explain this bizarre, middle of the night visit.

“Don’t get Bianca pissed. Don’t get Bianca Pissed.” Was Maggie’s new mantra as she waited for Bianca to bring her some water. The petite blonde paced the room as she waited. Her palms were sweating and so was the rest of her. Damn this love shit is hard work. If I don’t die from a heart attack before I tell her that I love her, this is going to be the most incredible night of my life. She thought to herself. Finally Bianca brought the water to her friend and had Maggie sit down on the sofa as she drank the entire bottle, as if it had been days since her last drop of the stuff.

Reggie bounced out of his room, all dressed and ready to leave the two love birds alone.

“Well I’m off, ladies. Don’t do anything I wouldn’t while I’m gone.” He said with a wink to Maggie.

“Gone?” Bianca said with concern. “Where the hell do you think you are going at this hour?”

“Not to worry, B. Jamie, my man is waiting for me downstairs and we are going to go cruising for chicks. So you too have fun and I will see you in the morning, B.”

“What? Where?” But before Bianca could say another word to her cousin, he was out the door and on his way to freedom.

“Maggie, what the hell is going on?”

Maggie took a deep breath and prepared herself for the biggest moment of her young life. Telling Bianca Montgomery, that she loved her.

TBC

If you think it is worth continuing. Let me know what you think, please.

Stephanie aka The Diva

Chapter 2 The moment of truth. (Rated R)

“Bianca I have to tell you….”

“Tell me what, Maggie?”

“Oh God I can’t do this.” The blonde ran her fingers franticly through her hair. “But I have to do this, if I don’t…” Maggie started to hyperventilate. She began to wave her hands and arms and beat on her chest gasping for air.

“Damn, Maggie, you’re scaring me. What the hell is wrong with you?” Bianca jumped up from the sofa to look for a paper bag to help her friend breathe. She found one behind the kitchen counter and rushed back to Maggie.

“Here, sweetie, take this. Just breathe slowly.”

Maggie grabbed the bag and began to breathe into it. Her head, heart and lungs racing and pumping like a jackhammer as she struggled to catch her breath. Bianca ran her hand up and down Maggie’s back, in the hopes it would help to calm her down. After a minute or two, the little blonde finally began to breathe normally again. She placed the paper bag down on the coffee table, leaned over and held her head in her hands.

This is so not going the way I wanted it to, she thought to herself. She just wanted the floor to open up and swallow her whole. But she would never be that lucky. Without looking up she mumbled a few words to Bianca.

“I’m so sorry, Bianca, this isn’t how – I didn’t mean to. Oh hell I’ll just leave and let you get some sleep.” Maggie then tried to standup, but a wave of dizziness and nausea from the earlier lack of air came over her and she fell back onto the sofa. Maggie was now motionless with her back against the sofa and her eyes shut. Praying to herself that this feeling would go away.

Bianca was becoming more and more concerned by her friend’s behavior. She left Maggie just long enough to get a cold wash cloth to put on her forehead. She returned with the cloth and without speaking she put it gently on Maggie’s brow. As the cold cloth came in contact with Maggie’s skin, she looked up and saw Bianca’s worried face just inches away from hers.

God those eyes, those deep, dark bedroom eyes of her friend’s. Bianca’s eyes and her smile were the two things Maggie could never resist or get enough of. Suddenly all the madness, bizarre behavior and nervousness in Maggie’s mind just vanished. It was as if a force greater then she or Bianca came over the little blonde and she watched herself put her hand behind Bianca’s head and pull her towards her and began to kiss her.

I’m kissing Bianca. My God I’m finally kissing Bianca. Well I did do it that one day, but so not stopping this time. Now way in hell am I stopping this time. But then the kiss did end. Bianca ended it. Pulling away from Maggie and looking at her as if she were an alien from another planet.

“Maggie, how could you do that to me? You can’t toy with my feelings like that. Not – not after everything I have been through.” Bianca left the sofa and Maggie and stood with her back to her friend. Her arms folded across her chest, tears running down her face. How could Maggie do this to her again? She wasn’t going to let her do this to her again and then try and pretend it didn’t happen or it didn’t mean anything.

“Maggie I need you to leave – leave now.”

“No, Bianca, I’m not leaving. Not now and not ever. I’m not toying with you, B. I know this is confusing. Believe me; no one was more confused by all of this then me. But I’m not anymore.” Maggie rose from the sofa and approached Bianca slowly. She put her hands on Bianca’s arms and slowly turned her friend around to face her. As soon as their eyes met Maggie spoke again.

“I know I did this before, then I hurt you by saying it was a mistake and it didn’t mean anything. I was wrong, B, it wasn’t a mistake then and it isn’t one now. I never meant to hurt you, Bianca. That is the last thing I wanted to do. I was scared and confused, but I’m not anymore.” Maggie backing towards the sofa pulled Bianca with her. The two sat on the edge with Bianca looking into her friend’s eyes through her tears and a sense of excitement, hope and yet dread as well.

“Bianca, I know everything you have suffered this past year and I would never do anything to bring more pain or hurt into your life. Not for the world.”

“Maggie, why are you doing this to me? I can’t be some kind of experiment for you. I can’t Maggie; I can’t do this if it isn’t real.”

“It is real, Bianca, I’ve never known or felt anything more real then what I feel for you. It’s taken me a long time to realize it and accept it, but… I love you, Bianca. I love you with all my heart, with everything in my body and soul. I’m nothing without you Bianca. I’m empty and dead when I’m not with you. And I’m done running away from my feelings for you. You’re my life, the very air I need to breathe. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, Bianca, and not just as your best friend, but as the woman who loves you. No the woman who adores you and wants to take care of you, love you and be your rock. Please Bianca, let me love you. Let me be the one that completes you. Because, my sweet baby, I know now this very minute you complete me and I can’t live another day without you and your love.”

“Maggie, do you really mean it? Do you really love me? Completely and without question?”

“Yes, my sweet friend, completely and without question. I will never doubt my feelings for you or us ever again, Bianca. You’re my heart.” Maggie cupped Bianca’s face with her other hand as she continued to hold her hand. She wiped away her friend’s tears with her thumb and smiled. Bianca smiled back as they looked longingly into each others eyes.

“Bianca?”

“Yes, Maggie,”

“I want to kiss you again, may I?”

“God yes, Maggie, please.”

And so they did. They kissed and they held each other until the late hour and exhaustion took over their bodies and their senses. They fell asleep in each others arms on the sofa, with such a look of peace and love on their faces. This was only the beginning. There was so much more to come with the dawning of a new day and their new life.

TBC

Stephanie aka The Diva

Chapter 3 Never easy. (Rated R)

Our two girls were still sound asleep on the sofa and snoring softly into each other’s ears, as Reggie and Jamie arrived back from their night of cruising.  The two young men tried to stifle their laughter while they gazed upon the two sleeping beauties.


“Oh man, that is just too cute for words.”  Reggie whispered as he looked at the lovebirds.


“Cute, my ass, man this is fucking hot.  Can I say how much I love having a roommate who is into hot chicks?  I might not need my porno collection anymore to keep me entertained at night, when I can’t convince some hot mama to come back to my pad.  Not with live fresh memories like this burned into my brain.”  Jamie only half jested, as they both stood by the front door, enjoying the scene.


“Hey man, I hear ya, but that’s my cousin and almost sister. Show some respect dude.”


“Reggie, my man, I have nothing but respect for these two.  But give me a break, I’m only human.”


“OK, but keep that shit to yourself from now on.”


“Done, my brother, done.”


Bianca was the first to begin to stir as the conversation taking place started to permeate her very weary brain.  She felt something or someone warm pressed against her, and as she opened her eyes she saw Maggie sleeping peacefully in her arms and her head lying against her chest.  First she was confused and then she remembered what had transpired the night before and a huge guilty grin crept over her face.  The beautiful brunette leaned over and placed a kiss on her new girlfriend’s forehead.  Then she heard someone clear his or her throat.



“Morning, cuz,” Reggie said as he greeted his sleepy relation.


“Reggie, Jamie, how long have you two been here.”


“Not long, but long enough to catch your little snooze fest here on the sofa.  Never made it to the bedroom, did we B?”  Reggie asked sarcastically.


“If you don’t shut up, R, I’m going to have Uncle Jack lock you in yours until you are 40.”


“Hey what did I say?  Besides I’m not the one who was caught all cuddly with some cute chick on the couch, the morning after.”


“What is all the damn talking?”  Maggie whined with her eyes still closed and desperately trying to stay asleep. She also tried to get more comfortable in Bianca’s lap and cleavage, which was only aggravating Bianca’s embarrassment now and her early morning “excitement” level.  Damn but Bianca was tired of her love life and life in general always ending up a public display or joke to all concerned.  It seemed she could never get a break.  Bianca gently started to peal Maggie off of her and tried to wake her up, before this got any more embarrassing.


“Maggie, please wake up.  We have company, Maggie. I really need you to wake up now.”


With her eyes still closed, Maggie groaned.  “Company, what company, B?  Tell them to go away.  I need my snuggles.”


“Oh shit.” Bianca mutter to herself, taking hold of Maggie’s shoulders now and shaking her soon to be lover awake, “Maggie, now, open your eyes now and stop talking.  You’re only making this worse.”  She whispered into her ear.


Maggie reluctantly opened her eyes and seeing her beautiful Bianca staring at her and holding her shoulders firmly. 

“Morning, sweetie, Maggie wants a big, wet kiss from her honey.  Give us some sugar, sugar.”  Maggie cooed as she closed her eyes again puckered up.


Jamie couldn’t take it anymore. He also didn’t want to see Bianca suffer any longer so he spoke up as he laughed and poked Reggie in the ribs. 

“Hey roomy, you want to give poor B a break here? She’s been trying to tell you for ten minutes now, you aren’t alone. So chill out with the smoochies, etc for now and pull yourself together, Magpie.”


Maggie’s fuzzy brain finally grasped the situation and pulled away from Bianca. 

“Shit,” The blonde shouted.


“Been there done that, Mags.”  Bianca answered her expletive. “And I’ll raise you another one.”


The two women now took opposite corners on the sofa and folded their hands across their laps, looking a lot like two good Catholic schoolgirls waiting for Sister Ofendy to come and hit there hands with the standard ruler for bad behavior.

“I’m so sorry, Bianca. I had no idea.”

“I know, Maggie. It’s not your fault. But after today I am so moving out of this apartment. I need some freakin’ privacy.”

“I’ll help you after these guys leave.”

“So boys, what do we have to do to get you to leave us alone again? Or do we have to take ourselves elsewhere?” Maggie asked. Hoping both men would take the hint and am scram again.

“Maggie, I have a better idea. They stay and we go. I know the perfect place to get some privacy.”

“Really,”

“Yes, really, so let’s just grab our purses and go.”

“Ah, Bianca, you might want to address the bed or in this case the couch head look first before we go. Plus I really need to brush my teeth as well as my hair before we go.”

“Ok, you take the bathroom first and I will have little chat with our boys here, while you do.”

Maggie excused herself and went to do some quick repair work in the bathroom.

Bianca rose from the sofa and watched Maggie exit the room. She still couldn’t totally believe what had happened last night with Maggie, but she couldn’t be happier. Well except for the two intruders she now needed to have a few choice words with.

“Jamie, Reggie, why don’t you two sit down. We need to talk.”

“What’s the what, B?” Reggie quipped.

“The what, my cuz, is you two need to promise me you won’t be blabbing about what you saw here. Is that understood? This is all too new for Maggie and we need time to work things out before all of Pine Valley knows what’s the what, as you say.”

“We get that, Bianca. We were just having some fun with the two of you, but I know from Mags, herself, how confused she is or was feeling and we won’t do or say anything to anyone that would mess up what you two have, or are trying to have. You have our word, Bianca.”

“Reggie?”

“What he said, B. No nothin’ to no one. Straight up,”

“Thanks, guys, I really – Maggie and I really appreciate it. Oh, and thanks for last night too.”

Reggie stood up to hug Bianca. “Bianca, I just want you to be happy. And if Mags is the one who does that for you, then rock on cuz.”

Maggie came out of the bathroom during the end of this love fest and smiled as she leaned against the door frame from the bed room.

“Thanks, Reggie, I promise to make Bianca very happy, if she will let me.”

“Oh, I don’t think you have to worry about that.” Jamie said as he went to Maggie and put his arm around his friend.

“Ok, ok all of you, you are going to make me cry and I hate crying. So that is my cue to take care of my bed head and then we are out of here.” Bianca broke away from Reggie and as she passed Maggie, she kissed her on the cheek.

“I’m so proud of you, Maggie. It took real guts to tell B, how you felt. So how does it feel this morning?” Jamie asked as he walked her back over to the sofa. Reggie set about to make some much needed coffee, over in the kitchen area as the two roommates talked.

“Scary, wonderful, amazing, I’m not really sure yet, James. My head is swimming. But I do know I’m not sorry I did it. But Bianca and I have a lot to talk about now. And I think that will be a little easier in the day light.”

“I’m sure it will. Just remember. This is just about you and Bianca, no one else. It doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks, just what you two want and feel.”

“Well there is one other person.”

“Who’s that, Maggie?” Bianca asked as she came back into the room.

Maggie turned to look at her and said. “Lena,”

“Oh, God – Lena,” Bianca said as she turned ashen white.

TBC

Stephanie aka The Diva

Feed back, Oh Lord yes, please feed me.

Chapter 4 Giving up Polish Pastry for life (Rated R)

Bianca and Maggie had left Jackson’s apartment and were on their way to the Valley Inn. Bianca took her car and on the way to the Inn called on her cell phone to see if the penthouse suite was available. The front desk manager assured La Kane Jr. that it was and she would not have to come to the desk to check in. The General Manager, himself, would be waiting for her once she got off the elevator and he would give her the key to the suite. He understood that she and her friend were not to be disturbed for any reason or by anyone, while they stayed there. They would call down when they needed food or any other services during their stay. She thanked the young man for all his help and hung up the phone. Maggie had wanted to protest the expense of such a suite, but decided if this was what Bianca wanted, she would keep her concerns on this matter to herself. After all, with everything her girlfriend had been through this year, maybe some major first class service and treatment certainly was more then she deserved. Maggie knew she couldn’t afford such luxury, but no one was asking her to. And she didn’t want their first argument as a couple to be about money. No, she had a feeling it would be about Lena. Neither of them had said more then a few words to each other, after Maggie had laid that bomb at Bianca’s feet, back at the apartment.

Bianca pulled up to the entrance to the hotel and exited her car with Maggie in tow and gave her keys to the valet. The two young women, walking hand in hand, headed straight for the elevator and up to the suite. There the General Manager was waiting as promised. He smiled at the two young women and addressed Bianca by name.

“Ms. Montgomery, it is always a pleasure to serve you. I hope you and your friend will enjoy your stay. Here is my card, please feel free to call me day or night for as long as you are here, if you feel I can be of any assistance. And here are your keys as well, one for each of you.”

“Thank you Stephen, you’re most kind. By the way, I would like to introduce you to my friend, Maggie Stone.” Bianca accepted the keys and his card before shaking his hand.

“A pleasure, Ms. Stone, if I remember correctly you stayed with us before in Dr. Hayward’s room.” Maggie smiled and shook his hand as well and said yes she had been here before. “Do you wish for me to stay and make sure the room meets your expectations?”

“No, that won’t be necessary. I’m sure it is perfect. Thank you again Stephen, we’ll just let ourselves in.” The GM took his leave and exited on to the elevator.

“Should I carry you over the threshold, Bianca?’ Maggie jested as she slapped Bianca’s arm.

“I think you would hurt yourself, if you tried, Stone. If anything I think I would have to carry you, my petite friend, but not today.” Bianca smiled half heartedly.

“What, I’m not worth trucking over this threshold?” Maggie said with a wink.

“Maggie, what is with you and this threshold? Do you two need a moment alone, or do you want to join me inside?” Bianca had a lot on her mind and she wasn’t in the mood for childish banter at the moment.

“Well if you put it that way, I pick you.” Maggie said, sensing Bianca’s tension and letting the joke die.

“Good,” Bianca said as she opened the doors to the suite.

“Holy Freakin’ Christmas! Have you seen this place?” Maggie asked with complete shock and amazement. She had never seen such luxury in her life, well except in movies of course. She ran all over the huge, expansive quarters checking out all that the suite hard to offer.

Bianca just watched as her friend reminded her of a small child on Christmas morning. She had never seen Maggie so excited and wide eyed as she was at this moment. It made Bianca glad she had chosen the suite as opposed to just a room at the Inn. It felt good to watch Maggie so happy and giddy. Something the two of them hadn’t been in a very long time. In fact, the last time she remembered feeling this way with Maggie was the night the little blonde dragged Bianca to the lake for a late night swim, a memory that brought back both happiness and sadness. That night was perhaps the beginning for Bianca where she started to feel Maggie might like her more then just as a friend. But then time would prove other wise. Bianca started to remember all the pain of Maggie’s rejection, that cold January day, at the boathouse. And she wondered, no matter what Maggie said now, was she just setting herself up for more hurt and pain down the road. Did Maggie really love her? Would the blonde be able to handle what that meant? It was one thing to feel love for someone, Bianca knew. But it was a very different thing when it would come down to the physical part of this relationship. What if Maggie couldn’t handle that? What if Maggie couldn’t handle everyone knowing she was gay or bi and with a woman now? What if – God so many what ifs. Was love going to be enough, or was Maggie going to freak out again and really leave Bianca this time for good when all the realities hit home? Bianca started to cry as all the thoughts bombarded her brain and her heart. And then there was Lena. Lena loved Bianca. No, Lena adored Bianca and there weren’t any of these concerns with her. But Lena wasn’t Maggie. She wasn’t Bianca’s, dare she say it, soul mate. Bianca had always known Maggie was the one. The one who would understand her better then anyone else could or would. But would that be enough? Bianca couldn’t suffer one more loss in her life. If she did, she knew it would be her last. Was she really going to take that leap with Maggie and pray that Maggie didn’t let her fall and then walk away leaving her a shatter mess? A mess no doctor, friend or family member would ever be able to bring her back from. Not this time, not ever.

“Are you mad at me, B? You have hardly said a word to me since we left the apartment.” Suddenly Maggie saw her friend was crying. She rushed over to Bianca and took hold of her hands. Waiting for an answer.

“No, of course I’m not mad at you, Maggie. You just – well you reminded me that I’m going to have to deal with Lena now. And with everything she is going through with her Mother. Well I feel like such a – I’m going to have to hurt her Maggie and I don’t want to. She has been so good to me and I thought I really loved her.”

“Sweetie, before you go any further, let’s take a breath here and go sit down,” Maggie led Bianca over to a large overstuffed sectional of couches in the living room area of the Penthouse. She helped Bianca down and then sat beside her, facing her friend and continuing to hold the young brunette’s hands, securely in her own. She only let go for a moment to wipe away Bianca’s tears with her thumb.

“It’s more then just Lena, that is worrying you, isn’t it B?”

Bianca just nodded yes. She was afraid to say more for fear of scaring Maggie off. But she also knew they must have this conversation. She hadn’t brought Maggie here to seduce her or to be seduced. They needed to be totally alone until these conversations about Lena and Maggie and Bianca as a real couple were addressed and resolved one way or the other.

“God, Bianca, you look so – unhappy. Have I done this to you? Have I made you unhappy already?”

Bianca cleared her throat and took several deep breaths before she tried to speak. The brunette tried to organize her thoughts. She unconsciously ran her thumbs over the backs of Maggie’s hands that held hers so caringly. Bianca looked into Maggie’s warm, dark brown eyes and prayed she wouldn’t say everything wrong and damage all that she and Maggie already had before they discovered if there was to be more. This was so hard. Why was everything in her life so damn hard? Why did she have to question Maggie’s love for her, but she knew if she didn’t, it would eat at her forever, or until the day came and all her fears had proven to be true and one day she would never see Maggie again.

“God this is hard.” Bianca finally said aloud.

“What is, Bianca? You can tell me. You can tell me anything or ask me anything. No more secrets, Bianca, no more lies, I swear.”

“Alright, Maggie, I have some very hard questions for you and I need you to answer them honestly for me.”

“Whatever you want, Bianca, whatever you need. I promise I will tell you anything you need to know. Just ask me.”

“OK, Maggie, you say you love me. You say you want to spend your life with me. That I’m your everything and being in love with me is the most real thing you have ever felt and that it feels so right to you. Well, it’s going to get a lot more real, Maggie. A lot more real then just saying you love me, a lot more real then just kissing me. I’m not sure you have truly grasped just how real this is going to be. I have been gay, Maggie, for as long as I can remember and let me tell you it hasn’t been exactly a cake walk. Don’t get me wrong, I would never change who or what I am, even if I could. But if you can’t or wont’ accept who you are, then you can’t be free to really love someone else. Do you understand what I’m saying, Maggie? Do you understand that being with me is going to change everything in your life, and some of it down the road could be very unpleasant?”

