Title: Broken
Author: Tim 
Pairing: C/S
Rating: Mature, to be safe
Spoilers: up to LHB, afterwards?
Disclaimer: they're not mine, but it would be much more fun if they were
AN: I needed a break from my 'other' stories.
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CHAPTER 1
It has been almost three weeks since I've been in the lab. I was planning on
working through Eddie's death, but after the funeral, Lindsay wanted to get out
of Vegas for awhile. Sam ended up letting us use his cabin, and it was nice
just me and Lindsay hanging out together. I knew she was taking things too
well, and after two days at the cabin, she finally let go.
We spent a couple weeks there before heading home. She knew I needed to get
back to work, but I told her that she could at any time even if it was just to
talk. I just hope the guys don't coddle me. All I need to do is get back into
the swing of things as I slowly made my way in passing smiling faces.
I stopped in my office to drop off my purse before heading to the break room. I
clipped my cell to my belt as I closed the door. When I walked into the room,
it was like I never left. Nick and Warrick were on the Playstation. I guess
Sara is probably with Grissom. The boys didn't even notice me cross the room as
I went for coffee.
I think I probably could have left without them seeing me except that my phone
ringing drew their attention to me. It was Linds, she was calling just to tell
me that she was going to bed. She also asked if I was taking her to school in
the morning. I told her that I wouldn't miss it for the world.
I had just turned around from hanging up and was enveloped into hugs by both of
them. We broke apart when Gil came in with
After pairing me up with Nick on a B & E, Grissom headed out with
I started processing the scene while Nick was getting the details from
Detective Vega. I was dusting the door that was jimmied open when Nick came
over and gave me the particulars. He went to start on the interior while I
continued with the door. From the vibes I'm starting to get, I have a feeling
this is going to be the shift from hell.
After collecting the evidence, we headed back to the lab which again was
completely quiet. If this wasn't my first day back, I would make Nick explain
the weirdness that has been this shift. I just hope what Warrick has to say sheds
some light on things.
We split up the chores when we dropped the evidence off in the layout room.
Nick took DNA and the prelim with Gil while I took the print lifts and the
trace evidence. Thankfully, Hodges wasn't any different when I dropped off stuff
for him. I headed off to the print lab, and thankfully, it was empty, so I
could run the lifts myself.
The first few I ran were family members, but I came up with a name, and he had
a record. I called Vega with the info and told him to page Nick when they
grabbed him up. I'm not really up for an interrogation my first day back. I
ended up getting a cup of coffee before heading back to the layout room.
Greg was leaving as I was coming in, but didn't even acknowledge I was there. I
let it go figuring maybe he didn't see me. Hodges paged me on my way back to
the layout room. I was about to page Nick with what Hodges found, but he paged
me first.
Apparently, our suspect isn't all that bright. When the cops pulled him over,
they found everything in the trunk of his car. Nick double checked to make sure
I didn't want to sit in on the interrogation. I just ended up straightening up
my office until the end of shift.
After doing some minor cleaning, I got a text from Warrick asking where I was.
He came in with two cups of coffee as we sat down on the couch. I've known
Warrick long enough to know that the look in his eyes isn't a good one. I ended
up pacing while I figured out what my first question should be.
"Okay Warrick, I figured tonight was going to be everyone walking on
eggshells around me, but instead with the exception of you and Nick, I have
been pretty well ignored, and why exactly is Sofia Curtis from days working on
the graveyard shift?" I asked sitting down in a chair in front of Warrick.
"Well, the simple answer to all your questions is Sara.
"Fix what?"
"Sara,"
"Why, what is wrong with her?"
"That is the thing, we don't know,"
CHAPTER 2
I started crying as Warrick
explained how Sara started to pull away from everyone, and even her work
started to suffer until Grissom made her take some personal time. Apparently,
she has been cancelling her time with Greg too, all but cutting herself off
from everything.
The ride home was spent with me going over everything I said to Sara during
Eddie's case. It's no wonder she finally broke. I pretty much destroyed her
belief in her abiliites as a CSI. I know if it would have been one of the guys,
they would have taken it as someone grieving, but Sara is different. She
doesn't have anything outside the lab or at least not to my knowledge which is
of course my fault.
I decided on a quick shower when I got home to clear my head, so Lindsay
wouldn't notice that I was worrying about something. I knew I couldn't just go
over to Sara's place without figuring what I was going to do or say when I was
brought out of my internal discussion by the front door opening.
Lindsay ran in and gave me a hug before going upstairs to grab her stuff.
Thankfully, the talking on the way to school was in reference to what she,
Nanc, and Jeremy did last night, and not about my first night back because she
would have asked about Sara. Now that is the one thing I've missed, Sara with
Lindsay, not good with kids my ass.
