CHAPTER FOUR
Silence followed Buffy’s statement. “’Kay. Not wanting to sound insensitive, but I don’t understand.”
“He didn’t notice, Will. Riley slept with that evil, whoring bitch and he couldn’t even tell that it wasn’t me!” Buffy was almost shouting at the end.
“Not really. I mean, I was in shock, you know? And then I got mad. How could he not know it wasn’t me?”
“Um, Buffy? Faith made a pretty good you.” Feeling Buffy stiffen, she hurried on, “She knew just what to say. OK, thinking back, she was still using her street talk and everything, but she sounded just like you. She even told me she would make sure you – I mean, Faith/you – never hurt me. Admit it, that’s what you would say, too, if I was afraid of something.” I can’t believe I’m defending her!
“But, Will, he slept with her. It’s not like they were just discussing the weather.”
We’re not letting go of this one any time soon. “So, you gonna keep seeing him?”
“I don’t know, Will.” Buffy’s voice was low. “It’s just one
more thing… I’ve been thinking a lot, lately, about my life. All I really have or
do ends up centering on being the Slayer. I can’t remember a time when I could
just be me.” She pulled away from
“Then Riley came along and things got even better. God, he
was everything I wanted in a boyfriend. And,” she smiled slightly and took
“Then just in time to interrupt your happiness, the Intitiative,”
Buffy didn’t say anything for a minute, concentrating on their joined hands. “Not lying is of the good. Riley’s kinda like my mom, though, when it comes to Slaying. He doesn’t get that it’s not a job, that I can’t just quit if I want.” She paused and almost braced herself before continuing. “I want to quit, Will. I am so tired. Tired of being responsible for finding a way to defeat every Big Bad coming out of the Hellmouth. Tired of pretending I can be like every other college student at UCS. Tired of finding something that makes me happy only to lose it because of a curse or a body swap. I think the last time I was really happy was the night I slept with Angel. I wasn’t thinking ahead or worrying about any new evil. It was just me, Angel, and our love for each other.”
Turning slightly,
The two girls climbed to their feet and
***
“Spike, what on Earth are you doing here?”
The vampire ignored the question and walked into the
kitchen, opening the refrigerator. After a little rummaging, he stood up, blood
bag in hand. “I thought I’d left one in here,” he said triumphantly. “Sorry, to interrupt, Rupert. Is this your latest bird?” He
leered at
When Giles and Tara just looked at him, he continued. “Look, mate, what if I told you that I thought there were files and such about Adam still in the Initiative?”
“I’d say that I might wonder if this was a case of you having just what we needed at just the right time,” Giles replied, sarcastically. “And, I might ask, what’s in it for you?”
Spike took a sip from his mug. “Well, I was imagining the undying gratitude from the Slayer, but boatloads of cash sound fantastic, too.” Noticing Giles and Tara sharing a look, Spike frowned. “Can you let the Slayer know, then?”
“I don’t see much of Buffy these days, Spike.” Giles sounded as if that bothered him. “It’s not like I’m her Watcher anymore.”
Spike smirked slightly and finished off the blood in his mug. Placing the mug, unwashed, in the kitchen sink, he started for the door. “You’re right, mate. Seems your little Slayer’s set out on her own. I’ve seen the way she treats you…very much like a retired librarian.” Spike paused at the door. “I’ll stop in tomorrow, and see if you’re all willing to deal for my goodies.” He slipped out the door, leaving a stunned ex-Watcher and witch behind.
Giles shook his head and shrugged. “Spike’s motivation is a
mystery. He could, but it’s more likely a diversion or a way to get closer to
the group.” He sat back down. “With the behavior modification chip in his head,
he can’t directly harm a human. That does not, however, mean that he is
harmless. He has been useful in the past, though.” He gave
“No. Once the soul departs the body, there is no aura to
read.” They shared an unhappy look. “I should probably be going.
“Unfortunately, until – or if – Buffy decides to share her
thoughts with us, there is very little we can do.
“Of course not, Mr. Giles. Maybe
***
Wow! Did someone turn up the heat in here?
Resigning herself to dealing with an embarrassed
Slayer,
“Tara says there’s a meeting at Giles’ at 1:00,”
The mocking question worked. Buffy shook her head slightly
and grinned. “Yeah, Will. I’m good.” She glanced away and
“That’s OK, Buffy. It was the hand on my breast earlier that
was the problem.”