“Bianca, why do you think I took so long to tell you how I feel? I did nothing but think about all this for almost two years. I made you and me both crazy getting to this point, but I know now that being with you is the one right thing I will have done in my entire life. Let people say or do what they want when they find out. I don’t care anymore. Because loving you and being loved by you makes me happier then I ever knew I could be. I thought feelings like I feel for you only existed in books or movies, Bianca. I hear a love song now and I am hearing the words as if I never heard them before. I read poetry and I don’t just get what the poet was saying, I feel it in every inch of my body. Love songs, romantic movies all of it, they touch me like they never did before, because now I see you and I in all of them. It’s as if every song, poem, book or film about love was written about and for us. And now that we are finally going to be together, and I believe that with all my heart, all the future ones written will be about and for us too.”

“Maggie, after all those beautiful words and sentiments I don’t want to sound crass, but what about the – sex. It’s easy to fall in love with being in love with someone. But what if you can’t handle making love to me or me making love to you? I can’t invest my heart in loving you only to find out making love to me will repulse you.”

“Bianca, nothing about you could ever repulse me. And if the rest is half as wonderful as last night was kissing you, I think your only worry will be, getting enough rest to keep up with your lusty bunny. Because I’m tellin’ you, Binks, I wanted to jump your bones so bad last night I thought I would pop.”

Bianca started to laugh for the first time since they entered the room. “Lusty bunny, where did that come from, Stone?”

“I don’t know you just make me feel all frisky and jumpy like a bunny when I’m near you. Bianca I have to tell you, I have had fantasies and dreams where I have made love to you. So don’t think I haven’t covered that ground as well. I told you, I spent the larger part of the past two years thinking about you and how I felt about you. Granted I tried to deny it for a long time, but I have to tell you, you don’t make it easy for a girl to forget you or dismiss her feelings for you.”

“Really, because before Lena I never got the girl, Maggie,” Bianca suddenly realized what she had done, bringing up Lena at this moment. “God, I’m so sorry Maggie,”

“No, it’s alright, Bianca. After all we have to talk about her too, don’t we?”

“Yes, we do.”

“But before we talk about, Lena, I need to know if you believe me. That you trust when I say I’m ready for all of what it means to be your lover, your friend, your partner and the person your going to grow old with, Ms. Montgomery. Hell, Bianca, I’ve been studying Lesbian manuals and movies just to learn how to make love to you. If that’s not a commitment, then I don’t know what is.” Maggie smirked after making her last remark, in the hope of easing some of the tension Bianca was feeling.

“Shit, Maggie, are you serious?” Bianca was shocked and yes more then a little excited to learn Maggie had been “researching” her lifestyle.

“Of course I’m serious. All those nights I was studying didn’t all go towards tests and papers. Besides, it was getting harder and harder to sleep in the same room with you and not want to have my way with you, Montgomery. Have you ever looked at yourself in a mirror? Do you have any idea how beautiful and hot you are? And let me tell you, I was not repulsed watching two really sexy chicks getting’ it on, so I think it is safe to say, you won’t be turning me off anytime soon either.”

“Jesus, Maggie, who are you and where do you take my friend? I’ve never seen you like this. Or heard you talk like this. Not that I’m complaining.”

“Let’s just say it took me awhile to “find” myself, Bianca. But now that I’m here, I’m ready to embrace her and you with all the gusto life has to offer. Oh, and have you seen the huge Jacuzzi over there by the 64” flat screen TV? I can think of a few things I’d like to do in there with you when you’re ready.” Maggie said with the evilest of grins on her face.

“Wow, I guess I don’t have anything to worry about with you then. Unless you’re all talk and no follow through, Stone.” Bianca said only half teasing.

“Care to find out, Montgomery? Or are you all talk and no follow through?” Maggie started to move in closer to Bianca and go for a kiss. But the brunette put the brakes on, by backing away and getting up from the couch.

“Shit B, what more do you want from me? Do I have to swear on a bible and write my name in blood before you trust me?”

“Don’t get all snippy with me, Maggie. I’m not the one who fucked with my brain and heart for months and then shut me down. Then a few months ago fucking kisses me out of the blue and then runs off and fucks the first guy she can find to prove she isn’t gay. Sound familiar, Stone. Both you and Frankie screwed me over the same way, and you wonder why I’m still more then a little nervous or concerned. Hell you’re lucky I’m even speaking to you after that stunt.”

“Well when you put it like that, I see you point.” Maggie rose from the couch and went to Bianca’s side, taking hold of the young woman’s arms and turning Bianca towards her to make her point.

“Bianca I fucked up. Frankie fucked up. It’s what the Stone’s are known for. We leave and we fuck up.” Maggie went down on both knees at this point. “Bianca, I can’t undo the past. I can only try and make you see after a whole lot of soul searching and sleepless nights I have finally seen the light. I Love You! I only want to be with you, Bianca. I’m so terribly sorry I hurt you and I will do everything in my power to never hurt you again. But I’m human, Bianca, and I’m sure I’ll do something really stupid again someday, but I will never make you feel unloved, unwanted or alone again. Please, Bianca, please forgive me. Please let me love you. Please trust in my love for you and please trust in your love for me. You wouldn’t be so scared about what I’m asking if you didn’t love me too. Well trust in it B, trust that what our hearts are telling us is true and honest and right. Please Bianca.”

“God, Maggie.” Bianca couldn’t fight it anymore. She didn’t want to fight her feelings anymore. Maggie loved her, really and truly loved her and she wasn’t going to lose this chance for them to be together. No matter what or no matter who, not even for Lena. Bianca fell to her knees and hugged Maggie as hard as she could. Bianca would have to find a way to tell Lena it was over, but for now there wasn’t any Lena, only Maggie and she wanted to be with her and loved by her. She needed that more then air now. So much pain and so much hurt in her life, and now she was being offered the one thing she had wanted since the day she first saw Maggie and she wasn’t going to let it or her go ever again. Maybe her cycle of pain was finally coming to an end. Lord she hoped so. Finally she pulled back from Maggie’s embrace and looked in to her soon to be lover’s eyes and spoke from her heart now.

“I forgive you, Maggie; I forgive you and love you with all my heart. And Lord help me I do trust you. Please don’t ever make me regret that Maggie, because I can tell you now. If you ever leave me it will kill me.”

“Never going to happen, B, it’s never going to happen. Because I can tell you that losing you would kill me too.”

With that said Maggie leaned towards Bianca and began to kiss her with such a sense of passion and urgency, it sent shock waves through both of their young bodies. Their hands began to explore each other’s form as their tongues found each other in their warm mouths and dueled for supremacy. Maggie suddenly laid her small hand on one of Bianca’s breast and began to massage it over her clothing. Bianca moaned into her lover’s mouth once her brain acknowledged the much welcomed contact. Bianca didn’t know if she could stop herself if Maggie wasn’t ready to take this further, but she knew she had to. She would never force Maggie to do anything before she was ready. As air and breathing became an issue, the two pulled apart and rested their foreheads against one another. Their breathing and hearts racing as they waited for one or the other to finally speak. Maggie was the first to break their silence. Sensing, Bianca would never make the first move, no matter how worked up she might be.

“So, Bianca, are we ready to give this body of mine a test drive?” Maggie said as she wiggled her eyebrows.

“Really,”

“Yes, really, first one in the Jacuzzi gets to wash the other.”

Bianca’s brown eyes became wide with both shock and desire. No one was going to have to ask her twice. A naked Maggie Stone, wet and pressed against an equally naked and Lord yes wet Bianca was more then Bianca’s brain and body could refuse right now. Nor did she want to. She took hold of Maggie’s hand and pulled her up from the floor as she herself rose up from her kneeling position.

“OK, Stone, let’s take this baby for a test drive.” The two ran towards the mammoth Jacuzzi, giggling and stripping on the way.

“So, Montgomery, you want to be in the driver’s seat or what?”

“I don’t care, Stone. As long as I can get my hands on your headlights and the engine, I’m good to go.”

“Damn, Bianca, I never would have guessed you for the spicy talk kinda gal.”

“Oh, Maggie, I dare say there is a lot about me that is going to surprise you.” Bianca was completely naked now except for her panties. She pulled them down and turned towards Maggie and threw them in her face. The speechless Stone caught them and gaped at her lover’s amazing body. Maggie had all but her bra and panties off now too and began to growl at Bianca. Maggie quickly removed her panties and bra, discarding them as she continued to enjoy the view.

Bianca slid into the Jacuzzi while she waited for Maggie to join her. “Hurry up, Stone; I believe you have a date with my hands for a bath when you get in here. Or did you prefer that to be a tongue bath, lover?” Bianca coyly asked with her back to Maggie.

“Fuck me,” was all Maggie could say before she charged towards the Jacuzzi and her waiting lover. Sliding in and looking at Bianca like the cat that ate the canary.

“Was that a request, Maggie, or just an exclamation?” God she loved teasing the blonde.

“No really, fuck me, please.”

“Well when you ask so nicely, however, it’s not the most romantic words you were talking about earlier, now is it.”

“Please shut up B, and just kiss me now before I die.”

TBC

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Chapter 5 Together at last. (rated NC-17)

Picking up where we left off with the last chapter. Bianca and Maggie are about to make love for the very first time, in a huge Jacuzzi tub in the Penthouse Suite at the Valley INN.

“Please shut up B, and just kiss me now before I die.” Maggie couldn’t believe she was here, now with Bianca at last. Naked and about to make love to her in the most exquisite setting she could have ever imagined. She only hoped this wasn’t another one of her dreams or fantasies. Dear God please let this be real, she thought to herself.

Bianca smiled at the thought that here was the one woman she had wanted to be with for what seemed like an eternity, begging her to kiss her and take her. Maybe her life was about to take a turn for the better, for the first time in years, the young brunette hoped. Bianca reached out and pulled the very nervous and obviously sexually charged Maggie Stone towards her. Upon feeling Bianca’s hands take over her body, Maggie closed her eyes and made a small whimpering sound. A sound Bianca would soon learn was just one of the sweet sounds her lover would make that were unique to her and blessed little indications to B when she brought pleasure to her beloved.

“Open you eyes, Baby.” Bianca said. She didn’t want Maggie seeing anyone other then her when they made love for the first time. Maggie did as she was asked.

“Are you with me, Maggie?”

“Yes, Bianca. Is this really happening?”

“Yes, sweetie, why?”

“I was just afraid it was another dream.”

“Not a dream, baby. And I can prove it to you.”

Bianca kissed Maggie, a full blown, mind numbing kiss. Her lips parted and she ran her soft, velvet tongue across Maggie’s lips. Chills shot through the blonde’s body as she felt her lover’s tongue enter her mouth. Just when Maggie thought it couldn’t get any more real then this, Bianca pulled her lover towards her waiting flesh. Their two young, naked bodies seemed to meld into each other like a custom made glove. Being in water, there was the added sensation that all of this felt as if it were happening in slow motion, and an overwhelming sense of weightlessness and floating seemed to magnify the sensations that were rushing threw their minds and bodies. There lower bodies instinctually came together so that they legs parted as each of them pressed against the others glistening folds. Maggie’s head flew back, breaking the kiss.

“Oh God, Bianca,” Maggie moaned as she now also felt Bianca’s wonderful full breasts pressed against hers. The heat emanating from Bianca’s lower body, warm against Maggie’s thigh, was also driving the young blonde insane. Just as the blonde thought her brain would melt from all the new and wonderful sensations, she opened her eyes again and saw her sweet Bianca gazing at her with such love with those large, doe eyes of hers. Bianca smiled that smile that made the blonde lose all reason and leaned in and kissed Maggie again. Maggie moved her hands down her lover’s back and pulled Bianca even closer to her.

Bianca began a set of lingering kisses down Maggie’s jaw, the nape of her slender neck and settled on the blonde’s earlobe. There, Bianca sucked and pulled on Maggie’s lobe with her tongue and lips as she listened to her lover’s moans. Then she whispered in Maggie’s ear as their lower bodies rocked against each other’s core in search of some sort of release.

“Is this real enough for you, Maggie?”

“Oh God yes, Bianca,” She lowered her head on to Bianca’s shoulder as she felt B’s breath on her neck.

“I need you, Maggie. Touch me baby, please.” Bianca pleaded.

This was it, the moment of truth for Maggie. No turning back. Bianca had made all the first moves. It was time to show her beautiful Bianca just how much she loved and needed her.

Maggie lifted her head and looked deeply in to her lover’s waiting eyes.

“I love you Bianca.”

“I love you too, Maggie.”

“What do you need, baby.”

Maggie asked, wanting to hear it come from Bianca’s lips, Bianca’s need, her desires to be fulfilled by her, Maggie Stone, and no other.

Before Bianca answered, she took Maggie’s beautiful, radiant face in her hands and then grazed her fingertips over Maggie’s cheeks.

“I want you, Maggie. I want you inside of me. Please.”

What man or woman could say no to such a plea from such a lover? Maggie’s heart almost burst with pride. Bianca wanted her and only her. It was all the courage Maggie needed to fulfill Bianca’s request.

“Anything you want, Bianca. I’ll do anything you need. You’re my heart, baby.”

And with those words spoken, Maggie made one final chaste kiss on Bianca’s lips. She kissed her way down to Bianca’s neck and chest and stopped only for a moment to marvel at her lover’s full, round breasts. The breasts she so often found herself staring at when Bianca wasn’t looking. They had always seemed to call to her, taunt her even as if they were meant for Maggie and only Maggie. And after this moment they would be hers alone. No one would ever touch her Bianca again. No one or Mary Margaret Stone would kill them if they did. Maggie caressed one breast with her shaking, wet hand. She brought the breast to her lips and kissed it as if it were a new treasure she had found. And in a so many ways it was for her.

Bianca had watched in awe the reaction her body seemed to have on her new lover. A tear fell from her eyes as she felt the waves of love emanating from Maggie. She was being worshiped by the petite blonde and it made her weak with joy.

“I love you, Maggie.”

Maggie looked up at her lover and smiled that impish smile of hers. She was making her Bianca happy at long last. She wanted to jump out of the tub and do a snoopy dance around the room she was so freakin’ happy, but she would do that late.

“Love you too, Bianca.”

Maggie then proceeded to take the new treasured breast into her mouth and suckle on the hard nipple, running her warm tongue over and around the nub. Bianca’s back arched in reaction to the sensation Maggie’s mouth and tongue where causing as they worked on her breast. The petite blond massaged the other breast as she continued to nurse the first one. Bianca pulled Maggie’s head into her chest, desperately trying to increase the pressure and pleasure Maggie was bestowing on her.

“Now, Maggie, please.” Bianca pleaded, her body aching for release, aching to feel her lover deep inside of her.

Maggie wanted to savor this moment, but she didn’t want to disappoint her love. As she continued her ministrations with Bianca’s breast and then moved her mouth to the other one so as not to show favorites, she laughed to herself. She slowly lowered her hand towards Bianca’s number one need. Maggie’s hand made it as far as Bianca’s firm stomach and stopped. Bianca sensed Maggie’s hesitation and though lost in the rapture of the moment, she realized maybe this was too much too soon for Maggie. Bianca took her hand and placed it on top off Maggie’s and whispered in her lover’s ear.

“It’s ok, Maggie, you don’t have to…”

Maggie looked up into Bianca’s waiting eyes as their hands stayed motionless for now.

“No, Bianca, I want to. It’s just all so – new. I just need a few seconds to take it all in.”

“If you are sure, Mags?”

“I’m sure, B, just be patient. I just want it to be perfect.”

“It already is.” Bianca smiled and kissed Maggie’s waiting lips. “Sweetie, I have an idea. Come with me. I think I know a better place to do this.”

Maggie looked hurt and confused as Bianca took her hand and helped them both out of the Jacuzzi.

“Don’t pout, my love. I promise you this will be everything you have been waiting for and more. We’ll come back to the Jacuzzi later, I promise.”

“OK,” was all the petite blonde could say. She trusted Bianca and followed her blindly to what would turn out to be the master bedroom. Where the largest king sized bed Maggie had ever seen, dominated the center of the room.

“Holy crap, B,”

“Yes, pretty amazing, isn’t it, lots of room to play.” Bianca said with a wink.

“No shit!”

Maggie just stood beside Bianca, as her lover held her hand and Maggie stood transfixed by the sight of this bed.

Bianca pulled Maggie out of her stupor and looked down upon her speechless lover.

“Maggie, I’m sorry I interrupted the flow back there, but I really think you will feel a lot more comfortable here and lord knows we will be able to “access” certain areas better in this surrounding. Plus I think you will feel more comfortable about some of this newness for you, if I go first. Do you trust me?”

“With my life,”

“Good, well follow me and let me take you to heaven, my sweet. And then you can return the favor when I’m through.”

“You promise, B, because I was ready…” Maggie pouted as Bianca interrupted her.

“I know, Maggie, and it was beyond wonderful. But let me do this please.”

“OK, if you insist. I’ll be your little play thing if I must. It’s a cross I will just have to bare.”

Maggie was finally getting into the idea of Bianca making love to her first. And as much as she hated to admit it, Bianca was right. She would feel better if she could see how Bianca made love and get some idea of how to pleasure her as well. Books and movies were one thing, Bianca here live and in full naked color was something else all together. Maggie was beginning to relax more as she broke from Bianca’s grasp, ran and bounced onto the bed.

“Come and get me, B. I’m waitin’ for you Baby.”

“Oh, I’m cuming, Maggie, and you will be too, very soon.”

Bianca had what could only be classified as a feral grin on her face as she sauntered over to the bed. Maggie stopped bouncing on the bed as she watched her lover approach. Damn if she wasn’t wet before she sure as hell was now, just watching Bianca move closer with a look on her face as if she was about to eat Maggie alive. And the little Stone prayed that was the case. How she wanted the feel of Bianca’s warm lips on her dripping core. So much so she started to touch herself while kneeling on the bed. Her breathing becoming raged as Bianca got closer.

“Now, now, now, Maggie, no starting without me, you little vixen you,” Bianca said as she raised her left eyebrow and smiled. “Not unless I tell you too.”

“Fuck!” Maggie said shocked once again by her Bianca.

“Yes, I’m getting to that.”

Bianca said as she was now at the foot of the bed and reached out to grab Maggie and pulled her to the edge of the bed. Maggie was now flat on her back with her legs hanging over the side of the bed and Bianca hovering over her with the most lascivious look in her eyes.

“Now, M, normally I would spend a fair amount of time on foreplay here, but I think we more then covered that in the other room. And from the look of you, I’d say you are about ready to pop now, so what do you say I just go for the main course and pass on the appetizers for now?”

“Uh huh,” was all Maggie could get out. Her eyes wide and waiting to see if Bianca was really going to “do” what she thought she was about to do to her.

Bianca loved the look she was getting from her lover. It only encouraged her to be bad and go for the gold. She licked her lips as she proceeded to kneel in front of her anxious lover. Maggie unconsciously liked hers as well. She wasn’t sure if she was breathing or not and didn’t really seem to care.

Bianca took hold of each of Maggie’s knees and spread her legs further apart, to give her better access to Maggie’s glistening folds. Bianca could smell how ready Maggie was and see for herself how wet she already had become from their earlier excursion. The brunette kept her hands one on each knee for now, leaned in and kissed the dimple on each of Maggie’s kneecaps. Bianca kissed and licked her way from one side to the other, one thigh to the other, slowly, methodically driving Maggie closer to the edge with each new caress, kiss and gentle lick of her tongue.

Maggie didn’t know how much more of this exquisite torture she could stand, before B would get to her core, her womanhood and ravage her once and for all. Her hips bucked with each new kiss. Longing, hoping for release. Her body dripping with sweat, her hands running through her hair, praying Bianca would touch her.

“Dear God, Bianca, please touch me. Touch me now.” Maggie finally pleaded.

And as Bianca heard her lover’s cries, she made one last gentle kiss on the inner most part of each thigh. Feeling the heat from her lover, radiating off of her like a warm, summer fire. Bianca then slowly placed her tongue at the base of Maggie’s waiting lips and began a slow, painstaking lick all the way up and over her folds, stopping at Maggie’s very swollen nub where she blew a hot breath over this little treasure first. Next she kissed it, not once, not twice but three times for luck and then smiled. Maggie’s breathing was raged and heart was racing. Her eyes were closed tightly, waiting for what was to come next.