As I pulled into
"Okay sis, I know we haven't done this in a while, but I could seriously
use some big sister advice. I found out something at work last night about
Sara," as I went to explain the whole situation.
"Damn Cath, I know you were grieving, but Sara isn't like anyone I have
ever met. She is the most dedicated person I've ever seen. She may give you
that strong exterior, but I'm thinking behind that is a scared woman. You may
not be able to fix this with just an apology,"
I must have fallen asleep sometime seeing as though
When Lindsay came out, she gave me a smile that I saw right through. This is
perfect, now I have to figure out what is wrong with her while trying to
formulate a plan for fixing Sara. I just hope Lindsay's situation is easier.
That way, I can figure out how to get Sara back in lab.
The ride home made me flashback to riding to the scene with Nick, Lindsay
didn't say a thing. It didn't get any better once we got home either. She went
straight upstairs without a word. I guess if she needs to talk, she'll let me
know. Until then, I can start on the Sara situation.
I decided to stretch out in the den to relax and clear my head. As soon as I
closed my eyes, it dawned on me. Why didn't I think of this first. I should
have followed my own advice. I remembered when Grissom screwed up with Sara,
and I told him he should fix it before she goes away.
I picked up the phone and called my favorite flower shop and ordered a plant
for Sara. I had them write 'Miss you, C' on the card. I didn't want to make it
too complicated, so it wouldn't put too much pressure on her or me. After I
hung up, I turned around to find Lindsay standing in the doorway staring at me.
"Mom, I need to go to Sara's. I already called and checked if it was okay
with her. I need some help with some of my homework," Lindsay explained as
I just nodded. Okay, I guess there is no time like the present to see how much
damage I have to fix.
CHAPTER 3
"Did you just need me to drop
you off?" I asked checking to see if Sara mentioned me.
"Yeah but maybe when you pick me up, you can bring dinner. That way we
won't have to rush home and eat before you drop me off," Lindsay explained
as I tried to remember the places Sara liked to eat.
I grabbed my keys as we headed for the car, and thankfully, the ride over to
Sara's was better than the ride home from school. The only difference between
then and now was Sara. I guess I'll have to find out what her secret is for
cheering up Lindsay. After dropping her off, I decided to head over to
While Nancy and I talked over coffee, she figured that Sara either needed time
off or is hiding that she is hurt, and it is up to me to figure out which one.
I left
I ended up ordering Sara a couple veggie wraps and a nice sized garden salad.
And since Lindsay is in her hero phase, I ordered her the veggie burger that
Sara told her was good, plus a large order of cheese fries. I decided on an egg
salad sandwich and an order of onion rings. As I was leaving, the owner Betty
had me say hi to Sara for her.
On the way over, I realized that there wasn't anything to worry about. I mean
if Sara does have a problem with me, she won't do anything in front of Lindsay,
and if everything goes well, maybe I'll stop by after dropping Lindsay off
tomorrow morning. Lindsay must have been watching for me because by the time I
was out of the car, she was standing in the doorway with her hands on her hips.
"It's about time Mom. I thought Sara and I were going to have to send out
a search party," Lindsay said giggling as I lunged towards her.
"Yeah well, not everyone can be like you and Sara. I need a little time to
decide what I want to eat," I said shutting the door.
As I came in, I quickly looked over Sara's place and noticed it has changed a
little since the last time I was here. It is definitely neater, but I guess
when you're on vacation, it is easier to pick up after yourself. When I came
into the dining room, I saw my plant in the middle of the table. I passed
Lindsay her dinner, and when I gave Sara hers, she gave me one of her classic
Sidle smiles. Looks like I might be bringing breakfast by in the morning.
Dinner started off a little quiet until Lindsay told me that Sara got the plant
delivered while they were doing her math homework, but Sara wouldn't tell her
who it was from. I looked over at Sara who gave me a smile and a slight nod as
I explained to Lindsay that I had sent it because Sara wasn't at work last
night, and I missed her on my first day back.
After dinner, Lindsay had asked Sara if she could play her PS2 until we left.
Sara went with her to show her where it was while I gathered up the garbage and
took it to the kitchen to dump it. I saw that there were a couple pictures on
the fridge door when I came in. I was looking at the one of Sara and Lindsay
playing in the park when I saw Sara come in.
"Greg took that a couple months ago when you were at that seminar in
"Sara, I want to apologize for my actions and the things I said during
Eddie's case. I know you busted your ass to get justice for me and my daughter,
and I thank you for that. Your work as a CSI is second to none, I have seen the
change in the way you handle cases now. You no longer take them home with you,
but your drive and desire to solve them is still the same," I said
awaiting Sara's reaction.