She received a crusty look in return. “Meanie. It’s not fair teasing the Slayer when she wakes up.” Buffy relaxed back onto the pillow. “So strategy with Watcher Man at 1:00.” She looked at the clock. “Gives us a little time. I should probably check in with Riley to see if he’s got anything new on Adam.”
***
“She’s more depressed than I’ve ever seen her, Giles,”
“There isn’t anything in the Watchers’ Diaries. Of course, no Slayer has ever lived as long as Buffy. It isn’t so surprising, given the nature of her Calling, that she feels a sense of isolation.”
“I don’t spend much time with Buffy, but maybe I can hang
out with you both more,
Giles stood and moved toward the kitchen. “We should probably wrap this up. The rest of the gang should be here soon.”
***
I should have just stayed in bed, Buffy grumbled to herself. So far, her day had been a bust. Riley hadn’t been camped out in the remains of Sunnydale High, and she hadn’t spotted him when she’d stopped in at Lowell House. She checked her watch and debated. Too early to go to Giles.’ Maybe I should check out some of those caves Riley was talking about last week. Her decision made, she jogged across campus.
CHAPTER FIVE
The Scooby gang had invaded Giles’ living room. Tara and
Suppressing a sigh since he’d already asked her that twice,
“Regardless, we need to get started.”
“Way to go, Will. Now we just have to convince Adam to take a nap while we do a little bit of exploratory surgery.”
Three pairs of eyes looked at Xander. “OK. Maybe not.”
Hesitantly,
Giles stood up. “Perhaps a paralyzing spell.” He moved to the bookcase behind his chair and picked up a small, leather-bound book, opening it and rifling through its pages. He stopped at a specific page. After a short examination, he continued, “Only I can’t perform the incantation of this.”
“Oh, yeah. Don’t you have to speak
it in, like Sumerian?”
Looking faintly annoyed, Giles replied, “I do speak Sumerian. Only an experienced witch can incant it.” He moved back to his seat.
“May I take a look at the spell, Mr. Giles?”
Xander looked confused. “Why would that be a problem?”
“Well, Adam is part demon. Or-Or parts of several demons.”
“No. That, plus the fact we aren’t entirely sure which demons Professor Walsh used to construct Adam, make it risky.”
Everyone was silent as they absorbed the news. “So no problem.” Xander said with forced enthusiasm. “All we
need is combo Buffy. Her with Slayer strength, Giles’ multilingual know how,
and
He nearly fainted when Giles replied, “As a matter of fact, you are.”
“Yay, Xander!”
“It’s theoretically possible. We would need to research the right
ritual and incantation, though.” He smiled at
“What about me and Will?” Xander sounded as if he couldn’t
make up his mind. Research was really not his thing, but he was ready to help
Buffy. To his surprise,
“You and Will should go look for Buffy. She’s not usually
this late.” She caught
“Sure,
***
“So, Will, what’s with you and
Xander frowned, dividing his attention between the road and
Xander laughed out loud. “Remember me and Cordy?”
“I don’t think we are an item.”
“Are you confused, or just scared of what everyone will say,” Xander asked.
Stopping,
“Will, I’ve know you since we were five. I probably know you better than anyone else on the planet.” He let go of her hand and wrapped his arm around her shoulder. Starting to walk again, he continued, “Besides, I’m dating a 1200 year-old ex-demon. Anya may have a problem with tact, but she knows an amazing amount of stuff about people. Maybe I’ve picked up a few things from her.”
“What kinds of things, Harris?”
“Evil witch!”
“I knew you’d see it my way.” They had reached the back of the school and its chain link barrier. Xander pulled back a loose section of the fencing and they clambered through. Riley, a deserter from the Initiative, had been hiding in the remains of the school library. The two Scoobies picked their way through the detritus of their fight with the Mayor. Nestled amid broken shelving and book rubble, they found Riley’s sleeping bag and supplies – but no Riley or Buffy.
“Let’s head back to the dorm. Maybe she’s there. If not, we can call Giles and check in.”
“Uh, Wil, does this place look like it’s been lived in by a Marine?” Xander indicated the mess that littered the floor. “I mean, the one time we were all at Lowell House, Riley’s towels looked ironed. I’m thinking he left in a hurry and didn’t plan on coming back.”
“Good call.” Xander picked up a walkie talkie. “But I don’t think this is government issue” He waved the device at her. “If Marines go into battle with duct taped radios, I might be willing to cough up more in taxes. Let’s see what Riley was listening to.” He turned the unit on and they fell silent trying to hear the voices that crackled from the speaker.
“Status report, Team Two.”