Bianca made feather light touches with her finger tips over Maggie’s hot, pulsating core. Just to toy with her a little and to distract the blonde from her true destination for a second. Just when Maggie swore Bianca would be putting her finger, or fingers deep inside of her, Bianca placed her lips and tongue squarely around the sweet, swollen nub and began to suckle it as Maggie had done to Bianca’s breast earlier.

“Jesus,” Maggie shrieked in surprise as her hips leaped towards Bianca’s mouth. The little blonde’s back barely touching the bed any longer, her hands firmly grasping at the comforter on the bed.

Bianca’s lips cracked a quick smile as she enjoyed the reaction she was getting from her lover. Hold on Maggie, she thought to herself. We’ve only just begun. And with that thought, Bianca stopped toying with those moist, glistening lips of Maggie’s with her finger tips and finally entered her lover with her middle finger first. Not hard and fast, no she pushed into her slowly to get a feel for Maggie’s terrain. God, she’s so hot and wet, Bianca mused, but she also noticed there was room for at least one more digit and so she added her index finger as well.

“OMG,” Maggie cried. “Yes, Bianca, more baby….deeper.”

That was all Bianca needed to hear. She added yet a third finger and began to match Maggie’s hips, thrust for thrust as she continued to suck on the little blonde’s throbbing nub with fervor. Her hand was now pumping back and forth in Maggie’s core, searching now for that elusive G-spot. Bianca knew it wouldn’t be much longer before her lover peaked and came crashing towards the other side. Maggie thrashed and moaned and called her sweet lover’s name over and over again as Bianca continued to bring her closer. Then without warning, B found the spot. Her fingers thrust against the very spot and Maggie’s eyes flew open as her body received the most earth shattering orgasm of her young life. Bianca maintained her manual and oral assault on her lover’s body till she felt Maggie’s walls clamp down on her fingers and the little body shuddered with pleasure beneath her. Maggie’s juices flowed like a warm summer spring, coating Bianca’s fingers and hand as she continued to cum. It was without a doubt one of the most beautiful things Bianca had ever witnesses. The look on Maggie’s face as she came seemed to glow, her cheeks flushed, her eyes wide with an unexpected bliss running through her body. And even more amazing, Bianca found she had cum as well when her lover did. Something she knew or heard would happen to others when they felt their lover’s cum, but something she had never experience before. She had been so caught up in Maggie’s pleasure she had become one with her and made the ride with her lover. It was for her also, one of the most amazing orgasms she had ever experienced. Truly a moment neither of them was ever going to forget.

Bianca, coming off her own high and wanting to be in her lover’s arms, removed her fingers from Maggie’s lips, kissing her way back up to Maggie’s side. She stopped briefly to place a gentle kiss on each of Maggie’s breasts. Just then Maggie, still coming down from her own high and trying desperately to breathe again, looked into her lover’s eyes that were peaking over her breasts with just a hint of an evil grin.

“Hi,” Bianca whispered.

“Hi yourself,”

“So, how was that for your first test drive, my love?” Bianca smirked as she now licked her fingers, covered in Maggie juices.

“Wow…it was WOW, B”

“Yeah, me too…pretty much Wow.”

“You too?” Maggie said with surprise.

“Yeah, you see the effect you have on me. You just sucked me in and took me along for the ride, Maggie.”

“I beg to differ, my love. If memory serves me, you were the one doing all the sucking. And might I say. Some mighty fine sucking it was too, B.”

“Well we aim to please, Ms. Stone.”

Maggie reached out and pulled Bianca toward her lips and kissed her, madly. But still a little short on air, the kiss ends and the two girls smile as Bianca now lays her head on Maggie’s shoulder and they proceed to snuggle.

“I love you, Bianca. And I will never forget this day for as long as I live.”

“I love you too, Mary Margaret. And I’ll never forget it either. It was…”

“Magical,” They both said as they held each other and began to drift off to sleep, each with a content smile on their lips. Life was good and it was only going to get better for these soul mates, so much better.

TBC

Stephanie aka The Diva

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Chapter 6 I love you more (Rated NC-17)

Bianca woke up from the best sleep she had had in more months then she cared to recall. She reached out for her lover. Oh how she loved the sound of that. Lover, it made her toes curl and sent a tingle all the way to her core. Damn she was already horny and she had just woken up. She felt something soft next to her arm and thought it to be Maggie, but it was only one of the huge pillows that came with the King bed. She smiled when she realized the pillow was almost as big as her Maggie, but how she loved her little peanut of a girlfriend. To Bianca, Maggie came in just the right size. Bianca looked around the expansive master bedroom for any sight of the girl, but alas there was no Maggie. She assumed the blonde must have needed to use the bathroom, something that was becoming quite evident to her bladder as well for a #1 need at this point.

Bianca crawled out of their bed and went to the closet to get one of the hotel robes to wear. Next she headed for the bathroom and took care of her business. Maggie was clearly not in the bathroom Bianca had just used, so the brunette decided to see if her girlfriend might be watching the big screen TV, she was eyeing last evening, before their hot tub experience took place. After washing her face and brushing her hair, she went in search of her lost lover.

Bianca exited the master bedroom and found Maggie sitting in one of the huge leather recliners, facing the picture window view from the Penthouse suite living room. She resembled a small child with her robe wrapped around her petite frame, all curled up in a little ball on the massive piece of furniture. Bianca crept up behind her lover and quietly placed her hands on Maggie’s shoulders.

“Morning, sweet heart,” Bianca said as she kissed the top of Maggie’s head and then proceeded to the front of the chair, kneeling in front of the blonde. Bianca placed her hands on Maggie’s legs and began to rub them underneath the robe.

“Damn, you’re up already.”

“And this is a bad thing, why?” Bianca said trying not to take offence to the abrupt remark.

“I’m sorry, B, I didn’t mean it that way. It’s just I ordered breakfast for us and I wanted to surprise you by waking you up and feeding it to you in bed.”

“Aren’t you sweet and romantic, Ms. Stone? I had no idea you were such a romantic at heart.”

“Well it was the must do #1 rule in the Lesbian Girlfriend handbook, I got from the Internet. So I figured I couldn’t go wrong.”

“Please tell me you’re not serious, there’s no such thing, is there?”

“No I’m just bullshitting you. But I had you going there for a minute.”

“Yes you did. So this was all your idea then?”

“Well mine and every cheesy romantic movie I’ve ever seen. Did you know you can pick up all kinds of good things from chick flicks if you pay attention?”

“So I hear.” Bianca had remained kneeling in front of Maggie and began to pull Maggie’s legs down from the chair and part her bathrobe from her petite lover’s frame. Maggie watched this with both shock and more then a little excitement.

“Ms. Montgomery, what do you think you’re doing? Are you trying to have your way with me - again?”

“Well, you said you ordered breakfast and I know what I want. A little Maggie Stone under glass, so I thought I would get started, even though it isn’t in my bed yet.”

“Bianca Montgomery, I had no idea you were – this insatiable.”

“Yes, well I told you, Maggie, there are a good many things about me you don’t know yet. One of them being, I happen to be very fond of one of the greatest joys of Lesbian sex and that being, early morning sex, only surpassed by makeup sex. So if you will stop interrupting me, I am going to have my breakfast now.

Just then there was a loud knock on the door, startling both of the young women.

“Breakfast,” They said in unison. “Leave it out side please,” The two yelled and then laughed at their like minds.

“No problem, Miss Montgomery, I will leave it here for you.” The Bell hop said and returned to the elevator.

“Now where was I?” Bianca asked as she slid her arms beneath Maggie’s robe and pulled her lover closer to her body. Maggie felt hypnotized by Bianca’s eyes and went almost limp in her arms. First Bianca kissed the blonde, gently on the lips, pulling back and smiling. She then followed that by removing Maggie’s thick, monogrammed robe, letting it fall behind the young girl. Maggie laid her head on Bianca’s shoulder, breathing in the brunette’s essence. Finding herself lost in Bianca’s arms and her sweet smell of vanilla and soap. Maggie was as desperate to feel Bianca’s flesh against hers as Bianca appeared to need Maggie. So Maggie mimicked B, and slid her small hands inside Bianca’s robe as well and helped her out of it. Each woman kissed and licked the others neck as they pealed the offending garments off their lover. As Bianca’s robe fell to the floor, Maggie stopped and stared at Bianca’s breasts. There they were again. So close and still taunting her, she had to have them this time. No more waiting, no more delays, no stopping this time. Before the little blonde took her eyes from her prize she quickly looked into Bianca’s dark, soulful ones and asked.

“May I B – may I touch them, please?”

Bianca smiled and nodded yes.

“Thank you,” was all the young blonde could say before she returned her gaze to her goal, her burning desire. She placed one small hand on each of Bianca’s full, round breasts and held them there for a few seconds, closing her eyes as she soaked in the new wondrous sensation of holding her lover’s mounds in her hands again. Only this time there would be no nervousness, no apprehension or fear of the unknown. No, this time Maggie knew what she wanted and knew without any more doubt this was right. This love she felt, this undeniable desire burning through her was what she had waited for all her life. Bianca was what she had waited for and she wasn’t going to hesitate this time. She was going to relish every second, sound, touch, taste and feeling she experienced now for the rest of her days.

Bianca watched her lover and wanted to take her delicate face in her hands and kiss her again, but she knew what was going through Maggie’s mind and she wasn’t going to do anything before Maggie had this moment. The love and desire she felt radiating off of Maggie was almost too much, and yet calming as well. How she had feared Maggie’s reaction to them being intimate, the dread of rejection or worse. Instead there was undeniable love and desire. It was all more then Bianca could have ever hoped for.

Maggie finally opened her eyes and said, “Let me make love to you, Bianca. I ache for. Please B?”

“Well, you were to be my breakfast treat, but alright, my precious, if you’re sure?”

“Never been surer of anything or wanted anything more in my life, Bianca.”

Bianca put her hands over Maggie’s, leaned in and kissed her lover with great passion and love. She pulled back, taking one of Maggie’s hands in hers; she pressed the palm to her lips, kissed it repeatedly before returning it to her breast and smiled sweetly into her lover’s waiting eyes.

“Make love to me, Mary Margaret. Make love to me now.”

Maggie couldn’t believe this was happening. She was finally going to make love to the woman of her dreams. This felt like, Christmas morning, her birthday and New Years Eve all wrapped into one shining moment. She slowly helped Bianca lay down on the plush carpeted floor and completed the acted with a chased kiss.

“I love you, Bianca.”

“Love you more.”

“Not possible,” Maggie answered then neither spoke another word.

Maggie had been holding her own naked body just inches above Bianca’s with her arms. Now she lowered herself on top of the brunette and sighed as she felt their bodies pressed against one another. In the water, the day before, it almost hadn’t felt real. But this, my God this was real. This was way past real in both Maggie and Bianca’s mind. Every nerve ending was on fire. Maggie moved her body against Bianca’s. Their breasts pressed against each other, the firm nipples aching for attention.

Maggie sat up and straddled Bianca’s hips. Feeling her glistening folds wet with her need for her lover, the warmth and wetness from Bianca’s merging with hers. Maggie closed her eyes, her fingers running through her blond locks, her back arched as her hips began to rock against Bianca’s. It was like a slow sensual dance. Bianca put her hands on Maggie’s hips as she watched her blonde lover lose herself in the moment, their young bodies in sync, searching for release. This wasn’t how Maggie had planned to make love to Bianca the first time, but it was too intense and overwhelming to stop. Both women trusting against the other, their moans and cries of pleasure matched by the labored breathing and rapid heartbeats. The closer their writhing bodies came to their climax; Maggie opened her eyes and stared intently in her beloved’s warm hues. Maggie drew Bianca’s hands from her hips and placed them on her own hungry breasts. The feel of Bianca’s hands sent more shock waves through the blonde’s body. But Maggie needed more, more contact with her lover. She took one of Bianca’s slender hands and brought it to her mouth. She began to suck on each finger, slowly, sensually. Pulling them in as deep as her mouth and warm velvet tongue could take them in. This drove Bianca over the edge first. Her back and hips arching off the ground and lifting Maggie up with them. Feeling her lover climax beneath her was all it took to carry Maggie over the same falls as well, crying out Bianca’s name as she came. Each lover continuing the motion and dance until their bodies collapsed from that heavenly exhaustion brought on by pure bliss and sated satisfaction. Maggie was now laying a top Bianca, each one feeling the others heart beating against their chest and breathing slowly but surely returning to normal.

Maggie, finally able to speak again said, “I’m sorry, Bianca…”

“Sorry, good Lord why, Maggie?” Bianca asked, lifting her lover’s sweet face to hers, kissing her forehead.

“This wasn’t how I planned to – to make love to you for the first time.”

“Oh Maggie, my sweet love, it was beautiful and wonderful. Just as you are more beautiful and wonderful then I could have ever hoped for. You have nothing to be sorry for.” Bianca kissed Maggie gently on the lips, her eyelids and last but not least her cute little nose.

“I love you, Maggie, more then I ever thought possible. There are all kinds of ways to make love, my little lusty bunny, and trust me you have nothing to apologize for when you can make your lover cum like that. Nothing,” Bianca said with a lascivious smirk.

“Really,” Maggie answered as she began to beam from eye to eye. “So I did good?”

“Sweetie, you did great.”

“Cool! Then can I go again? There is so much more I had wanted to do, but got side tracked.”

Bianca laughed as Maggie began to nestle into her lover’s neck, and she wrapped her arms around her little lover.

“I’m not an amusement ride, Maggie, but if you want to go again feel free. But don’t forget we have food waiting for us too, my sweet.”

Maggie shot up with a childish grin on her face. “That’s right, I forgot about breakfast. Let’s get that and take it to bed. Then we can enjoy it and each other for several hours. Oh, and Bianca, I beg to differ on one point. You make a great amusement ride.” Maggie said as she wiggled her eyebrows.

Maggie then proceeded to tickle Bianca mercilessly, before she jumped up. Grabbed her robe and ran to the door to get their breakfast. Maggie then retrieved the food cart left by the bell hop and closed and locked the door. Bianca was lying on her side, watching the whirlwind that was he lover.

“Come on lazybones. We have better things to do today then for you to just lay there watching.”

“If I must,” Bianca jested, rising from the floor and following her rambunctious lover to the bedroom.

The two spent several hours eating and making love, sometimes combining the two, with little experiments with some of the strawberries and cream that had come with the rest of the lavish food order. Bianca introduced her lover to many new and wonderful pleasures. But Maggie had to admit, beyond all of Bianca’s many and varied talents in the bedroom, her oral abilities were beyond compare. They had each cum so many times that day they had lost track. And at the moment, Bianca was about to make her lusty bunny cum once again as she devoured her core with her lips, tongue and talented fingers one…..more….time.

“BIANCAAAAAAAAAA,” Maggie cried as she felt her body shudder one last time. Each time her mind thinking, it can’t get any better then this, and shock stun surprise it did. As she felt Bianca remove her fingers from her dripping core, she raised herself up on to her elbows and watched her lover lick her juices from her fingers.

“B, that is so fucking hot to see you do that.”

“Well I don’t want to waste any of you, my love. You know I could spend all day just dinning on your special treats.” She said with a wicked grin.

“You know, Bianca, with that gifted tongue of yours I now understand why Lena fought so hard to get you back. Who wouldn’t…….” Oh crap, Maggie thought to herself, why did you say that? It had just come flying out of her mouth before she knew it.

“Bianca, I’m sorry. Shit, B, I wasn’t thinking. It just popped out.”

Bianca rose from her knees, saying nothing. She left Maggie and went to the adjoining bathroom, closing the door behind her.

Maggie rose from the bed, began to nervously pace and berated herself, with her small arms making wild, exaggerated motions.

“Shit, shit, shit, Maggie. What the fuck were you thinking? That’s just it I wasn’t thinking. Hell, I had maybe one gray cell still functioning after the last orgasm. I mean Bianca has to understand that. It was like a reflex, yeah that’s it a freakin’ reflex. I didn’t mean to, hell why would I want to ruin our day and bring up Lena, for Christ sakes. I am so fucked, and not in that warm, fuzzy, knock your socks off Bianca kind of way. Think, Stone, think I have to fucking fix this, but how?”

Just then Bianca came out of the bathroom, continued to not look or speak to Maggie and exited the bedroom. Maggie was to nervous to speak for fear she fucked things up even worse then she already had. So she just watch Bianca leave the bedroom, proceed to where she had left her robe, the brunette then slipped it on, sat in the leather recliner she had found Maggie in earlier that day and sat in silence staring in to space.

“What to do, what to do?” Maggie thought out loud. Finally she decided to bite the bullet and approach Bianca.

“Hey, B, whatcha doin’?” Ok, so the Stone charm isn’t going to work. Maybe groveling will work. Maggie moved to the front of Bianca’s chair and knelt in front of her.

“Bianca, talk to me please, baby. I’m sorry, sweetie, it was an accident?”

Bianca, without looking and Maggie finally speaks. “Why, Maggie, why did you say it?”

“Bianca, what can I say? It was like this huge orgasmic brain fart. Yeah, that’s it, total loss of blood to the brain and all. It just came out of no where before I could stop it. It was just a joke.”

“A JOKE! You think what I had with, Lena, was a joke, something to make fun of? What I felt for Lena wasn’t a joke, Maggie. When I share my love, myself with someone it isn’t a joke.”

Bianca pushed past Maggie aside as she stood up and stormed over to the window. Her arms folded over her chest and tears running down her cheeks.

“Is that what I am to you, Maggie, some fucking joke?”

“God no, Bianca, never…never would you be a joke to me. You have to know how precious you are to me. How amazing all this is, to finally be with you. Be loved by you and to be able to make love to you.” As she finished the last words she stood behind, Bianca, and placed her hands on the brunette’s shoulders.

“I’m sorry terribly sorry, Bianca, I didn’t mean to say or do anything to hurt you. Sweetie, I told you we Stone’s we fuck up and do stupid shit. Well here you have it. The mouth is faster then the brain. I just meant after being with you, who couldn’t understand anyone trying to hold on to such an amazing woman and lover. That was all I meant. And you know me I always have to put some stupid joke twist on it. I’m an ass, Bianca, no two ways about it, a total, complete, hopeless ass.”

Bianca turned to face Maggie. “Yes, that’s true Maggie…..but you’re my total, complete hopeless ass. And don’t you forget it, Stone.” Bianca smiled and leaned down to kiss her troublesome little lover. She then stopped, walked past Maggie and returned to the recliner.

Maggie stood there shocked for a few seconds. Not quite sure what had just happened. Not totally secure in the idea she might be out of the dog house.

“Does this mean I am forgiven?”

“Yes, Sweetie, you are forgiven. Now come and sit in my lap, you sexy thing you.”

At this moment a plethora of smart assed comments ran through Maggie’s brain. Such as, damn that was easier then I thought. Nope don’t want to go there, that will just set her off again. Just be sweet and romantic, Stone, or you will be sleeping in the hall tonight. So she went with sultry silence and slinked over to the chair and sat in Bianca’s warm, inviting lap and arms.

“Mmmmmm, a woman could get used to this.” Maggie said as she purred into Bianca’s ear and neck.

“So, Bianca sweetie, now that we’ve had our first fight is it too early to have makeup sex?’

“Maggie,” Bianca playfully protested.

“Hey don’t get crazy on me, B. I’m new at this relationship stuff. So is there an accepted waiting period, say a couple of hours, days….minutes, because I’m thinkin’ minute’s works really well for me. How about you, B?” Maggie then began to suck on Bianca’s earlobe and hum little sweet nothings in to her ear.

Bianca just smiled and held her lover tighter. It was clear, she had created and insatiable sex monster in Maggie, and she couldn’t be happier about that fact. But she also knew, they were going to have to discuss this Lena situation sooner of later. But it didn’t have to be now. No it most definitely was not going to be now.

“Maggie?”

“Yes, sweetie,”

“I think we need a shower. We are both bordering on the snarkie side after so much lovin’.”

“Oh, you think so, do you?”

“Yes I do, lover.”

“Well, I think it is just an excuse to have some water fun, but who am I to argue with my beautiful Bianca?”

“Well, no one said we couldn’t have fun while we did it.”

“Nope, that is for sure. No one said we couldn’t have fun.”

TBC

Stephanie aka The Diva

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WARNING: This chapter is NC-17...you should either be 17 or 18 before you read any further. Some of it may be offensive...if you are offended by it or under 17...do not read any further.

This chapter contains graphic sexual content between two women and strong adult language. If this would offend you, please skip this chapter and move onto the next.

Chapter 7 BAM Shower Fun (NC-17 )

There I was, Mary Margaret Stone, in the shower a huge one I might add, with the one and only Bianca Montgomery. As far as I could see things were just getting better and better for The Stone, if I just learned to keep my mouth shut for anything other then oral sex and kissing. I so had to stop using my so called brain for anything else today. In fact it might be best if I left my brain functions off all together for anything other then sensory recognition. Shit, worked for me. I was smiling at that thought when Bianca caught me grinning.

“What’s up, Stone?” Bianca smirked.

“Nothing my love, just deliriously happy, plus I am ready to show my appreciation for this body of yours now, if you are ready.” She just smiled and waited to see what I was up to.

I traced my index finger from B’s chin to her neck, chest and made slow circles around her nipples as they stood at attention with the water running down them. Bianca tilted her head back and moaned as I played with her body. Then I littered a few kisses on those puppies as well. God what a sight she was, few things I had ever seen in my life were as beautiful and graceful as Bianca Montgomery. Again I thought if for only a second, just what the fuck had I been waiting for all this time and fought so hard against to get to this point? Well there was no sense wasting any more time, dwelling on past stupidity. I pushed her up against the back tile wall of the shower and let the water jets beat against our bodies from so many different directions, I thought the designer must have definitely had shower sex in mind when he or she designed it. The water seemed to hit both of us in all the right places, only adding to the erotic experience we were both enjoying. Shit, with one of the few gray cells I did have working I thought, Bianca and I had to have one of these babies built in our new house when we move in. And we were so getting one of those Jacuzzis too. But the rest of my brain took over and brought me back to the real business at hand. My hand, Bianca’s body and a whole lot of lovin’ that needed to be had.

Bianca had her hands on my shoulders in an effort to hold herself up, as I began my next approach. There was a built in soap dispenser on the wall next to Bianca’s left shoulder, and since we were in there, technically for a bathing, I figured what the hell. I reached over and squirted some of the luxury soap into the palms of my hands. Then I began to slowly and methodically massage the soap over Bianca’s breasts. Damn, what was it with me and her tits? I just couldn’t get enough of her and her breasts. They were like magnets for my libido and whenever my hands or lips hand the opportunity to latch on to those babies, I was there. I slipped my knee between her hips and pressed it against her velvet lips down below. My wet core now pressed against her thigh. God, what a sensation, water, soap and our sweet juices all running down our two bodies. Bianca was now running her fingers through my wet hair, thrusting her hips against me. Her head bowed down and her lips kissing the top of my head, then forehead and cheeks. Finally she pulled my lips to hers and kissed me with such passion I thought I would cum just from that. She forced her tongue deep into my mouth and sucked my tongue into hers. Damn this woman had talents I never would have suspected in a million years. Let me tell you, when Bianca Montgomery kisses you, you have been seriously kissed, my friend. Not that any of you will ever know, because I would have to kill anyone who even thought about touching my girl. But I digress. I lowered my right hand down her stomach and just above her steamy center. I knew what she needed and wanted and I was ready to deliver. That’s right, Maggie Stone Special Delivery, for one Bianca Montgomery. I moved my leg back to make room for my hand, but kept my throbbing core still pressed against her thigh. My fingers traced over her very swollen nub and played and toyed with it for just a while in a way I had learned earlier makes my baby absolutely crazy with desire. I knew I hadn’t lived till I had seen those brown eyes of hers filled with desire for me and what I could do to her. What a feeling and rush to know I could make her body sky rocket on her passion meter. It made a girl proud. But now it was time for more. Time to show B I had been paying close attention to how she likes that combo of sucking and fucking that she does so well. Don’t get me wrong. I’m not just fucking B, hell no, I make love to my baby.

As I descended to my kneeling position, I licked my way down her torso and finally kissed her hungry treasure that was in some serious need. Maybe we were in there for a shower, but trust me the hot running water wasn’t the only thing running in that room. I licked and flicked my tongue over and around her nub, my fingers tracing her outer lips, but not making entry into her core yet. I heard Bianca moaning and begging me to enter her, but she was going to have to have just a little bit more patience. I began to kiss her inner most thighs, just inches away from her need. I blew hot air over and into her glistening lips, as her hips bucked and begged me for more. Her hands and upper body were holding onto my shoulders as I felt her legs shake in front of me. Finally it was time, time to penetrate my love and help her find that release. I made one last long, slow lick from the back of her folds to her swollen, pulsating nub. I took that little treasure, wrapped my lips and tongue around it and began to suck on her, pulling it deep into my mouth, just the way my baby likes it. I thrust one, then two and finally a third finger into her core, working my hand with her hips as she held on to me for dear life. I knew later there would be fingernail marks on the back of my shoulders, where her hands had held on to me, and I didn’t care. Hell, I loved it. It meant my baby loved me and I had made her happy and satisfied. I curled my fingers and thrust towards her g-spot and hit it dead on, sending Bianca crashing into her orgasm, yelling out my name. A sound that sent chills throughout my body. I had never heard anyone, not even Bianca with as many times as we had made love already, say my name like that with such passion and bliss. She began to crumble to the shower floor as her orgasm and body gave way. Using my left hand and upper body to help her down, I kept my right buried deep in her walls that were clamping down on my hand as she slid to the floor. We were both now lying on the large shower floor with me on top of my girl. I continued to stroke her nub with my thumb as the rest of my hand remained buried deep inside of her. Her juices rushing over my fingers and down her legs, mixed with the pulsating water beating down on us from above, God what a sight, what a feeling. And then it got even better, Bianca looked at me with those huge brown eyes of hers and smiled the most radiant smile I had seen cross her lips all day.

“Maggie,” She tried to say as her breathing started to slow down.

“Yes, my love,”

“Thank you,”

“Anytime, Bianca,”

“I’m going to hold you to that, Stone.”

“Good, because I love it when you hold me,” I said with an impish smirk.

“Well that’s good, because right now I want you come up here and park that sexy, little, hot body of yours and sit on my face so I can return the favor.”

“Jesus, Bianca, I can’t believe you just said that.”

“Oh please, Maggie, I don’t have the energy to move right now and I think we are way past euphemisms for what we are doing here. Don’t you?”

“True, it is just going to take me a little while longer to get used to Bianca the nympho.”

“Is that a complaint, Stone?” Bianca winked knowing full well it wasn’t.

“Hell now, B, you can ravage me anyway you like and as often as you like.”

“Good, then finish what you were doing down there sweetie and let’s get busy with you.”

And that was just what she did. That sexy girl of mine had me ride her face into the next land that time forgot, while the shower seemed to run on an endless supply of hot water. Just a quick word of advice, to those who would like to enjoy such pleasures with their lover, pick a high class hotel like B and me when you do, so you don’t run out of hot water before the two of you run out of energy. Other wise it could turn into a rather bracing experience I am sure.

TBC

Stephanie aka The Diva

Chapter 8 The Talk (Rated R)

It was evening, and after the endless shower sexathon, that then led to the bathroom floor, followed by the chase through the Penthouse and more lovin’ in the large leather lounge chairs, and – well you get the idea. Maggie and I had crawled our almost lifeless bodies back to that glorious king size bed. Maggie crawled in first, sashaying her little tush as she did. If I had had even an once of strength left, I would have taken her one more time right there. But even I had to admit I had no idea how many hours we had spent making love, almost non stop and every inch of me was crying out, no begging for sweet restful sleep. I swore if Maggie touched me one more time I would have to slap her, thank her, but stop her none the less. I had never experienced the closeness I had with Maggie, in those past 24 hours. And I’m not only speaking of the earth shattering orgasms, no I mean the tenderness she was capable of as well. The look of total adoration in her eyes, when she thought I wasn’t looking. Granted, we had spent all day fucking like bunnies, but it was so much more then that. Part was due to the newness of it all for Maggie and part was due to our youth and stamina. And let me tell you, Stone has and endless supply of stamina, nothing about her quits. But that was also true about her ability to love. It seemed as never ending as her need to please me and tell me hour after hour how much she loved me. And I never tired of hearing those words from her sweet lips. I never tired of kissing them either. But now we were wrapped lovingly in each others arms and slept until just a little after 11:00pm. I awoke first, to the sweet sounds that Maggie makes when she sleeps. Small silly snoring sounds and an occasional moan or sigh, which makes me wonder just what the hell my little lust bunny is dreaming about. I smiled and pulled her warm, petite frame closer to me. Oh how good she felt, how right we feel together. Almost as if we were meant to be from birth. I have always believed in the idea of a soul mate. And something told me the day I met Maggie, she was mine. Granted, I had adored her twin Frankie, but something always seemed not finished or complete with Frankie and me. But it was never that way with Maggie. Not something I would ever talk to Maggie about, just something I knew and had kept to myself. But in all honesty, I had never believed this day would come. That Mary Margaret Stone would not only love me, but would be willing to face those feelings, admit them to me and act on them. But here she was, the love of my life, my soul mate. The woman I would spend the rest of my life with and all eternity as well.

Maggie began to stir in my arms. She pulled my arms tighter against her chest. My wicked little girl took my hands and placed each one squarely over her breasts. You had to give her props for such a bold move, so soon after waking. We hadn’t even said hello yet, but I believe this was Maggie’s way of saying hi in a big way. I could see, from my view, an evil grin cross over those sweet thin lips of hers. My baby was addicted to her Bianca and I was just as addicted to her. Something told me it was going to be a long, long night, but I wasn’t complaining. What Maggie didn’t know, however, was before there was one more second of love in the penthouse, we were going to have the “Lena Talk” and we needed to have it now.

“Maggie, roll over, sweetie please. We need to talk.”

Maggie didn’t care for the sound of that. Bianca’s tone was way too serious. This didn’t sound like hot foreplay talk or I want you in my pants, kinda conversation. And that was all Maggie was still interested in, at this juncture in their relationship. Making love with Bianca was like the strongest drug money could buy, in Maggie’s new world. And she really didn’t want to waste any time “discussing” real life issues, when she could be devouring Bianca and enjoying the fruits of her labors. Oh, and speaking of fruit, why had Maggie never been told about the wonderful world of food and sex and how well they worked together in the bedroom? Or any room for that matter. But Bianca had seen to expanding Maggie’s knowledge in this area and others, God love her.

“No,” Maggie said with her characteristic pout. “Don’t’ want serious, want yummy Bianca goodness.”

“Maggie, don’t be such a baby. Turn and look at me, please.”

But Maggie just latched on tighter to Bianca and continued her pout, saying nothing. Hell it was worth a try, Maggie thought.

Bianca extricated herself from Maggie’s grasp and left the bed. The young brunette realized there was little hope of having a serious conversation with her lover, as long as they were naked and pressed against each other. Maggie whimpered, the second her body lost contact with Bianca. She pulled the covers over her head and prayed this serious mood of B’s, would disappear as she had by going under the sheets. But no such luck. Bianca had found one of the hotel robes and put it on. She then located Maggie’s in the bathroom and threw it onto the bed, on top of the blonde’s little hidden body.

“Maggie please come out from under those sheets and put the robe on. It is time to have the Lena talk we have been putting off for to long now. We need to resolve this, before we take this relationship any further.”

Maggie tossed the sheets off of her and sat up quickly looking at Bianca with a dazed and confused look in her eyes.

“Any further, good God, Bianca, how much further could we go. We have done everything but copulate in the lobby, for God sake, and sell tickets.”

“Oh, very nice image, Stone, you really know how to get a discussion started don’t you? And turn it into a class A fight.”

“Yeah, well, I’m not the one who woke me out of a sound sleep to have a “discussion” about the one person I hate most in this world. The least you could have done, was start with, hey honey are you hungry, then work your way up to the heavy shit. But no, you just jumped into the deep and expected me to follow you there, without so much as a how do you do, Maggie.”

Bianca’s initial reaction to Maggie’s tone and accusations was to fire back and ask questions later. But then common sense and just a hint of sensitivity broke through and stopped this before it got any worse.

“Maggie, you’re absolutely correct. I shouldn’t have started all this out this way. I’m sorry, sweetie. Please, just get dressed and join me in the other room. We really need to talk. Please Maggie?”

Bianca turned and left the bedroom, and headed for the living room and the overstuffed sectional of couches. She hoped against hope Maggie would join her and not continue to be so confrontational.

Bianca went to the CD player and put some soft jazz on, just loud enough to kill the deathly silence that permeated the room now. She then sat on the far left corner of the sectional sofas and stared out of the picture window, into the dark night sky, that was illuminated by and exceptionally bright full moon. As she lost herself in the view, Maggie came up behind her and placed her small hands on Bianca’s shoulders. She squeezed them once, leaned down and kissed Bianca’s cheek before circling to the front off the sofas and stood in front of her lover.

“I’m sorry, Bianca, I was being a brat. Can you forgive me?” Maggie said as she stood before Bianca with her arms folded across her chest, shuffling her left foot nervously, and waiting for B’s response. Bianca raised her hand and offered it to Maggie, smiling into the little blonde’s eyes and invited her to join her on the sofa.

Maggie sat beside Bianca and asked if would be ok to snuggle in her lover’s arms while they had “The Talk”? Bianca decided there would be no harm in that, as long as everyone kept their clothes on and kept their hands away from any erogenous zones. Bianca smiled at Maggie again and motioned for her to sit by her side, Bianca putting her arm lovingly around Maggie’s shoulder as she invited her to join her. The petite blonde nestled into Bianca’s embrace and waited to see what she had to say about Lena Kundera.

“Sweetie, again I want to say I’m sorry for doing this all wrong back there in the bedroom. I should have given you time to wake up, before I blindsided you with a serious conversation.”

“It’s ok, B, you just caught me off guard. I’m ready now – well as ready as I ever will be for this particular conversation.”

“I understand, really I do. I’m not thrilled about it either. But I can’t just pretend Lena doesn’t exist. So this is what I thought I should do to let her know what has happened and how I will break the news to her that – well that it is over and why.”

“And how do you plan to tell her? You aren’t going to send her a Dear John letter, are you? Because that would really suck, and as much as I really don’t care for Lena, no one deserves to learn that a relationship is over that way.”

“I couldn’t agree with you more, Maggie. Actually as far as I can see, the only decent thing to do is to go Poland and meet with her face to face and break it off there.”

Maggie shot up from her lover’s shoulder and stared intently into her eyes. “Hell no, Bianca, no fucking way am I letting you go to Poland and get within 30 feet of that Polish Piranha.”

“I beg your pardon. You won’t let me. Who the hell do you think you are, Maggie? No one tells me what I can and can not do.”

“Oh, don’t go all Erica Kane, Jr. on me, Bianca. I will tell you who the hell I am. I’m your fucking girl friend. That is who I am and I’m telling you, you aren’t going near Lena Kundera, over my dead body.”

Bianca stood up from the couch and glared down at Maggie. “Well, you got one thing right, Stone, you are my Fucking Girl Friend. In fact that is all you have been so far. And just because you spent the last 24 hours fucking me every which way to Sunday, doesn’t mean you own me now. Is that understood?”

Maggie stood as well and proceeded to push her index finger into Bianca’s shoulder as she made her point.

“Point One, Montgomery, I didn’t hear any God Damn complaints when I was fucking you every which way to Sunday. In fact if memory serves me right, I heard a whole lot of moaning and screaming my name during that marathon session, missy. Point Two, you said you loved me and I was your soul mate and we were going to be together forever. So that makes me a hell of a lot more then, just your fuck buddy, Bianca. And Point Three, I love you with every fucking inch of my life and no one, not Lena, not anyone is going to take you away from me. That Polish liar is not to be trusted. If you get anywhere near her she will seduce you, lie to you and promise you anything, say anything to turn you against me. Point Four, I have waited too damn long to be with you and love you, to let anyone fuck this up for us. Got me B? Am I making myself clear? Because if not, I’ll run it by you again and again, until you get it.”

Bianca was speechless. The intensity of Maggie’s tirade really floored her. Finally she asked Maggie a question. “So what do you suggest Maggie? We agreed no Dear John letter. You say you won’t “let” me go got Poland, which by the way I am still not agreeing to. So what does that leave us?”

“Call her – tell her over the phone. Not as bad as a letter, but safer then in a room alone with her.” The little blonde said, with her hands on her hips and staring up in to her lover’s less hostile looking eyes.

“Maggie I can’t. I can’t just break it off over the phone. It’s not right and it’s not fair. I would never do that to anyone.”

“Well then there is only one thing left to do. I am going with you to Poland. She can’t pull any of her crap if I am there. It’s that or nothing Bianca, you decide.”

“Fine,” Bianca said, feeling pretty good about the out come, considering how volatile it had just gotten a few moments ago. One thing was for sure, Maggie Stone was one passionate little lover and she was going to give Bianca a run for her money in that department.

“Fine,” Maggie answered, brushing a few stray hairs out of her eyes, which had fallen during the Bianca – Maggie shriek fest. That seemed to have just ended with little of no blood on the floor or each other.

“So – are we good then, B?” Maggie asked, hoping she wasn’t going to be sent home after her tirade.

“Yeah, I think we’re good. Damn Maggie, I have to say I have never seen you like that. It was kinda scary and – well sexy at the same time. I think I actually got wet during that, I’m embarrassed to say.”

“Really?” Maggie smirked and cocked her head to the side with the evilest of grins emerging from her lips as she pictured Bianca getting all aroused by her Lena Rant. “So, maybe I could help you with that little problem?”

“You think so, Stone?”

“Oh Fucking A, Binks,”

“You are going to be the death of me, aren’t you Stone?”

“Could be, Montgomery, but what a way to go.”

The two girls burst into laughter and hugged each other as the combined emotions and alleviated tensions turned their post argument into their second mind blowing make up sex session in the past twenty four hours. One thing was sure, even if these two continued to fight with such passion and intensity, the end result would always be well worth the battle.

TBC

Stephanie aka The Diva

Chapter 9 Their first date (Rated R)

“Oh my God, Maggie, if we don’t get out of this bed soon, I swear I am going to lose the ability to walk.”

“Well, if that is the case, B, then I have to say I think walking is highly overrated and I vote we stay here to see just how many more times I can make you cum before you turn into a gelatin mass before my eyes.”

“Jesus, Maggie, were you like this when you had sex with men or did Lesbian sex release some inner beast in you?”

“Well, in all honesty, as much as I enjoyed sex with Jamie, nothing could have prepared me for the true joy of Lesbian sex, with you. I think I am addicted to you and it for life. Why, is that a bad thing?” Maggie asked as she drew small circles with her index finger on Bianca’s abdomen.

“Hell no, I’m just amazed and impressed with your stamina, enthusiasm, and your imagination.”

“Oh, you haven’t seen nothing yet, Bianca. We haven’t even brought the “toys” into the bed room.”

“TOYS?”

“Oh, please, like you’ve never…OMG you’ve never, have you?”

“No I haven’t. What did you have in mind?” Bianca stared at her over zealous lover with more then a little apprehension and yes excitement at the thought. Maggie was just full of secrets and surprises it seemed.

“No, I think not. I’m going to surprise you instead. Now I promise you won’t have to use anything you don’t feel comfortable with, but you leave this to me. Remember I’m the one who has been researching for well over a year now. In fact, I have some of them back at my apartment already. We could breeze by there tonight and pick them up, if you like. You see, I have some very definite fantasies I have worked out with you in my head, and I am really hoping you are going to be game for most if not all of them.” Maggie said, with what Bianca was becoming more then familiar with, the Maggie Stone Leer.

“Ok, now you are just scaring me, Maggie,” Bianca joked, half heartedly. She wasn’t sure what to expect from Maggie any more. But she certainly hadn’t been adverse to any of the Stone Moves yet. So maybe this wouldn’t be so bad after all, she hoped.

“Don’t worry, B, no whips and chains - unless you want to?” Maggie said, as she wiggled her eyebrows.

“No way, that is so not me.” Bianca scrunched up her nose at that one.

“I know, Bianca, I’m just teasing you, nothing radical or dangerous. I’m just asking you to keep an open mind, is all? Or at least don’t say no until you see what I mean.”

“I guess,” Bianca said with some trepidation, but she trusted Maggie and Maggie had said she would never make her do anything she didn’t want to. That much Bianca was sure was true. She always had trusted Maggie and she didn’t see any reason not to now. Besides, if she was honest with herself, she had a few fantasies too she would like to live out, with her Maggie as well. But for now, she would keep those to herself until she saw where Maggie’s ideas led them.

“It’s settled then. Besides I would hate to see all those months of research go to waste,” Maggie said, wiggling her eyebrows again.

Bianca raised her left eyebrow and decided to just let the subject go for now. “I really want to get showered now, Maggie. But ALONE, please. And I would like us to get dressed and go downstairs for a nice dinner as well, followed by a walk in the fresh evening air. Do you think you could handle that, my little sex kitten?”