“Sir, we’ve tracked Adam and Hostile 17 to some caves in Sector 4. What are our orders?”
“Hostile 17 – isn’t that Spike?”
The tinny conversation continued. “…believe that Adam is also present, sir. We discovered the body of a female a short distance from the entrance. She appeared to be alive, but badly wounded.”
“ID,” the other voiced barked impatiently.
“Yes, sir. One of the men identified her as Elizabeth Summers.”
CHAPTER SIX
Tara watched as
“Well, no. Is it not the right spell?”
“Oh, it’s the right one, I think. B-But did you look at all
of the warnings written next to the incantation?” Seeing the older man just
look more confused,
Giles looked surprised at the question. “The Council hasn’t
used this particular spell in quite some time. However, it is reputed to infuse
the current Slayer with the spirit of the First Slayer.” When
An uncomfortable silence filled the room. Giles, used to being the voice of reason and instruction, began to understand that this time, he was the student. “It’s not that simple, Mr. Giles. This spell calls on the First Slayer, but it infuses the vessel with three other beings as well.”
“What other beings? I don’t remember anything like that from the Council records.”
“How is that a bad thing, my dear?”
“It might be easier to explain if you told me who you planned to use as the anchors.”
“Well,” Giles stalled. He took off his glasses and began to
clean them. “I suppose you or
***
Pausing outside the cave entrance, Buffy hooked her handbag over her shoulder, allowing her to get a more comfortable grip on the taser rifle. She moved slowly forward, senses stretched to the limit. Using the nose of the rifle to move the undergrowth, Buffy crept into the cave, allowing her eyes to adjust to the changing light. The cave was empty – too empty. Despite the heavy overgrowth at the mouth, the interior of the cave was clean. There were indentations indicating the movement of people and objects. Buffy continued forward, weapon ready. Her Slayer senses began to tingle. She waited.
A familiar black leather duster topped by bleached blonde hair emerged from one of the cave’s chambers. Spike looked surprised to see her, but recovered quickly. “So, I guess you decided to come get the information yourself, then, Slayer.”
Buffy nodded, hoping Spike missed her confusion. What information? And what does he mean by come and get it myself? Who else knows about this? “What have you got for me, Spike? Obviously you want something in return?” Buffy wanted to wipe her clammy palms on her jeans.
“Well, now,” Spike smirked, “I told Rupert the price yesterday. Don’t tell me he’s been withholding information from you, luv?”
Damn! Why didn’t Giles call me? She took a deep breath. “Look, Spike, you don’t really think I’m going to do this without a little negotiation? I don’t even know if your information is worth it.” Buffy felt proud of her bluffing when Spike nodded in agreement. “So, show me yours, and then we talk price.”
The vampire reached into a pocket and retrieved four computer disks. He held them out to Buffy. “These are files I found in the Initiative. I think they may have more information on Adam.”
“You think? You mean you don’t really know what’s on them?”
“Oh, yeah. I forgot to check them on the computer in my crypt. I thought your hacker could get the information off them.”
“Sorry, Spike.” Buffy reached for the disks, and placed them in her bag. “What do you think is a reasonable exchange for the information?”
“There will be no need to discuss payment options,” a deep voice interrupted.
Buffy clutched the rifle tighter as Adam appeared behind Spike. He placed a hand on the vampire’s shoulder.
“You have fulfilled your part of the deal, vampire. You promised to separate the Slayer from her friends and bring her to me.” The construct’s head tilted slightly. “I will have to move up completion of the final phase.”
Spike looked uncomfortable. “Well, now, Mr. Chips, glad to see you realize my contributions. What’s say we talk about moving up the date of my chipectomy, too?”
Adam turned Spike to face him. “I think not. You are no longer of use to me.” Buffy watched in horror as the monster gripped the vampire’s hair in his left hand and pulled, removing Spike’s head with no apparent strain. Seconds later, he was standing in a pile of dust. “Now, Slayer, time to complete Mother’s vision.”
The Slayer wasted no time talking. Raising the taser rifle, she fired a blast at Adam. The force of the electrical pulse wrapped around the metal portions of the demon-man. Rather than stop him, the pulses seemed to boost his power. Buffy dropped the rifle and launched an unarmed offensive. She could feel the bones in her hand break when her first blow landed, but there was no time to feel the accompanying pain. Adam casually swung his arm, knocking her several feet backward into the cave wall. Her vision wavered, but the Slayer wasn’t giving up so easily. Staggering erect, she tried to land a spinning kick and found herself back against the wall.