“Meow!!!” Maggie said as she proceeded to begin to lick Bianca’s breasts and neck like a very hungry, sexy kitten.

“Only(lick)….if(lick)…you(lick)…promise(lick)…to(lick)….let(lick)…me(lick)…lick(lick)…every(lick)…square(lick)…inch(lick)…of(lick)…your(lick)…body(lick)…when(lick)…we(lick)…return(lick)…”

“Fuck me!” Bianca exclaimed breathlessly.

“Well that goes without saying, B. So do we have a deal?”

“Yes.” Bianca could just barely answer.

Maggie gave B one last quick kiss before she jumped off of the bed and ran to the shower, laughing all the way, leaving a very dazed, confused and highly aroused Bianca behind.

“Damn that girl. Oh well who needs dinner?” Bianca said to no one, as she tried to pull herself together. “No, I can do this. We are going to leave this room if it kills me. And it just might.”

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About an hour later, the two girls were finally dressed and left the sexchamber, as Maggie was now prone to calling it, much to Bianca’s amusement and chagrin. They entered the Pine Valley Inn dinning room. Maggie requested that the Maitre’d give them a table in the darkest corner spot that they had, winked at him and tipped him a $20. The man took her cue, leading the two young women to a romantic table situated by the doors just off the patio and flanked by two small artificial trees. These would give the couple the privacy he was sure they wanted. Once seated, Maggie took hold of Bianca’s hand and smiled into her lover’s deep brown eyes.

“Happy, Bianca?”

“Yes - but…”

“But what, B? Did I do something wrong?”

“Relax, Maggie, I’m just wondering why you chose to sit here?”

“I don’t understand? Is there something wrong with this spot? Would you prefer another table?”

“No…”

“God, don’t tell me, this table has some terrible memory attached to it I don’t know about. Hell, this wasn’t where you and Lena used to always sit, was it?”

“Maggie, sweetie, take a deep breath. I only wondered why you wanted to sit so far away from everyone. I was wondering if it was because you are ashamed to be seen with me?”

“God no, Bianca, I just thought it would be nice to have a quiet romantic spot, so we wouldn’t have everyone we know bothering us. That was if they happened to come in here for dinner tonight. I just wanted this time for us, not all of Pine freakin Valley. I know I’m being selfish, but this is our first official date, as I see it, and I thought you would want that too.”

“I do, Maggie. I’m sorry. I guess I’m still getting used to the new Maggie Stone. You are just so different now from how you used to be around me, when…”

“I know, B, believe me I know. But I never expected to feel like I do now that we are finally together. Just knowing how much you really do love me and how amazing that makes me feel. I can’t even begin to comprehend now why I ever waited to be with you and worried about how it would be. Please don’t think I would ever be ashamed to be seen with you, Bianca. Hell, I plan on posting an entire FrontPage announcement in the local newspaper that Maggie Stone loves Bianca Montgomery. I just haven’t had time to have it made up yet.” Maggie winked. “And if that isn’t enough, I was thinking Billboard next – oh and a Blimp too.” Maggie said in a very animated fashion, waving her arms to exaggerate and emphasize all her plans.

“Really, don’t you think that might be just a wee much there Stone? Besides you won’t need to do all that. You can be assured all the gossip rags will have our pictures plastered on the front-page soon enough. Do you think you are really ready for that?”

“Bianca, I am way past caring what anyone thinks about me or us or the fact that we are a couple now. I have never been happier or prouder in my life to be in love with someone as amazing as you, Ms. Montgomery and I want the entire world to know it. Hell, if you’re Mother weren’t AWOL; I would be running to tell her first.”

“Well, that won’t be happening any time soon.”

“I’m sorry, B, I know how hard it has been for you with Erica leaving like she did. But hey, you got me, kiddo, and I’m not going any where without you, baby.” Maggie pulled Bianca’s hand to her lips and kissed her fingertips, looking longingly into those deep pools of brown.

Bianca smiled and blushed at Maggie’s romantic gesture. “I love you, Maggie.”

“I love you too, Ms. Montgomery. More then I think you will ever know.”

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The “date” went better then either girl could have hoped. They spent the evening talking, laughing, and enjoying each others company more then they had in months. They didn’t, however, dine on the standard burgers and nachos, with extra hot sauce. No, Bianca ordered a huge steak, rare to feed her depleted resources after endless sex with her lust bunny. Maggie followed suit and ordered one as well and wolfed it down in record time. The two of them admitted they had never been hungrier then they were that evening. Then came time for the dessert, for which they decided to share something called Satan’s Chocolate Delight. It proved to be just that. The most sinful, huge piece of chocolate cake dripping in hot fudge sauce that the two young women had ever seen. Maggie reveled in the sauce, watching it drip down Bianca’s chin at one point. Without thinking or missing a beat, the little Stone, leaned into her lover’s space and began to lick the offending chocolate off of Bianca’s face. The two completely forgot about where they were and began to look like a scene out of the old film “Tom Jones.” They teased each other with decadent methods of devouring each piece of this sinful dessert. Eventually a waiter for the hotel had to come over and ask them politely to please try and keep the performance to more of a PG-13 rating. He said with a wink, but got his message across. The two blushed and finished the remainder of the dessert in relative peace and without incident. Maggie later said, maybe it would be better to have all their meals, or at least the desserts, sent to the room. Bianca smiled and agreed. Maggie put in a special request to the waiter, when B excused herself and went to use the restroom, for a huge container of the fudge hot sauce to be sent to their room. They had a microwave in the room to heat it up later. And Maggie had some very special plans for that rolling around in her very active imagination. She and Bianca then left the restaurant for their late night walk.

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It was a beautiful spring evening. Not a cloud in the sky. The air was fresh and clean. And there was that wonderful smell of freshly mowed lawns. The two held hands as they walked down the streets of down town. A few people stared, some smiled, but Bianca and Maggie weren’t really aware of any of them. They were too lost in themselves and this glorious night, their very first impromptu date. But the fun was about to end.

“Maggie I wanted to let you know I am going to call Lena tomorrow and try and set up a time when we can go and see her. But I am not going to tell her you are coming. I just wanted to let you know. I hate to deceive her, but with her Mother being ill, I really don’t want to tell her anything over the phone that might upset her in advance. She has enough to deal with right now. I hope you understand.”

“Of course I understand, Bianca. I may not care for Lena, but I’m not totally insensitive to what she is going through right now. I think it is a good idea just to tell her you are coming and then we will deal with the rest when we get there.”

“Well, there is one more thing and please don’t through a fit when I tell you. Just hear me out first.”

“Ok, B, what is it?” The two sat on a bench that was in front of the local dry cleaners store.

“Well, when we get there I want to be able to meet with Lena first before I let her know you are there. I know that isn’t what you wanted, but I really need to break this to her first and then I promise if she is still speaking to me when this is all done, I am going to have her join us to talk some more about everything.”

“Why Bianca, what do you hope to achieve by meeting with her alone?”

“Because, with her Mother being sick - well dying, if we were just breaking up and nothing as traumatic as this weren’t going on in her life, I might not be as concerned about going out of my way to make this difficult situation as painless as possible.”

“Bianca you are just being naïve. No matter what you do or how you do it, Lena is going to be devastated. I know I would be. It’s not easy losing someone like you. And no matter whatever else I feel about Lena, I know she loves you and she is going to freak when you break it off. That is precisely why I don’t want you to be alone with her. She is going to do and say anything to keep you. And I just can’t risk the chance of losing you myself. I know that is incredibly selfish, but it is how I feel.”

“God I hate this. How did everything get this mucked up?”

“Well I’m afraid my stupidity played a big part of that. If I hadn’t denied my feelings for you for so long to both you and Lena, we wouldn’t have this problem. But I did and now we are all paying for that. And when we see Lena, I want you to just let her take all her anger and hurt out on me. This isn’t your fault, B, you are a good person and Lena and I have put you in a very difficult position.”

“I just don’t know, Maggie. It doesn’t seem right. But I’m not sure I know what is right or wrong any more. I just want this all to be over. I want to be able to move on from all the old hurt and pain of the past and get on with my life – our life together. Is that so wrong?”

“You’re asking the wrong person that, Bianca. It is the very same thing I want for you and for both of us. But it will be alright. This won’t be easy, but we will get through it together. I don’t want you to feel you can’t talk to me about this. I know we had a huge fight earlier about it, and well great makeup sex after it. But I’m not as crazed about all this as I was before. I know you love me and that we are going to be together no matter what. We will get through this one way or another. I promise.”

Bianca laid her head on Maggie’s shoulder, wrapping her arms around the smaller girl. She needed to feel close to Maggie. She needed to show Maggie as well that she did love her and that she trusted her that it would all work out in time. The two held each other for a few moments then kissed and continued on their walk in silence. Their arms linked as they strolled down the streets of Pine Valley.

TBC

Stephanie aka The Diva

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WARNING: This chapter is NC-17...you should either be 17 or 18 before you read any further. Some of it may be offensive...if you are offended by it or under 17...do not read any further.

This chapter contains graphic sexual content between two women and strong adult language. If this would offend you, please skip this chapter and move onto the next.

Chapter 10 A night for fantasies ( Rated NC-17)

The girls had stopped at Maggie’s place to pick up, the infamous sex toys. Bianca was sitting in the living room reading a magazine, waiting for Maggie to re-emerge so they might get back to the hotel. The young brunette was getting hotter by the minute, just thinking about Maggie and the many hours they had already spent lusting and pursuing each others carnal desires to the max. She was becoming more and more aroused waiting to see what Maggie was going to add to the games when they got back. Maggie soon emerged from her bedroom carrying a huge suitcase, almost bigger then the young woman herself. It took both of her hands and all her body weight to carry the damn thing.

“Maggie, what in God’s name do you have in that suitcase?”

“Just stuff,” Maggie grinned.

“Yes, but what kind of stuff. You said you wanted to go by your apartment to pick up your toys. If it takes a suitcase that big to carry all of your toys, then you are way past any realm I have ever imagined in the sexual fantasy department.”

“Relax, B, it is more then just the toys. I didn’t exactly have a lot of clothing with me when I came by your place the other night and we never made it back here before we went to the hotel. And borrowing your clothes, while a nice idea, isn’t exactly practical when you consider the height and well other differences in our physiques.”

Maggie said as she leered at Bianca’s more than ample breasts. Two of Maggie’s favorite natural toys, she thought as her mouth watered, just thinking what she was going to be doing to those puppies before the night was out. What she didn’t tell Bianca was, there were more then the toys, her clothes and personal items in the bag. As part of Maggie’s fantasies, she also had a few costumes in mind that she had acquired from used clothing stores, but they were for another time. Tonight she had very definite ideas of what she wanted to do with Bianca. And a few items for that event came from the kitchen area she had raided, while B had used the bathroom. The rest were being supplied by the hotel restaurant staff.

“Maggie, here give me the bag, please. I don’t want you to hurt yourself.”

“I can handle it, B, trust me.”

“Sweetie, I trust you, but I also know I want you in tip top form. Nothing strained or pulled before we get to have our fun. If you can’t move, we will lose half the fun – well unless of course the fun entails tying you up so you can’t move.”

“There, see I knew you had a bad girl hiding in there, under that Madonna façade. I just had to keep digging deep enough to find her.”

Bianca pulled the bag from Maggie’s clenches and wiggled her perfectly shaped eyebrows.

“Stone, you dig as deep as you like when looking for the many sides of your Bianca. Just remember, I will be looking very closely for all your sides as well, sweetie.”

“Dear God, I hope so.” Maggie answered with her trademark leer. “Now was that tip top form you wanted, or tit with me on top of your form you wanted?”

Bianca just shook her head and left Maggie standing with her mouth open while her lover sashayed her sweet little ass out the door with the magical suitcase in hand, heading for the car.

“Oh I’ve got to get me some of that. Hell, I need the entire package and soon.” Maggie said to herself.

Maggie took a deep breath, ran her hands through her hair and scampered after her lover. To Maggie, Bianca was like a four course meal she enjoyed served up hot and slowly. And tonight The Gourmet Meal Bianca was going to cum with a special sauce and oh so much more before Stone was through.

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Maggie and Bianca had almost made it back to the Penthouse Suite at the Pine Valley Hotel without incident. But as soon as the two young women entered the private elevator, Maggie’s ragging hormones had waited long enough for the next touch and taste of Bianca Montgomery. Stone might have waited till they both hit the room, in what would be only a matter of minutes now. But taking her lover in an elevator happened to be one of those fantasies of hers, and now seemed as good a time as any for a Bianca quickie to go with the rest of the Gourmet Meal later.

Bianca stood next to Maggie, holding “the suitcase”; completely unaware of what was running through her petite lover’s mind. Lucky for Maggie, Bianca had worn a skirt and blouse to dinner, so her mission would prove to be an easy one. The crafty little blonde accidentally on purpose dropped the room key on the floor, just in front of Bianca.

“Oh silly me,” Maggie said, kneeling down to supposedly pick up the little piece of metal, this while Bianca continued to watch the floor lights on the elevator continue to rise.

The next thing Bianca knew, she felt those oh so familiar hands of Maggie’s running up the inside of her thighs and lips kissing her knees. Maggie was inches away from heaven when Bianca attempted to speak, in a voice clearly a good octave higher then normal from excitement.

“Maggie,”

“Yes, sweetie,”

“What are you doing?”

But instead of answering the obvious question, Maggie answered. “Hit the stop button, B. Now, please.” The little blonde now had her hand down her lover’s panties and very literally had the brunette in the palm of her hand, pressing against her love button.

“Uh huh,” was all Bianca could get out as she leaned forward and pressed the stop button on the elevator. Without realizing it, Bianca continued to hold the suitcase, but did so now with a death grip. Her other hand pushed against the wall in an attempt to hold herself up while Maggie explored the brunette’s nether regions.

The petite blonde pulled Bianca’s panties down and had them down around her ankles. She tucked the front of the skirt within the waistband area and took a moment to enjoy her handy work. There was her beautiful lover, naked from the waist down and waiting for her next move. Maggie was grinning from ear to ear, her first fantasy with B coming or cuming to life before her very eyes.

“Maggie,” Bianca muttered again.

“Yes, my love,”

“Fuck me now, or let me get off this elevator.”

“Oh, you’re going to get off, I promise. I just needed to savor the moment.”

“OK, moment savored, now get busy.” Bianca finally dropped the stupid suitcase and pulled her lover’s head to her very wet and hungry center.

Maggie didn’t waste anytime and began to lick Bianca’s velvet folds. She grabbed Bianca’s butt with both hands and pulled her in tighter. She then tried to speak.

“I uv it en u get all orceful.”

“And I hate it when you talk with your mouth full.” Bianca answered, causing both girls to breakout into hysterics.

But Maggie was up for the challenge. She never stopped while her laughter continued. Much to Bianca’s delight, for the vibrations from Maggie’s laughter only added to the effect of what she was doing to her.

Maggie had three of her slender fingers working in and out of Bianca’s core as she sucked that throbbing magic button of Bianca’s for all it was worth now. She knew Bianca was close, so she picked up the pace. Thrusting harder and deeper in to her lover, while pulling all those little nerve endings deeper into mouth as well. Bianca had both of her hands on Maggie’s shoulder’s, holding on for dear life, hoping her legs wouldn’t give out before Maggie was done and collapse on the elevator floor. Then Maggie hit B’s g-spot and the brunette’s orgasm sent her reeling. Her head flew back, she shouted Maggie’s name over and over, her fingernails digging into Maggie’s shoulders as she came all over her lover’s very talented fingers and mouth.

Maggie beamed as she licked up every last bit of her lover’s juices from the source and from her fingers. Bianca was desperately trying to breathe again and remain standing, while Maggie held on to her with her free hand. The petite blonde then stood up and held her exhausted and spent lover in her arms, telling her how much she loved her and laid her head on Bianca’s chest.

Bianca embraced Maggie as well, kissed the top of her beautiful blonde head and asked.

“So, got any more surprise for me tonight, Stone?”

“You bet, B, that was only the appetizer.”

“Damn, well I hope I survive the main course.”

“Oh, you will. You are the main course, sweetie.”

“OK, but I better get a little Maggie Stone too, or you are going to have a very cranky Bianca on your hands.”

“I didn’t hear any complaining just now when you riding my hand.” Maggie smirked

Bianca lifted Maggie’s sweet face up to look at her. “True, sweetie, but I need to give as well as receive, just don’t forget that.”

“Not a problem, boss.”

Maggie and Bianca kissed, re-dressed Bianca and started up the elevator again. They arrived on the Penthouse floor, exited the elevator with the suitcase and couldn’t be happier at that moment that they had the elevator and the floor to themselves. Maggie took the key and opened the door to their suite, allowing Bianca to enter first. As the brunette passed by her lover, Maggie smacked Bianca’s behind and whistled at the view.

“You are one sweet package there, Montgomery and I am one lucky son of a bitch.”

Bianca turned, smiled and winked at Maggie before she headed for the bedroom. Maggie closed the door to the suite and locked it. The next round of fun was about to begin.

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Maggie and Bianca had both quickly changed out of their clothes and put on the hotel bathrobes. Bianca was lounging in the large leather recliner, while Maggie was unpacking “the suitcase”. Once that was done, Maggie then prepared the props for Bianca’s next surprise. The staff had delivered the hot fudge sauce, putting it in the mini fridge in the master bedroom. Maggie would heat it up, once she had everything else taken care of and Bianca was resting on the bed. Next she put a small bottle of maraschino cherries under the pillows on her side of the bed, a bucket of ice on the nightstand and a silk scarf on top of her pillow. She had thought about adding a few more things, but didn’t want to overwhelm Bianca with too much all at once, besides this left more for future endeavors. She wanted to keep surprising Bianca for sometime to come.

Maggie was ready and walked out to join Bianca in the living room before they retired to the bedroom. On her way over to Bianca, she popped the fudge sauce into the microwave.

“Whatcha doin, sweetie?” Bianca asked as she heard Maggie over by the microwave.

“Just never you mind miss nosey.” Maggie crawled on to Bianca’s lap and put her arms around her lover’s neck. “Ready for some fun, B?”

“You bet, M, if you are part of the fun.”

“Always, I’m not about to miss out on some quality time with my honey.” Maggie kissed Bianca, stood up and took the brunette’s hand. When they got to the bedroom door, Maggie released Bianca’s hand and pushed her towards the bed. “Now you go in there, sweetie. Get naked, comfortable and touch nothing. I will be with you in a sec.”

“You better be, Mags, or I will be coming after you.” Bianca pouted, turned and headed for the bedroom.

Maggie returned to the microwave, turned it off, removed the container of fudge sauce and headed for her love. When she made it to the bedroom door, she put the container behind her back, removed her robe one arm at a time, tossed it on the floor and walked towards Bianca and the bed. Bianca was naked, relaxed with her upper body resting against the headboard, her legs crossed and her arms resting by her side.

“What do you have behind your back, Maggie?”

“Now, B, if you keep asking questions you will ruin all the surprises.” She was standing beside Bianca now, keeping her hands behind her back to hide her surprise. “Bianca, do you see that silk scarf on the pillow next to you?”

“Yes,”

“Would you mind putting it on over your eyes?”

“Gee, Maggie, I’m not so sure…”

“Not for the entire evening, mind you, Bianca. I just want you to enjoy my surprises with your eyes closed. So you can concentrate on the sensations only. I promise you will enjoy it and you know I would never hurt you, right B?”

“Alright, Maggie, I trust you. It might be fun actually, but if I get scared will you take it off?”

“Sure I will, sweetie. This is supposed to be fun, not supposed to scare you.”

“OK, I’ve just never done anything like this with my eyes covered. It sounds a little unnerving.”

“Well, you know it’s me, right sweetie. And you know I would never do anything to hurt you. But if you don’t want to do it, that’s fine too. I don’t want to force you.”

“No, I know you don’t and you aren’t.” Bianca made a deep sigh, picked up the silk scarf and tied it over her eyes. “OK, Maggie, now what?”

Maggie put the fudge sauce container on the bed to Bianca’s right and sat on the edge of the bed beside her lover.

“Bianca, I’m going to help you move down so you will be laying flat on your back. I’m going to put my hands on your legs now. OK?” Bianca nodded her head in affirmation.

Maggie was starting to have second thoughts about the evening’s plans. Suddenly she felt the need to assure Bianca of a few things, before they continued.

“Bianca, before we go any further, I want to tell you something. You know I love you, right?”

“Yes, Maggie.”

“You know I love making love to you too?”

“Yes, my little stud muffin.” Bianca smirked.

Maggie then removed the scarf from Bianca’s eyes. “Well, I just want – no I need you to know, that as much as I love all this amazing sex, it’s you I love and care about, Bianca. I don’t want you to think it’s all about the sex we have. I suddenly realized we haven’t really spent that much time just cuddling and talking since we got here. I think I got all caught up in the newness of it all and my obvious obsession with you amazing body.”

“Baby, I know what you mean, and I never thought you just wanted me for my body, though I have to say I don’t exactly mind the idea that you find me irresistible. I must say I feel the same way about you too. I love you too Maggie. All of you, your mind, your heart and those puppy dog eyes that melt my heart when you pout. I know it isn’t just about the sex, so please don’t worry about that, OK?” Bianca pulled Maggie to her and they hugged for a few moments. Maggie then sat back and brushed her fingertips over Bianca’s cheek and smiled at her lover. Bianca then went to tie the scarf back over her eyes, but Maggie stopped her.

“No, Bianca, I changed my mind. I want to be able to look into your beautiful eyes tonight. We can use the scarf another time.”

“Are you sure, Maggie?”

“Yes, very,”

“OK, but we are still going to use the fudge sauce, aren’t we?” Bianca winked as she dipped her finger deep into the hot, thick surprise and offered the treat to her lover’s lips.

Maggie opened her mouth and allowed the fudge covered digit to rest on her tongue before she closed her mouth around it and began to swirl her warm tongue over and around Bianca’s finger and the warm, gooey treat. Both girls moaned as Maggie enjoyed the offering.

Once the last of the sauce was gone, Bianca retrieved her finger and kissed Maggie lightly on the lips. She then moved her body down so she was flat on her back, smiled at Maggie, waiting to see what the little blonde had in store for her now.

“So you knew I had the sauce, did you?”

“Please, Maggie, I was there in the restaurant with you. I knew damn well you would have some sent up to the room. What I don’t know is what else you have planned.”

“Just a little experiment in the concept if hot and cold and how it affects the body,”

“Ah, ergo the ice, I see.”

“Yes, so are you game?”

“I think we have more then established that already, Stone.”

“Yes, I dare say we have.”

Maggie grabbed the ice bucket and set it beside the fudge container. She removed the lid, stood up, got on the bed and straddled Bianca’s waist. Bianca moaned and closed her eyes for a second, her body responding to the wet heat from Maggie’s core resting on her lower body now.

“Something else is hot, I see.” Bianca jested.

“Yes and wet too for you, my love. But let’s see what we can do about getting you all hot and bothered.”

Maggie proceeded to shift her lower body and positioned her hips directly above Bianca’s core now as well. Their wet lips and swollen nubs pressed against each other.

Maggie then removed one ice cube and put it in her mouth, never taking her eyes off of Bianca’s. She leaned down and with the cube still in her mouth, she pressed her lips against Bianca’s right breast, opening her lips just enough to let the cold piece of ice slide over the hard warm nipple it was about to come in contact with.

“OMG,” Bianca cried her back arching up as Maggie continued.

The little blonde began to rock her hips against her lover’s core. Maggie removed the ice from her mouth, rubbed it over each of Bianca’s breasts, licking the melted water from the one, as she stroked the other with the cold substance. Bianca was transfixed, watching her lover’s methodical, sensual assault on her body. Their hips locked in a rhythmic dance of desire and need.

Maggie then dipped both of her small hands into the now slightly cooled fudge sauce. She dug deep to the bottom to get the warmest part on her finger tips, scooping it out and holding her hands just inches from her lover’s moistened breasts. Maggie then placed one fudge coated hand over each breast and began to massage the warm, sticky substance slowly and erotically over and around every delicious inch of her lover’s full breasts.

Bianca was on sensory over load. She reached up and pulled Maggie into a searing, passionate kiss, their tongues hungrily attempting to devour the other. Maggie moved her hands and planted them firmly on the bed and pressed her breasts against Bianca’s as their kiss intensified and their hips thrust against each other. Each on the verge of one of the most intense orgasms they had had thus far.

Their bodies were as one now. Breasts against breast, pulsing core against core, mouths and tongues locked in fevered embrace. Moans emanating from each woman as the other stimulated and drove her lover closer and faster to the edge, their minds reeling from the overwhelming intensity of it all. Finally Bianca came as did Maggie just seconds later. Each breaking from the kiss and crying out their lover’s name over and over again, Maggie finally losing the use of her arms, falling limp into her lover’s embrace. No one spoke at first. Not until their breathing and heart rates returned to normal.

“My God, Maggie, that was…amazing.” Bianca still holding her lover, kissing the top of Maggie’s head and drawing her in closer.

“Yeah, it really was, wasn’t it? I guess this means we either have to take one of the showers we hate so much, or I will get to lick you clean, like I promised before dinner.” Maggie said, lifting her tired head and grinning at her lover.

“Gee, Mags, that’s a tough one. I have an idea, why don’t we lick each other first, then do the shower.”

“I like the way you think, Montgomery.”

“Glad to hear it, because I have more where that came from.”

The two girls laughed and rested a little bit longer before the tongue bath commenced. Which lead to hours of other sorts of love making as well, until the two of them collapsed from exhaustion.

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Maggie and I were lying on the living room floor completely spent from so many hours of non stop sex. I thought we were going to have to order a middle of the night snack the size of a meal for six, when my cell phone rang. Maggie groaned when she heard it, but leaned over to the coffee table next to her, picked up the offending phone and handed it to me. She knew it had to be important considering the hour. As she went to hand it to me, she saw the caller ID “Lena Kundera”.

“Oh fuck,” she mumbled, handing me the phone.

“What?” I said, before I saw the caller ID as well.

“Shit!” I exclaimed before I answered it. What the hell was I going to tell Lena and why was she calling now. Granted it was around 9am her time, but she had to know it was the middle of the night for me. I just knew this couldn’t be good news. I looked at Maggie who just mouthed, “Answer it” and so I did.

“Hello Lena” I said tentatively.

“Sweetheart, I’m so sorry to wake you, but I just had to speak with you.”

“It’s ok, Lena, what’s wrong?”

“You sound different, Bianca, are you alright?”

“Lena, it’s the middle of the night, how do you expect me to sound?” that came out a lot more snappish then I intended, but I was on the phone with the woman who was supposed to be the love of my life. While I was in the room and had just spent hours making love with the woman I knew was the actual love of my life. I was pretty sure my head was going to explode.

Maggie got up and left the room so I could talk to Lena. I wanted to run after her and take her into my arms, tell her I loved her, but I couldn’t. I had to take this call, for so many reasons. But I still didn’t know why Lena had called.

“Bianca, are you still there?”

“Yes, Lena, I’m sorry it’s late and I’m tired. What happened? Has your Mother gotten worse?”

“Yes, Bianca, she’s much, much worse. They don’t think she will last the week.”

“Oh God, Lena, I am so sorry. How can I help?” And the minute the words came out of my mouth I knew I was in a whole new level of hell. Could this situation get any more horrible, I wondered?

“Sweetheart, I need you…I need you here.” Lena broke down sobbing into the phone. My heart was breaking for her, while my own guilt was racing with my heart. I thought I was going to throw up. I never felt so much guilt in my life and I didn’t know what to do or say. No matter what I did, someone was going to get hurt and hurt terribly.

“Lena, can you hear me, sweetie? I’m going to make the arrangements in the morning and I will let you know when I can be there.”

“Thank you, Bianca,”

“It’s ok, Lena, and don’t worry about picking me up at the airport. I’ll get to the Hotel by cab and then call you once I have arrived.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yes, please don’t worry about it. You need to be with your Mother. I don’t want you wasting time with me at a busy airport for hours, when you two need as much time as you can get now.”

“Thank you, Bianca, we really do. But you and I will have lots of time once you are here. I need you so much, Bianca. I can’t do this anymore alone. It’s just too hard.”

“I understand, sweetie, I will get there as soon as I can.”

“I love you, Bianca, please hurry.”

“I know, Lena, I’ll be there soon. I promise. I will call you once I have made the arrangements. I have to go now, Lena. I need to get some sleep.”

“Yes, of course, I’m sorry I woke you.”

“No, don’t worry about it, this is important. I’m just so sorry you are having to go through all this. Now, go be with Paulina, and I will call you later today, I promise.”

“Thank you, Bianca, I do love you.”

“I know, sweetie. I have to go now.”

I hung up my phone, ran to the bathroom and proceeded to throw up. I couldn’t tell her. I couldn’t say the words “I love you” just to make her feel better. I could hear the longing for me too in her voice when she said them the final time, before I hung up. I knew she was standing there now, wondering what was wrong. Why hadn’t I said I loved her as well? Maggie, stood behind me and held my hair for me, saying nothing as I lost not only my food from the night before, but my pride and dignity with it. I was a terrible person. I never should have let this situation get this far.

Maggie and I should never have gotten together before I spoke to Lena. But it just all happened so fast, so unexpectedly so – God I wouldn’t change a thing except for hurting Lena now. I wouldn’t give up one second I had spent with Maggie, since she professed her love for me. But we were both going to pay a lot now for giving into those feelings and not thinking of what it would do to others. Others, who didn’t deserve to be hurt and their lives torn apart by our love.

TBC

Stephanie aka The Diva

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Chapter 11 Lena ( rated R) Bianca’s POV

We never did get back to sleep after Lena’s phone call, and the fiasco following it. Maggie helped me back to bed and held me, never saying a word about what had happened. I didn’t even know if she understood what Lena was asking of me and that I would be leaving for Poland as soon as I could make the arrangements. All I knew was I needed her now and she seemed to sense that and left the rest till I was ready to talk about it.

This time together reminded me of how wonderful she was after I told her about the rape. She held me just like this then as well. I felt almost safe in her arms that day. So much so I didn’t ever want to leave them. I was feeling the same way now. I wanted this Lena nightmare to go away. I wanted someone else to deal with this mess I had created. I was tired, so damn tired of my life always blowing up in my face, again, and again, and again.

Lena – how in God’s name could I tell Lena about Maggie? How could I go and be with her, her Mother at death’s door and I’m what? Going to tell her it’s over between us. There are words for this kind of thing? How do you start that kind of earth shattering conversation with someone who has loved you? Been there for you more times then you can count. Who would have died for you and killed for you if given the chance to protect you because of their love. All Lena has ever done is love me. She has never asked more for anything, other then my love. And now I’m going to take that away and throw hers back in her face when she is about to lose her Mother. Could I be any more despicable? But I didn’t mean – it was never intentional – I never thought Maggie. Damn.

I feel so cold; I can’t seem to get warm no matter what I do. Maybe it’s the guilt, I don’t know, but I pull Maggie so tight against my body now I think I must be hurting her, but she says nothing. She wraps her small, slender arms around me even more, holding my head against her chest with her hand. I begin to weep again; I want this feeling to go away. I want to run away with Maggie to – I don’t know where, just somewhere no one can find us. I want it to be like it has been these past few glorious days. Why can’t we have that? Why can’t I have happiness in my life for more then a millisecond? Then I think I hear something, besides Maggie’s heart beating and I realize she is speaking to me, but I’m not sure what she is saying. I try to focus. It must be important.

“Bianca, sweetie, please you can’t go on like this. You are going to make yourself sick.”

Her voice sounds so soothing, so loving and caring. What in God’s name is this doing to her? She’s trying to help me sit up. But I feel like every muscle and bone in my body was removed while I lay here. She has me propped up against my pillows now, brushing the hair out of my face. The warmth of her hand draws me to her. I take hold of it, pressing the palm against my cheek, leaning into the feeling, the wonderful feeling of her caress. It makes me almost forget for a second. But then the nausea returns. Feeling her love washing over me like this only seems to make it worse. I try to push her way. I try to escape our bed, but it seems every ounce of strength I had before, I left on the bathroom floor. I close my eyes and feel my body falling back onto the bed.

I must have passed out, I feel strangely disoriented. I don’t open my eyes for fear the room will start spinning again if I do. Then I noticed it - I’m in bed alone. Maggie is no longer holding me. I move my arm across the bed and feel nothing. How long was I out? Did she leave the room or is she somewhere else in the suite? Suddenly I feel a cold washcloth being gently placed on my forehead. I reach for the hand that has put it there and know its Maggie’s. Small, delicate, gentle hand, she never left me. She only went to get the cloth. I finally open my eyes. I see my angel smiling back at me, but I see the worry behind her eyes as well. I have to stop this. For both of us, I have to stop feeling and acting like this. I have to somehow find the strength and pull myself together.

“Thank you, Maggie.” I say, trying to smile to alleviate her fears.

“I ordered us some food. You need to eat, Bianca, and have some water. You must be dehydrated after – you need food and water. I’ll bring it here.”

“No!” I say, holding tightly onto her hand. “Help me up, Maggie, please. I need to get out of this bed.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yes, please just help me. Then I promise I will try to eat.”

Maggie slides her arm behind my back, shifting her hip and weight against the side of the bed in an attempt to help me up. I’m surprised by her strength. She actually gets me to stand, we wait for a minute then she helps me walk to the living room and sits me down at the intimate dinning table. Perhaps the only piece of furniture we haven’t used since we arrived.

Now that I am seated again, I hold my head in my hands, while Maggie brings the food cart over to the table. The mere thought of eating is enough to bring my nausea back, but Maggie is trying so hard to make things better, I need to push those ideas aside and at least try to eat something. Who knows, maybe my little Doctor in training is right, maybe it will make me feel better. That is if I can keep any of it down.

I see some toasted English muffins amongst the other foods and slowly reach for one. Maggie asked me if I wanted some jam to go with that and I shake my head no. Damn that was stupid, Bianca. Next time just answer her, no more shaking your head for anything, I think to myself. I take a bite out of the muffin begin to chew on it and chew on it, seemingly trying to avoid the act of swallowing. But alas it’s not going to dissolve in my mouth, so I swallow and wait to see if it will stay down. I see Maggie watching my every move, trying in vane to make it look as if she weren’t. I smile at her as I swallow and once I see it has gone down and appears it will be staying there, I begin to take another bite. This pleases Maggie to no end and she seems to relax now and enjoy her own breakfast. Once the next bite successfully makes the trip to my stomach, I reach for the water and take a sip of that as well. My body instantly recognizes this as water and sends a message to my brain that it needs more, much more, so I do as it wishes and I finish the glass of water and set it down.

“More?” Maggie says.

“No, that’s enough for now, but thank you, Mags. This was really nice of you.”

“Are you feeling any better, B?”

Amazingly enough I do and I tell her so. I proceed to finish the other muffin as well and try to drink some of the fresh orange juice they brought. But it doesn’t seem to sit as well as the water, so I tell Maggie I could use more and she pours me some from the pitcher. I’m starting to feel more like myself now, as the food and water settle in my system. Maggie passes me a blueberry yogurt, knowing it is my favorite and begs me to try just a little of it as well, and then she says she will let me be. I smile and open the container. Place the spoon in it and try a small amount. My mouth and body react positively to the cool, creamy substance so I indulge and finish all of it and place the empty container down. I breathe a deep sigh and lean back in my chair.

“Better?”

“Yes, sweetie, I feel much better. Thank you.”

She smiles and finishes her meal as well and pushes the dishes aside.

“Do you feel up to taking a shower?”

“Oh God, Maggie, I couldn’t do that right now.”

“No, Bianca, I didn’t mean together. I wouldn’t even think of that now, with…”

“I’m sorry, Maggie, I should have known what you meant. Yes, I think a shower is just the thing to make me feel completely whole again. Do you mind if I go first?”

“No, of course not. Take your time and I will have the hotel staff come and clean up this mess and let them know we need a change of sheets and towels as well.”

I stand up and go over to my sweet girl and kiss her before I leave to take my shower.

“Thank you for doing all this, sweetie. And thanks for not pressing me about the other. I promise to tell you everything after I have showered and dressed.”

“That’s fine, B, no rush. I’m not going anywhere.”

An hour later both of us have showered and dressed. Because we were in the first class Penthouse suite, the staff came instantly upon Maggie’s call, changed the bed, brought clean towels and quickly vacuumed the rooms, leaving with the breakfast dishes and cart on their way out. It was like watching a well oiled machine run, seeing the staff of four make quick work of the area and get out of our way in record time. They said they could come back later to clean the shower, just to give them a call.

It was now almost 10am and I hadn’t even tried to make the calls to get my tickets to Poland or call Lena back to let her know when I would be arriving. It would be late afternoon where she was, and she must be frantic by now that I hadn’t called. But I needed to talk to Maggie before I did anything else. She deserved to know what was going on.

We were now sitting on the couch. I felt we needed to be as far away from the bedroom for this conversation. Not that we hadn’t made love everywhere in the suite, but still this seemed the most neutral setting for this conversation. We sat facing each other while Maggie waited patiently for me to speak.

“I’m going to Poland, Maggie, and you can’t come with me. I’m sorry but Lena’s Mother is dying and I can’t – I have to see her alone and tell her what’s going on. It’s going to be hard enough for her, but if you were there. Well it would be just too much.”

“I get that, Bianca, I do. I gathered as much from the call. But do you really think going there and then telling her it’s over, in her current state of mind is the best idea. She will be holding out hope that you are coming to be there with her. To be her moral support and then you arrive and pull to rug out from under her. I don’t know, B, I really think that will just make it harder for her. I still think now more then ever you should call her back and try to explain what has happened and see if she still wants you to come.”

“I don’t know, Maggie, frankly I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m not like this. I don’t betray people like this. I’ve spent my life trying to be better then that. How did I let this happen?”

Just then my cell phone began to ring again. We both jumped and looked at it as if it were some diseased creature. I picked it up and saw that it was indeed Lena again. My heart sank and I wanted to be anywhere but here at this moment more then anything. Maggie reached over and squeezed my free hand and let me know she wouldn’t leave me alone unless I wanted her to. I asked her to stay and then I answered the phone.

“Bianca, are you there?”

“Yes, Lena,” was all I could get out to her question.

“Oh thank God, I was afraid I had gotten your voice mail. I hadn’t heard from you and wanted to make sure everything was all right. You seemed so different when I spoke to you earlier. I’ve been worried that something is wrong and you weren’t telling me. Has something happened, Bianca? Did something happen with Erica?”

“No, Lena, nothing happened with Erica. But something has happened and I’m not sure how to tell you.”

A deathly silence came from Lena’s end, I didn’t know if I should continue or just lie again and tell her I was working on the reservations for the flight. Just as I was about to speak I heard Lena sigh on the other end and I could have sworn I heard her crying too.

“It’s Maggie, isn’t it?” Lena said with a cold, flat distant tone in her voice. “That’s why you wouldn’t say you loved me, when I called before. You don’t do you? You and – you can’t say it can you, Bianca?”

I hadn’t expected her to guess –to know from just my voice and what I had said, or rather hadn’t said when last we spoke. I couldn’t seem to get so much as a syllable out let alone an answer to her question. She deserved an answer, an honest one, but my voice was failing me now as well as my brain.

“Aren’t you going to have the decency to answer my question, Bianca? Don’t I at least deserve that much from you?”

The pain and cold anger in her voice chilled me to the bone. How could this have happened? Why was I hurting her like this at such a painful time in her life? I heard her sigh again before she spoke.

“Fine. I guess your silence says it all, Bianca. I guess Maggie has finally won and succeeded in turning you against me enough so that I don’t even deserve and explanation or answer. I loved you; if you believe nothing else believe that. But I guess it was never enough. I was never going to be your Maggie. Goodbye Bianca.”

“No! Lena please don’t hang up. I’m here – I’m sorry. Please believe me – I’m so sorry.”

“Aren’t we all?” And with that she hung up.

Nothing I had ever experienced before in my life, felt as dead to me right now as that sound on the other end of the phone. I had killed Lena’s and my love with one phone call and nothing I could ever do or say would make that up to her. I had hurt her like other’s had hurt and used me in the past, something I thought I would never do to another human being. But it was over now. After all there is no good way to break someone’s heart. I knew that better then anyone. And getting this over quickly might in the long run have been the best for the both of us. But I knew I was the lucky one. I still had Maggie, and no matter how it had ended with Lena, I couldn’t and wouldn’t let it ruin what Maggie and I had finally discovered. It was an extremely selfish thought, but I had suffered enough in one year to last me a lifetime. I wasn’t going to walk away from the first real happiness that I thought I could trust in, for God knows how long.

Maybe it wasn’t much and maybe she would never read it. But I would send a letter to Lena later and try to explain what had happened and beg her forgiveness not for me, but for her so she could move on and find the kind of love she deserved as well.