“Do not fight me, human. Killing you is not part of Mother’s plan.”
“Yeah, well, your mother was a power hungry ego maniac. Are you sure she knew what she was doing?” Buffy taunted.
Adam paused. “Ah, you attempt to make me angry. Perhaps provoking me to attack in anger, without thought? Interesting.”
Moving a few steps from the wall, Buffy tried to stem the fear draining her strength, and took a fighting stance. It took most of her strength just to hold the pose. Her left leg felt numb, and her arms were heavy. She blocked a few of Adam’s blows. Experience told her she wouldn’t manage that for long. It was time to get out of the cave. She threw a desperate roundhouse at the monster’s head. He moved easily out of the way, but her momentum twisted her out of position. She couldn’t block the combination of blows followed by a kick that propelled her several feet in the air. By the time she landed on the ground, Buffy realized this was probably her last fight. The thought didn’t scare her; it brought a strange kind of detachment. Slowly, she got to her feet. She was going to make this bastard work to kill her. The pain receded into the background as Buffy launched another attack.
She landed two solid blows to Adam’s head and was just starting a third when Adam reached out. His left arm retracted and in its place was a long metal spike. All Buffy could do was scream when he thrust the attachment into her side. The spike was the only thing holding her upright, and the Slayer waited for the final blow.
Adam stopped moving, head cocked to one side as if listening. “I had hoped you would prove useful during the final phase, but I do not wish to lose potential siblings by fighting Mother’s soldiers here.” He retracted the spike, turned, and left the chamber without looking back.
Buffy collapsed to her knees. She couldn’t seem to get her
legs to work and resorted to crawling toward the exit. As she crawled, she kept
one thought in mind: she had to get those disks to
***
“I think there are some out by
“We don’t have time to try finding them.” They reached the
van and clambered in. “Give me a minute.” She fought to slow her breathing and
regain her focus. When she felt centered enough, she chanted quietly, reaching
out to the energy around her. A green mist coalesced around her, slowly taking
shape as a collection of bright green, pulsing lights.
For once, Xander had nothing funny to say. He started the engine and roared off in the wake of floating lights. It took almost an hour to reach the caves. They had to backtrack in the van since their guides hadn’t always followed the streets, and the final leg of the journey was taken on foot. Caution finally overrode his need to reach Buffy as they ran through the wood.
“Will, wait. We can’t just go charging in there. The
Initiative may still be lurking around – or worse, Adam,” he panted. He noticed
“Sir, this is Base HQ. Sector 4 has been cleared.”
“Cleared?” Xander needed to know if Buffy was still by the caves. “Why wasn’t I informed? What about that civilian? Was she evac’d with Team Two?”
The voice on the radio was clearly confused. “No, sir. Team Two was ordered to Base HQ to assist with containment.”
Before his informant started asking questions, Xander turned off the radio. “Come on, Will. The coast is clear.” They started chasing the bobbing green lights again, and found Buffy ten minutes later. The Slayer was lying at the bottom of a small incline, blood pooling beneath her.
***
Four years as a Scooby hadn’t made the hospital waiting room
easier to bear.
“Will, is there anything you want to drink?”
She focused on Xander and shook her head. He turned and
started to leave. “Hey, Xan. Do you think Giles would
give you the keys to his place? My laptop is there.” She waved the disks.
“Maybe I can get the information while we wait.” The redhead watched the young
man stop by the nurses’ station and talk to Giles. To her surprise, Xander
didn’t leave after the short conversation. Instead, both men walked back over
to
“Perhaps we should find someplace quieter to talk about how we to proceed,” Giles said.
Giles opened his mouth to reply, but sat back with a sigh
when
“How are we going to get past that whole “no man” problem?”
“Well, I was thinking that you and I would be two parts.” Here she hesitated and looked down at the hands in her lap. “And m-maybe Mrs. Sum-Summers would be the other.”
“I think it would be best if we spoke to Buffy about this,” Giles suggested. “It would be unwise to begin formulating a plan that requires using her mother without her consent.”
Joyce stood up and began to pace. “Rupert, what Buffy wants
isn’t really an issue. She obviously can’t defeat this thing on her own. If making
me a part of some spell will give her a fighting chance, then I’m in.” She
looked at
“
“Oh, it’ll work. But it takes three anchors and the vessel. The vessel has to be a Slayer. Depending on how long we have and Buffy’s injuries, we don’t have a Slayer.” She met the redhead’s eyes. “The only other Slayer disappeared. We either need a different plan, or we need to find Faith and bring her back to Sunnydale.”