A few weeks later I received a letter from Lena, telling me of her Mother’s death and that she was living in Paris now. She wanted me to know that she had forgiven me and wanted me to be happy. She said she would never contact me again and asked me not to contact her as well, because it would be too painful. The only way she could move on was if we never spoke again. I honored her request and we never did communicate again. But I think we both felt better having finally ended it perhaps not in friendship, but without the anger and hate when last we spoke.

TBC

Stephanie aka The Diva

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Chapter 12 What now? (Rated R) Maggie’s POV

I have no idea what is going on in her head now, besides the guilt. I know she and Lena have ended it, that much I get, but where does that leave us. I know she loves me, but the guilt over what has happened. I know, Bianca, this is going to eat her up. I’m not sure what to do for her to help her – and help us. God, I don’t want “us” to be over as well.

She curled up into a little ball on the couch and laid her head on my lap after the call. She hasn’t said a word since she hung up the phone. Or should I say since Lena hung up on her. Not that I blame Lena, I can only imagine how she felt, knowing she had lost Bianca. I wanted Lena out of our lives, but this – man this is my fucking fault, this pain Bianca feels and the guilt. I’m the one that got us here.

I wanted to be with her once I told her I loved her, more then I wanted air. But I should have thought about her and not me. I should have let her talk to Lena before anything “really happened” between us. But I didn’t care about hurting Lena. Hell, on most days nothing made me happier then hurting Lena. After every lie she had told Bianca, every betrayal with Michael, no matter the reason, she hurt B on so many levels in the beginning I wanted her to pay.

I can’t help but remember that old expression, what goes around comes around. Lena got what she deserved for all her deceitful ways her entire life. I would never tell B that, but I believe that with all my heart and nothing anyone will ever tell me will change my mind. But I never should have put Bianca in the middle of that mess. I will have to make it up to her for the rest of my life. I only hope I haven’t fucked up what we have or had before that call. Or there might not be a rest of our lives. It would really suck if Lena’s karma turned around and bit me in the ass as well. That would so be the Stone luck.

And now, my God, I know making love is the farthest thing from her mind and it’s not as if I’m feeling the need to jump her bones. But as I sit here holding her, stroking her beautiful, soft hair, listening to her breathing, her tormented sighs. I just want to kiss her, show her how much she means to me, that the world hasn’t come to an end.

How do I do that without making her feel pressured? God, Stone, get a grip, Bianca has been raped, violated and now she has lost someone she loved. The last thing on her mind is sex, even if it is to make love and not just sex for sex sake.

Hell I went for over 21 years without sex. You would think I could put my libido on hold for Christ sake. But it’s not the same. Making love with B is like and addiction. I can’t just go cold turkey after what we have experienced the past 48 hours. But I’m going to have to. Gee, I sound like some fucking guy hound dog. When did I turn into such a freakin…? Well, doesn’t matter. Right now all that matters is Bianca and what she needs. I need to focus on that and not what I think I need. Hell, that is what got us into this mess in the first place.

She needs to know I love her. That she can trust me and have all the room and time she needs to deal with this. She doesn’t need anymore bullshit. I need to switch gears and go back to best friend mode for now and be there for her 100%. And pray when it is all over, there is still an “us” and that I haven’t lost the love of my life after only two days of bliss.

I think she has finally fallen asleep. Thank God, she needs the rest. I think I will try and catch some too for now and hope things look better when we both wake up. How’s that for wishful thinking? Fat chance Stone, fat fucking chance I thought as I drifted off to sleep with my precious woman in my arms.

TBC

Stephanie aka The Diva

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Chapter 13 Second chance (Rated R)

(The beginning starts off with Bianca’s POV. But then continues as a scene between Maggie and Bianca.)

It wasn’t too surprising; Maggie and I had slept the rest of the morning and the better part of the afternoon away. I woke up first to the sound of my sweet girl’s soft snoring. I’m not even certain you would call it snoring. She makes these cute little cooing sounds and mumbles in her sleep. There was a fair amount of drool escaping her lips as well, with her head tilted to the side as she slept. She was such a sweet amusing picture to wake up to I almost forgot what had happened before we both dozed off. Then it all came rushing back. Every ugly detail and word, the pain, anger and hurt in Lena’s voice. I would never forget it.

My body hurt in so many different places, from having fallen asleep on the couch, plus the heaving from the night before. I stood up, stretched every part of me I could until I started to feel whole again. I didn’t want to disturb Maggie, so I quietly left the living room in search of a much needed bathroom.

Have you ever noticed that the more time you spend in a bathroom; the more organized your thoughts become, especially in times of stress? I have, it is something that has always amazed me. Maybe it’s the quiet or the aloneness, nothing to distract your thoughts. Whatever the reason, I was finding my alone time in this bathroom was definitely having a positive effect on my state of mind. True, I felt horrible about what had happened with Lena and how, but I also knew nothing I said or did from this point forward was going to make her feel better or less betrayed. And dwelling on it, as I tended to do with all bad things, wasn’t going to make it better either.

Maybe, after years and years of dealing with so much crap in my life, and seeing how I had survived each and every situation, no matter how horrific it was, had finally taught me to let something like this go. Because this time, instead of being left alone with more loss and heartbreak of my own, I had Maggie. I had the one thing I had always dreamt of, longed for and she was waiting for me in the next room.

As I stood and looked in the mirror at my tired face, I knew what I had to do. I had to move on. I had a real chance at happiness and I wasn’t going to give that up because of guilt and remorse. I had never set out to hurt or betray Lena. And yes, I could and should have handled it better. But I wasn’t perfect and neither was Lena. She didn’t deserve what happened, but I had received more then my fair share of pain from her too. I would do the best I could now, and send her letter explaining what had happened and hopefully bring some closure to both of our lives.

But I knew this much, I wasn’t going to fall into old habits any longer and risk losing Maggie, while I tried to make things right with Lena. I knew from numerous personal experiences, having been on the receiving end of what Lena was going through right now, that nothing can make it right or take the pain away when someone doesn’t return your love. And trying to make it better or hurt less, only leads them on with the hope of something more and the dream you will come back to them and love them, which never happens. I wasn’t going to do that to myself or Lena. And I certainly wasn’t going to do anything that would make Maggie feel less loved or insecure about what we had. She had come so far to get to us I wasn’t going to jeopardize her trust for anything or anyone. What was done was done and Maggie and I deserved a second chance.

So I brushed my hair and teeth. Washed my face and reapplied my makeup. I was going to leave this room as the new Bianca, the Bianca who deserved a life time of love and happiness with her soul mate, Maggie. That’s when I heard her sweet voice calling me.

“Bianca, are you in there?”

“Yes, Sweetie, I will be out in a second.”

“No rush, just wondered if you had left the suite or not,”

“No, still here and I will be right with you.”

“Good,” Maggie said to herself. She noticed Bianca actually sounded, dare she say, chipper. Maggie started to smile, hoping maybe she was about to get her wish and Bianca was going to be able to put this Lena mess behind her – them and they wouldn’t have to spend anymore time dwelling on something that wasn’t going to get fixed no matter what B tried to do. She waited for her lover to come out of the bathroom and when she did - wow was all she could think.

“Damn, B, look at you.”

“Something wrong? I tried to cover up the rings under my eyes.”

Maggie approached Bianca, wrapping her arms around the brunette’s waist.

“Nothing is wrong, you are a vision. I take it the sleep helped?” Maggie asked tentatively, not wanting to upset Bianca anymore, now that she seemed so “at peace.”

Bianca pulled Maggie closer to her and kissed her lightly on the lips, then smiled.

“Sweetheart, I think that long, restful sleep was what we both needed. I feel wonderful. How would you feel about a walk in the park and then an early dinner at BJ’s? Burgers, nachos and lots of extra hot sauce.”

“Seriously?” Maggie asked with a large grin on her beaming face. She never expected Bianca to bounce back so quickly like this, but she wasn’t got to muck up this wonderful feeling and moment up by questioning why or how. If Bianca was ready to move on, who was she to argue?

“Yes, I’m very serious. I want to have a wonderful day and evening with my girl. Oh, and I want to go and rent the movie “Serendipity”. I think that would be the perfect romantic chick flick for us tonight. Two people struggling to find their soul mate and in the end they finally do.”

Maggie just smiled, a small tear falling from her eye. She didn’t know what had happened while she slept and how Bianca had come to this place where all but what they had was what was important to her now. She only silently thanked the gods and held Bianca tightly as she laid her head on her lover’s chest. Bianca held Maggie, kissing the top of her head and told her she loved her.

“I love you too, B.” she paused for a second then said. “More then hot fudge sauce.”

They both laughed at Maggie’s remark and held each other tight. They had found the peace they so desperately needed between them. There was nothing hanging over their love, threatening to end or destroy it any longer. It was an amazing feeling for both of them and they were going to relish it for as long as they could.

TBC

Stephanie aka The Diva

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Chapter 14 The girl next door (Rated R)

It’s been a week since the Lena phone call took place and the transition Bianca and I experienced because of it. We were finally free to be a couple. But I was beginning to feel pretty guilty about B spending all that money on the Penthouse Suite at the hotel, so we contacted the landlord where I had my apartment with Jamie and where B and I used to rent. He said we could have our old apartment back if we liked, because the new tenants had moved out last week. But I told Bianca I thought I had a better idea. Since the old place only had the one bedroom and was cheaper, we should see if Jamie would like to move in there, since I couldn’t be his roommate anymore. Then he could handle the rent on his own. Well that’s what we did. We swapped apartments and Jamie lives across the hall from B and me now, but we don’t see much of him. He seems to be out a lot now and well, we stay in a lot *grin*. I really wanted to get a house, but we thought it would be good to just get used to living together first, before we went too far with the life long plans. Actually, Bianca was the one who thought we should wait, and I could see her point after everything that went down between her and Lena. I wasn’t about to push her into something as intense as looking for a house together right now. Besides a house is the least of what I have been dreaming of, when I think about Bianca and me. I want to give my girl everything I can, just not sure how I will be able to do that until I become a Doctor. Oh well, at least we’re together. The rest will come in time.

Bianca and I have been living together for a month now and I was taking out the trash the other day, like a good “partner”. Actually I was used to doing most of the chores when Bianca was pregnant, now at least we share them. Something tells me though B would love not to have to do any of this “stuff”. Sometimes she can be so much like her Mother. Oh man I think I just got a chill from that. Please God, don’t let Bianca ever turn into her Mother, or I will have to take her somewhere and have her deprogrammed or something.

Anyway, I was taking out the trash and ran into a new neighbor of ours. A pretty little redhead named Lee Rogers, with the most amazing green eyes I have ever seen. She’s kinda petite like Greenlee, but a hell of a lot nicer. And like my Bianca, Lee has quite the rack on her. OK, when did I start using words like rack? *shakes head* Anyway, she lives two doors down from B and me, but she doesn’t have a roommate, just a Siamese cat, named Princess. And trust me, I met this cat and she is.

Lee is going to PVU too and majoring in French Literature. I had to ask myself, what does one do with a major like that, in the year 2004, but hey it’s her money not mine. Actually it ends up it is Mom and Dad’s and they have lots of it, she told me. Old money, though I’m not really sure what she meant by that, and I didn’t want to look stupid and ask. I figured I’d check with Bianca later, I’m sure she’ll know. After all in the Stone family we never saw enough money for it to be old or new. It was pretty much absent more then anything. Just like our Father. But that’s another story.

Now where was I, oh yeah Lee. She is originally from the Philly area, but she didn’t want to live at home and didn’t want to go to a big college, so she came here. Her family has lived in Philly since the beginning of time or so she says. Seems she is just doing the college thing till she can decide what she wants to be when she grows up. She thinks she might want to be a writer someday, but she isn’t sure. So we run into each other a lot at PVU and the apartment building and sometimes we even study together, either at her place or mine. I know it sounds like she might be a real stuck up like Greenlee, but she is really great. Like B, she doesn’t carry on about her money, but you can tell from her car, clothes and jewelry she is seriously loaded. But like B, she is always willing to share anything she has and doesn’t make a big thing about it. I keep hoping Bianca will have time to meet Lee soon, because I really think they would like each other. But Bianca is pretty busy these days, so I’m not sure when that is going to happen.

It’s been a little over two months since Bianca and I moved in together. Bianca isn’t taking classes anymore and goes to work everyday at Fusion or Enchantment and works really late most days, so it’s nice to have someone to hang with during all those long hours of studying, and sometimes, the free ones too. I was getting pretty sick of hanging out in the Library all the time. So Lee and I get the books we need from there and bring them back to her place or mine. Or sometimes we just hang and watch movies. It’s really great having a new friend. I hadn’t made any real friends since moving here a little over two years ago, other then Bianca and then Jamie. Henry didn’t count because we were never “friends”. We seemed to go straight to that whole boyfriend/girlfriend thing. I have no idea what the hell I was thinking when I did that. What a jerk he turned out to be. Oh well, it was a learning experience, like what to never do again in my life. I wish someone had smacked me up side the head and saved me from that whole experience, but such is life.

I can’t believe it, turns out that Lee is gay, which is kinda cool, because I can be totally open with her about my relationship with Bianca. I have noticed B seems to be a little jealous of Lee though they have yet to meet one another, but I’ve told my sweetie I only have eyes for her. Granted Lee is fucking hot, smart, funny and great fun to be with, but I am beyond in love with B. I just wish we could spend more time together like we used to. I really miss B. I do have to admit one thing, the more I hang with Lee I begin to see I might be a little gayer then I thought I was. I really did think it was just B, but if I wasn’t so into Bianca, I would certainly not kick Lee out of my bed, if you know what I mean. It amazes me she doesn’t have a girlfriend yet. But I know she will in time. Hell someone like Lee should be fighting them off with a stick, but I get the feeling she isn’t letting most people know she is “out” yet. Not because she doesn’t want anyone to know she is gay, but more because she tells me she is pretty particular about whom she dates and would rather be the one to choose, then be hit on every five minutes from a line of losers. I can’t say I blame her. I just hope she meets someone really great soon, because she really deserves it.

Lee and I were chilling at BJ’s the other day and I realized, for the first time, she kind of reminds me of Frankie the more I get to know her. She has way more class then Frankie ever did, but she’s got that “don’t give me no shit” attitude working for her and a sarcastic mouth to go with it. I’ve seen her turn some not so mental giants at PVU into mince meat when they try to hit on her. It’s really fun to watch. We spend so much time together some of the other kids think we’re together. I told her she better clear that up and soon or she will ruin her chances to meet her dream girl. She just smiled when I said that and changed the subject. Made me wonder if she might have already found her and is keeping her hidden away from me for now, LOL. I guess I better be more careful about popping in over at her apartment from now on. I wouldn’t want to walk in on them. If they are anything like B and I, well it could be embarrassing. Though I have to admit, lately Bianca and I haven’t been knocking the walls down as much as we used to. Well she’s been pretty busy and awful tired.

It’s our third-month Anniversary and Bianca and I have a “date” tonight. We haven’t been seeing very much of each other and it is starting to make me crazy, I miss her so much it hurts. So she promised me a night out and then, oh baby, hours of hot sex. Can I say it can’t cum too soon, if you know what I mean? I’m so ready now I could pop if she just looks at me with those big doe eyes of hers. But I will try to behave myself during dinner, because if we make one more scene at the Valley Inn restaurant, they are going to ban us from there for life.

Bianca and I were enjoying our romantic dinner, we had finished eating and were talking, (ok Bianca was talking I was too busy staring longingly into her eyes and hoping she would grab my hand soon and take us back to the apartment and get down to the best part of the evening.) I really am a total horn dog, but I can’t help it. Have you seen the woman I love? Who wouldn’t want to rush home and make love to her all night long?

I was just about to take matters into my own hands, when my friend Lee walked in. She took a table a few feet away from us sitting by herself. Bianca’s back was to her, so she didn’t see her come in. Lee finally looked our way and smiled. We waved at one another and Bianca turned to see whom I was waving at. Lee smiled at Bianca, but then I noticed she seem to look away as Bianca turned back towards me. B was looking mighty pissed.

“What’s wrong, sweetie?”

"Is that your “friend” Lee and what’s she doing here?”

“I have no idea, B. I’m not her personal assistant and I don’t exactly keep her social calendar for her.” I answered with a smile. Bianca didn’t seem to think that was the least bit amusing.

“Bianca, why are you so pissed?”

“I thought we came here to have a quiet, romantic evening. But if your little friend is here, I can kiss that goodbye.”

“B, Lee isn’t joining us, so I don’t see what has you so bent out of shape.”

“Like you are just going to let her sit there alone? Why don’t I believe you?”

“What makes you think I would consider inviting her to join us? I have been waiting just as long as you, maybe longer, to spend this evening together. I see Lee everyday.”

“Don’t I know it? All you do is talk endlessly about her.”

“Well excuse me for having a friend, Bianca. I guess you liked it better when you were my only friend. Well news flash, B, I hardly see you any more, since you turned into Erica Kane, Jr. Cosmetics Mogul.” And with that brilliant Stone moment etched in time, Bianca stood up, threw her napkin down on the table and stormed out.

“Bianca, shit man, don’t go.” I yelled after her, but trust me when my girl gets like this I am truly beyond fucked. Me and my stupid fucking mouth. Will I never learn?

Lee went to get up and come over to talk to me after the fiasco, but I waved her off. I got the waiter and paid our bill, then I rushed home to face the music. I was praying it wouldn’t be a Requiem for a Dead Stone. Hey, don’t look at me like that. I know what a Requiem is.

It took me what seemed like forever to get home. Bianca had taken the car and I had a devil of a time getting a cab. Pine Valley isn’t what you would call a bustling metropolis; I think we have one cab for the whole freakin town. But I finally made it home, opened the door to our apartment and found Bianca sitting on the couch, pissed and pretending to read a magazine. I was torn as to if I should try and talk first and apologize, or let Bianca talk. I finally decided to jump into the deep end and kneel in front of her and beg her forgiveness. I tried to take her hands in mine, but she kept “reading” and pulled away. So far this was going really well….not.

“Sweetie – please talk to me.” I said hoping to get her attention away from the all consuming Cosmo. Then I tried to apologize. “I’m sor..”

“Don’t say it Maggie.” She interrupted me, slamming the magazine down beside her.

“Don’t you dare say you’re sorry to me. After what you called me, you don’t get the right to even speak to me.” She stood up…but I reached for her and pulled her back down to the couch while I remained kneeling. I was trying to focus on the problem, but my body and mind were in two different places. I can’t explain how hot she makes me normally, but when she is mad, damn words can’t describe how hot she is. As I was having my own internal battles, Bianca crossed her arms over her chest and finally spoke.

“Maggie, I’m not my Mother and if I were my Mother, I would have slapped you before I left the restaurant.”

I had to really control myself not to laugh at that one. She was right, Erica would have sent me into the next county and they would still be looking for my body parts. Thank God, Bianca never exercises her right cross as often as her Mother does.

“That’s true, baby, and I would have deserved it. It was stupid and insensitive and I never should have said it.”

“Why did you?”

“I was mad, B. And – well you have been living and breathing work for weeks now. I never see you anymore and when I do you’re too tired to even talk to me, let alone.” Oh fuck Stone, stop talking, your doing it again.

“So you just want to have sex Maggie? You don’t really care if we make up or not? Then why don’t you go track Lee down and see if she is game? Because I can promise you you’re not going to get any from Erica Kane, Jr.”

“B, that is so not true. Plus you know I would never cheat on you. And if you don’t you damn well should. Look I’ll make this easy for both of us. You’re right, I’m wrong and it’s all my fault.” I turned to leave.

“Where are you going Maggie?”

“The guest room, clearly you don’t want to be anywhere near me tonight and I’m tired.” I stopped for a second before going to the guest room, and without turning to face Bianca I made one final attempt.

“I’m sorry, Bianca. I know you don’t believe me or care right now, but I am and – I love you, B.” I left Bianca and went to get ready for bed.

As I sat on the edge of the tub, I wondered how our romantic evening had turned from a love fest to a shit fest at almost the speed of light, but it had and it was making me pretty sick. I hated when B was mad at me and this was one of the worse fights we had in some time. I wanted my best friend to be holding me now, but she was my lover as well and she wasn’t speaking to me. Maybe it would be better in the morning, but I wasn’t holding my breath. I was feeling as if I was losing Bianca and I had no clue how to keep it from happening. I hoped after some sleep an idea or two might come to me. Maybe I would talk to Lee about it. She’s had a lot more experience with relationships then I have, and I need someone who can help me keep my girl.

I lay on the bed looking at the ceiling, realizing it was a little past 2:00am according to the digital clock on the night table. I hadn’t slept or closed my eyes since I crawled into bed hours ago. The sheets weren’t the only things that felt cold when I hit them. I could feel the chill from Bianca permeating through the walls. It was a familiar sickening feeling I was having. The feeling I always got when my parents fought into the wee hours of the night, when Frankie and I were little, which was all the fucking time it seemed. They never stayed sober long enough to do anything but fight. That was if Dad even bothered to come home. Then it hit me, maybe Bianca realized I wasn’t worth loving. Maybe she realized I was just some loser like my parents had always told Frankie and me we were. Maybe that was why I as so bad as this relationship stuff. Always saying and doing the wrong thing and making B so mad. It had to be my fault. Bianca is a Goddess compared to me. I need to be more patient and understanding about her work. I know she doesn’t want to work all those hours, but Kendall, Greens and Ryan have been too fucking busy trying to stab each other in the back or fuck each other, that nobody but my Bianca does any work to speak of at either of the companies. Everyone she knows is so fucking selfish and so am I. I never really take enough time to ask her about her work, or how she is handling all the stress. I try, but she never seems to want to talk about it. Or maybe I just haven’t wanted to listen. I don’t know, I guess we need to talk more and I need to worry a lot less about when we will be making love again. Oh God, I suck at this. Before I knew it I started to cry and finally fell asleep from pure exhaustion and a desperate sense of loneliness. I never knew you could feel this alone when you loved and lived with someone else.

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Maggie went to the guest room hours ago, but I’m still dressed and sitting on this stupid couch. I keep thinking I should go to her and tell her I’m sorry for overreacting to the Lee thing at the restaurant. But I can’t seem to bring myself to do it. Part of me is just so mad at her. I feel like she might as well be cheating on me in the literal sense, because it has felt like she has for weeks now in every other sense. All she ever talks about when I get home every night is Lee and I did this and Lee and I did that. And Oh Lee said the funniest thing today, I wish you had been there. Yeah I wish I could have been too, so you weren’t spending all my time with this Lee person. Hell I’m younger then both of you and I’m working myself to death like a fucking 40 year old man. And for what? For my sister and Mother who are off dealing with personal problems. Well must be nice. No one ever gave me the time to deal with mine, but I’m Saint Bianca so I just struggle on and never say anything to anyone. But Maggie – Maggie was going to be the one – my rock. The one I could lean on. How did I lose that to this Lee person and why? But then I haven’t really told Maggie about all that is going on. I want to, but she seems so happy with school and “Lee”. I know I shouldn’t be so damn jealous. She’s right, she deserves to have friends and she really hasn’t had many since she came here. I guess I miss being the one she goes on and on about. I guess Lee is her “best friend” now. I’m just her lover. But I don’t want to be just her lover. I want to be her everything like I used to be. I want my Maggie back. I want my Best Friend back and my lover. God I suck at this relationship stuff as bad as Mom and Kendall do. Maggie’s right, I am Erica Kane, Jr. or I might as well be. But I don’t want to be. But how do I get the real me back and Maggie?

I finally left the couch and went to the guest room door. I opened it slowly, not wanting to wake Maggie if she was asleep. I heard her crying before and I wanted to go to her, but something stopped me. It took my eyes a little while to adjust to the darkness of the room, before I could see Maggie all curled up in a ball and fast asleep. I tip toed in and sat beside her for a few minutes, tucking a few stray hairs off of her face and behind her ear. That ear I so love to kiss and take her tiny earlobe in my mouth and suck on it till she begins to make those sweet sounds she makes when I do. God how I have missed making sweet love to my girl. I want to take her now and hold her and kiss every inch of her beautiful body. But I can’t. I need to take care of something or rather someone else before I can make love to my sweet girl again.

I kissed Maggie on the forehead before I left the room, whispered “I love you little one” then went in search of this Lee person. I didn’t care what time was. She and I were going to have a little chat, one that has been needed for a very long time. I know Maggie isn’t in love with Lee, but I saw how little Miss Redhead was looking at Maggie tonight. I know that look all to well, because it was the way I used to look at her too, when I first fell in love with Maggie and had to keep my love to myself. Well she is going to have to find some other girl to pine over, because Maggie Stone is mine and will be forever. And once I have had my little talk with Ms. Rogers and explain the facts of life to her, Maggie and I are going to have a long talk and get back what we had only weeks ago and never lose it again. Not if I can help it.

I left the apartment and arrived at Lee’s door. Hesitated for only a moment and then knocked on the door. I had to keep it up for what seemed like forever, but then she answered. Amazingly enough it looked as though she hadn’t been asleep. She was still dressed and wide awake. Holding her cat, Princess, and looking at me with such a smirk I wanted to slap it right off her face, but I resisted.

“I wondered how much longer it would take you to show up, Bianca?” Lee said, standing aside to let me into her apartment. “I was just about to give up on you and go to bed, but something told me you would be here soon, and here you are.”

I walked past the arrogant bitch and waited for her to close the door. I wasn’t going to give our neighbors a show if I could help it. Once she closed the door she walked past me and went to sit on the couch. She patted a spot beside her like I was one of her pets. I knew one thing, if I didn’t hate this woman before I came to see her I sure as hell did now. I stood my ground, folded my arms over my chest and looked the bitch in the eye.

“I’m on to you, Ms. Rogers, I know you think you are going to take Maggie away from me, but I’m here to tell you that is never going to happen. So I suggest you move on to other pastures and set your sights on someone else’s girl.”

“That’s interesting, Bianca, because I think you couldn’t be more wrong, and you want to know why?”

“Sure, why?”

“Because you wouldn’t be here now if you haven’t already started to lose Maggie and you know it.”

“Bullshit! You have no idea what you are talking about, Rogers.”

“You know Montgomery, by the time you get your head out of your ass, Maggie is going to not only be in someone else’s bed, but someone else’s life as well. And then it will be too late for all the I’m sorry’s in the world.”

“Is that a threat, Lee?”

“No, just a fact, B,” Lee rose from the couch with Princess still nestled in her arms.

“Now I think you need to leave unless you still think you have more wisdom to impart on me tonight”

“Oh, I would love to impart a lot more then wisdom on you, Lee, but you’re so not worth the time or effort. Besides it’s not my style.”

“Well you might come to regret that decision, Bianca. If you want to keep Maggie, you better learn how to fight for her. She’s not going to be ignored forever. She has too much love and passion in her to wait for you much longer to stop playing Mogul instead of loving partner, so don’t say I didn’t warn you. Now I think you can see your way out. I need to get some sleep.” She walked away from me and headed for her bed, her and her stupid cat. I guess she knew I wouldn’t do anything other then leave, because I would have to explain it to Maggie if I did.

I left Lee’s place and headed back to our apartment. When I opened the door, Maggie was waiting for me on the couch, with a puzzled and hurt look on her face, her knees pulled to her chest. She looks like a wounded little girl when she sits like that with such a sad face. It was clear I was not going to get any sleep tonight, but some things are more important then sleep and Maggie is certainly one of them if not the most important.

“Where did you go, B?”

“Out, I needed some air.” I hated lying to her, but I didn’t really want to get into this Lee thing with her, after everything we had already experienced tonight. Plus this was between Lee and me; though I have no doubt the bitch will tell Maggie all about it. So I will have to tell her once we both have had some rest.

“I’m really sorry, Bianca. Can we please not fight anymore? Will you hold me, please?”

God, it broke my heart to hear her beg like that. How did the two of us get to this point in our relationship after only 3 months? I knew how, and I had to fix it if there was any hope of saving what we had. I closed the door and walked over to Maggie and took her into my arms. She let go of her legs, wrapped her arms around me and buried her face in the nape of my neck and cried.

“I love you, Bianca. I thought you left me. I thought – please don’t ever leave me, B, I couldn’t bear to lose you.”

“I’m not going anywhere, Mags, trust me. I won’t ever leave you, no matter how much we fight from time to time. I’m sorry about the stupid fight, sweetie.” I pulled back and lifted her sweet face with my hand, looked deep into her sad and pained eyes. “I love you too, Maggie. Never doubt that, please. I’ve been so wrapped up in work and so tired because of it, I’ve lost track of what is really important to me. You, Maggie, you are the most important person to me. And I’ve let you down, I’m sorry. But I’ve made up my mind, I’m going to see Ryan tomorrow and tell him to hire people to help run these businesses or get his, Greens and Kendall’s asses in gear and start working again. I’m not going to work myself to death any more and risk losing you in the process. I promise.”

“I’m so glad, B, I was starting to think I would never see you again. There are so many things I want to do with you, if we only had the time.”

“Really, my little sex kitten, and what do you have in mind?” I knew she didn’t mean sex alone, but I couldn’t help teasing her.

“That’s not what I meant. Well, not only that. Seriously, B, we need to get out more. See a movie, go to the boathouse for a midnight swim, have a picnic and make love under a full moon. Can we do that, sweetie? Will you let me romance you and show you how much I love you, like we did before?”

“Yes, Maggie, I would love that. And I want to show you how much you mean to me as well. I’m going to fix this, Maggie, for both our sakes. I’m not going to get old before I’ve had a chance to be young first. I let this business thing take over my life and I couldn’t seem to make it stop, but I will. But I still want to work, Maggie. There are parts of it I really love.”

“I don’t mind if you work, sweetie, I just don’t want to see you killing yourself to do it. I want you to do whatever makes you happy. But you haven’t been happy for weeks now and I didn’t know what to do to help. I’m afraid I really suck at this relationship stuff, but I promise I’ll work harder to get better at it.”

“We both will. I haven’t been doing a banner job of it either.” I ran my fingers through Maggie’s hair then kissed her softly on the lips.

“Mmm..that was nice, B. I’ve missed those lips of yours.” She said with an evil smile.

“Yes, and I’ve missed yours too. What do you say we continue this conversation when we are both a little more rested?”

“Sounds good to me, I guess you want to get some sleep now?”

“Eventually, but there is something I would rather do first.”

“Really, what?” Maggie said, trying not to look too hopeful, just incase she and Bianca weren’t thinking the same thing.

Taking Maggie’s hand and leading her towards their bedroom, Bianca smiled and said.

“Why don’t you follow me and find out?”

Maggie’s heart started to race and her body began to hum with the anticipation of finally having the chance to make love to her Bianca again for the first time in weeks. And best of all this was “make up sex” which for both of them was always the most overwhelming lovemaking they shared with each other. Stone smiled and studied Bianca’s beautiful ass as her lover led her to their room. Things were going to get a lot better, Maggie thought to herself. And not just in reference to what was about to happen. She and Bianca were going to get the magic back and not lose hold of it again, not if she could help it.

TBC

Stephanie aka The Diva

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Chapter 15 Life is an Olympic Event (Rated NC-17)

We had already made love for over an hour, but it had felt like a year since Bianca had touched me like that. I think she was feeling the same way. We couldn’t seem to get enough of each other. She was breathing kinda heavy from our last event. “Event,” I laughed when I thought of us competing in a new Olympic Event, The Sexcapades and Synchronized Fucking. Bianca looked over at me with a raised eyebrow, and more then a little puzzled as to what I could be laughing about.

“Have I lost my touch, Maggie?” Bianca asked.

“Hell no, baby,” I answered, rolling over to give her a kiss, but she stopped me before I could.

“Then pray tell, what is so funny?”

“Not you, lover, trust me. Your skills have in no way diminished. I was actually laughing because I was thinking we should enter ourselves as two new Olympic Events.”

“Really? I know I am going to regret this, but what would they be, Maggie?”

“The Sexcapades and Synchronized Fucking,” I said with a huge grin, licking my lips in memory of the last deep dive I had just made into my lover’s sweet pussy.

“Maggie!” she said, smacking my arm in feigned horror.

“Oh, please you know you loved it. And I think I know the next event I would like to practice with you right now.”

“And what would that be, my lascivious little one?”

“My favorite number,” I said, wiggling my eyebrows for emphasis.

“Number, I didn’t know you had a fav….oh, number,” she said as the light went off in her head.

“See I knew you were quick. So what do you say, B. A little 69 practice session, just to keep our oral and hand skills finely tuned, as it were.”

“I supposed I could muster up the strength for that. So?” Bianca said as she looked at me quizzically.

“So?” I asked not sure what she was getting at.

“Well, are you going to sit your pretty self on my face or do I have to put you there?”

“Fuck, B, I love it when you talk all dirty like that.”

“Yes, I’ve noticed. Now are you going to keep talking or was all this talk about oral and hand skills just and idle threat?”

“Oh, I’ll show you skills, baby. I’ll make you cum so hard you won’t walk right for a week.”

“Promises, promises, Stone.”

Before my sexy Bianca could say another word, I planted my body over her face, per her request. Looking over my shoulder after I had so quickly and effortlessly maneuvered myself into position, I smiled at her and asked, “Ready for the ride of your life?”

“Sweetie, I would say with you in this position, you are the one riding not me.”

“True enough, but that is the great thing about this game. We both get to enjoy it and each other at the same time.”

“Stone.”

“Yes, baby.”

“Shut up already,” She said as she grabbed my hips and pulled me closer to her sweet, waiting mouth. Licking me from the tip of my very swollen clit to the back of my very wet and ready folds.

“Fuck!” I yelled, surprised by her sudden and very wanted attacked.

“Yes, baby, I got that,” she said with an evil smirk I could both feel and hear in her voice.

“Oh yeah, you’re mine now, Bianca,” I said and dove in like a kitten to a fresh bowl of cream. Two could play at this game, thank God, and we were two very skilled players.

But first a little thing I like to call the Stone Tease. I leaned over blew a little warm air over Bianca’s core, taking a deep breath when I was done to enjoy my lover’s sweet scent. God, everything about this woman made me crazy. Crazy in love and crazy in heat. I rested the weight of my upper body on my elbows, so I could free my hands. Then I began my slow torture.

I pulled Bianca’s wet and glistening folds apart with my fingers. Opening her up as much as I could. That got her attention as I heard a muffled “Oh God” come from behind me. I smiled and continued my assault. With one hand now giving me access, I took my free index finger and began to run it along the edges of Bianca’s lips. Not venturing in yet, only teasing and taunting her core with my fingers and my warm breath I would send over her swollen lips begging for more attention. Her hips were bucking and reaching for more, but my precious one would have to wait.

Next I began to make short, quick licks over and around the edges of her lips. My tongue occasionally diving just deep enough into her folds to make her want more. She, in the meantime, was sucking and nibbling on my clit like it was a hard candy and it had some magic surprise waiting for her inside of it. Well if she kept that up the surprise wouldn’t be cuming from my clit, but I sure as hell would be cuming from me and soon. I stopped my activities just long enough to turn and say to her, “Bianca, slow down, lover, I want you to cum with me.”

She shook her head yes, never letting go of my now very swollen and aching nub. “Christ woman,” I muttered hoping I could hold off till I could work her up to speed. Actually she was already there; I just wanted a little more time to bring her over.

Bianca finally let go of my clit and began to kiss my lips, pulling on them with her teeth and burying her tongue deep in my pussy. She was making me crazed. I decided there was no way I could last much longer this time around, so I picked up my pace.

It was my turn to suckle her swollen clit and wrap and roll my tongue over it. Pulling it deeper and deeper into my mouth as she returned to mine and did the same. We both put one, then two and finally a third finger deep into each others pussy. Pumping our fingers as deep as we could to satisfy each others needs. The room smelled of sex, our bodies drenched in sweat and the sounds that both of us make just on the verge of cuming. Our hips and bodies writhing, working with each other now to bring the other over that glorious edge and into the bliss. As if on command we both added a fourth finger at the same time in each others core and increased the pace while we carefully bit down on our lover’s clit and hitting that glorious g-spot with one amazing final thrust. And then we both saw flashes of light and felt the most explosive rush through our bodies as we both came together with such a force and gush of fluid we both gasped for air and then hoped for strength to remain conscious.

I collapsed on Bianca, our hands still buried deep in each others core. I couldn’t and didn’t want to move. I felt my muscles closing and quivering around her fingers, my legs were numb as was much of the rest of me. As I discovered later, Bianca was feeling much the same way as I kept my fingers buried deep within her as well. We stayed like that for I don’t know how long, then I finally extricated myself, though reluctantly, from my lover and turned around to snuggle into her arms. Neither one of us had ever experienced anything quite like that before. It was a moment neither one of us would ever soon forget.

“God, I’ve missed you, baby.” Bianca said, pulling me closer and planting kisses on my cheeks, nose and lips.

“I’ve missed you too, B, more then you’ll ever know. But I think we just made a really stellar cum back, don’t you think?” I said, as I played with her right breast. Lord, how I had misses these babies. And before I knew it my body began to tingle again. But Bianca seemed to have other plans. She removed my hand and gave me the Bianca glare.

“Sweetie, please I need food before you try to ravage this body again. Or you are going to have to explain to my Mother how I ended up in the emergency room today all dehydrated and malnourished.

I frantically jumped out of bed and said, “Oh that is so not happening. Get your skinny butt out of that bed, Montgomery and join me in the shower now. But keep your hands to yourself. Or we will never make it to BJ’s.”

“Like I’m the one with busy hands and a sex drive that never stops. Fine, blame it on me, but we are going to get some nourishment and then we will pick this up where we left off.”

We both laughed and giggled to the shower, in the shower and out of it as we then towel dried one another. This was going to be a glorious day. Me and my girl together again. All day and no one was going to spoil it or they would have Maggie Stone to answer to.

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“Well, well, well. I see our little late night chat helped you find or should I say work your way back into Maggie’s bed last night?’ Lee said with an evil smirk as she came up behind the two love birds at BJ’s.

“What is she talking about, Bianca?”

“Just ignore her, Mags. She just wants to make trouble, right Lee?”

“Oh, you mean she didn’t tell you about our little late night chat in my apartment after your fight?”

“You said you went for a walk.” Maggie said with confusion written all over her face.

“I was going to tell you, baby, I just didn’t get around to it yet. We were kinda busy, you know.” Bianca said as she leaned over and held Maggie’s hand. She smiled knowingly at her lover.

“Yeah, I guess you could say we were kinda preoccupied.” Maggie answered with a wink.

“Yes, that reminds me I need to stop at the drug store for some serious ear plugs if you two are going to be banging the boards that much every night. Hell, I thought Princess was never going to come out from under the bed after your performance.” Lee said, sliding into the booth beside Maggie as she spoke and reaching for a few of her hash browns.

“Is there a point to your comment about our sex life, or are you just bored and have nothing else to do with your morning, Lee?” Bianca asked gritting her teeth as she did and prayed this bitch would be struck by lightning before she opened her mouth again.

“Hey! What is up with you two? And what is this about a chat last night. I didn’t think you two even knew each other. Hell, I’ve been trying to introduce you two to each other for weeks now.”

Lee put her one arm around Maggie’s shoulder as she continued to pick at the blonde’s food with her other hand. “Oh Mags, don’t worry yourself. B and I are old friends now, right B? After all with me being your new best friend and all, Mags, we both just felt it was only right that B and I get to know each other and form our own little bond, right Bianca?”

“Yeah, right,” Bianca said trying to keep from reaching across the table and strangling Lee where she sat. She didn’t know why Lee wasn’t rating her out, but she would play along for now till she could get Maggie home alone and explain everything to her in private.

“That’s great, Lee, but I’m not sensing a lot of love between you two. What’s the what?”

“Maggie, don’t you worry, Bianca and I came to an understanding last night. And in time it will all work out the way it should. But for now, I have a class, so you two enjoy your breakfast and each other. I’m sure you’re starved after that workout. And I’m going to go get those earplugs.”

She hugged Maggie and kissed her on the cheek before she slid back out of the booth. She winked at Bianca, leaned down and whispered in her ear, “Later, B, and try not to wear Shorty out. I might want to play with her later.” Lee quickly exited before a very stunned and livid Bianca could react to what she had just said to her. Maggie saw the anger flash through Bianca’s eyes.

“What the fuck did she just say to you, Bianca? You look like you want to take after her and rip her heart out.”

“It’s not important, Maggie. It’s nothing. I’m just tired, we didn’t get any sleep yet and I’m a little on edge is all. This is our first breakfast together in weeks and I’m taking the rest of the day off to be with you. I don’t want to waste time talking about Lee Rogers,” Bianca said as she tried to concentrate on her food and calm herself down.

Maggie decided to let the whole Lee and Bianca thing drop for now. She was so happy B was going to spend all day with her; she didn’t want to waste it either. She reached across the table, took Bianca’s hand and squeezed it. Bianca looked up and saw her lover smiling at her with those big, baby, brown eyes that always melted her heart. She smiled back and brought Maggie’s hand to her lips and kissed it. They both whispered I love you’s and continued to hold hands as they finished their meals.

TBC

Stephanie aka The Diva

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