I saw that she was going to say something, but ended up breaking down. I
wrapped my arms around her and led her down the hall away from Lindsay. I know
she would mean well, but this isn't something Lindsay needs to know. I just
want to get right with Sara, so our friendship and work can go back normal, or
as normal as our dysfunctional family can be.
I brought her into the room Lindsay uses when she sleeps over. I sat with my
back against the headboard holding Sara to my chest. While I was rubbing her
back, I looked around the room and noticed it is eeiriely similar to the one at
home. I guess Lindsay isn't real big on variation. I noticed that Sara's sobs
have lessened as I looked down into her deep brown eyes and see the strongest
woman I have ever met.
"Catherine, I knew what you were saying was coming from grief, but it
didn't hurt any less. I also knew that I needed a break after that case which
is why I put in for personal time. When I saw that the plant was from you, I
knew that you were sorry and didn't mean the things you said even though deep
down I did too," Sara said wiping the tears from her face.
I gave her another hug while she inquired to how my first day went. I gave her
the blow by blow excluding the Greg and Grissom weirdness. I felt no reason to
bring that up because it quite possibly might make things worse. Sara then
excused herself to go to the bathroom while I headed to see what my daughter
was up to.
I had to laugh when I found her playing football. It seems her uncles have
rubbed off on her, and from the looks of her score, I'm guessing they probably
don't stand a chance against her. I let her finish her game before we headed
out. I didn't tell Sara that I might stop by in the morning just in case I work
over, plus it keeps it a surprise when I show up.
CHAPTER 4
Last night's shift went better
than the day before's, Greg and Grissom both actually talked to me. The only
drawback was I had to work a scene with
I'm heading off to my sister's, so I can drop Linds off at school and then
surprise Sara with some breakfast. It also would give us a chance to talk
openly without worrying about Lindsay walking in which would be good in two
ways. One, I can fix my friendship with Sara, and two, I won't have to put up
with
I walked in to find Lindsay eating cereal as
Lindsay hugged my neck before she got out. I drove to the donut shop and
knowing Sara's love for glazed donuts, probably the sugar. I ordered two for
her and a couple jellies for me along with two large coffees. On the way to
Sara's, I'm hoping she is up, so I don't feel guilty for waking her up.
I notice her car in the driveway as I pull up which is one good sign knowing
she is at least home, now lets hope she isn't sleeping. After making sure I had
everything in one hand, I made my way to the door. I had to ring the doorbell
this time since my daughter isn't here waiting giving me sarcasm. I heard a
'hold on' through the door as I waited.
"Hey Catherine, what is with the breakfast dropby?" Sara asked
smiling as I took in what I was seeing. Sara was in a robe, but it was open and
underneath wasn't much. Her shirt was so small that I could see the underside
of her breasts and her underwear pretty much told me that she was a natural
brunette as I quickly closed my eyes to focus and answer Sara's question.
"Um...Uh...I thought we could have some breakfast and talk some more
without any interuptions," I stammered out, but the look on Sara's face
told me that I was busted ogling her. She showed me in before excusing herself
to change as I headed for the kitchen to free up my hands.
I sat down on one of her kitchen chairs and put my head between my knees to try
and get my hormones under control. I mean don't get me wrong, I have been
attracted to and dated women before, but seeing Sara like that sent me through
the roof. I just hope I have control of myself before she comes back.
I got a couple plates out and put our donuts on them and placed those beside
our coffees. I heard a door shut and hoped Sara wasn't wearing anything that
gets me flustered, or we won't be getting much talking done. When she came into
the kitchen, I started laughing because she had changed into a baggy sweatsuit
set.
"So I guess my outfit is better than my last one?" Sara asked
smirking at me.
"If I didn't know any better Miss Sidle, I'd swear you are flirting with
me," I said smiling taking a drink of coffee.
"I am, and to be perfectly honest, I answered the door that way on purpose
once I saw it was you through the peephole because I spent a lot of time last
night thinking about our relationship," Sara stated as I sat there
stunned.
I put my hand up to stop Sara in case she was going to say something else. I
quickly processed everything that has happened this morning along with the way
we are around each other, and it dawns on me that Sara and I act like we are in
grade school. Instead of teasing and picking on each other, we piss each other
off by pushing one another's buttons.
"Okay, I'm going to say this out loud to make sure it sounds the same as
it does in my head. You gave me a peek earlier to see if I found you
attractive. Why?" I asked still reeling from Sara's confessions as I
waited to hear Sara's response.
"Catherine, I'm going to lay out what I would like, and I don't need you
to answer right away. I don't make any assumptions about your sexuality, but
I'm bi. I know Greg and Grissom know, and I thought you might, so I would like
to know if you would like to have dinner with me sometime?" Sara asked as
I felt myself getting the biggest smile on my face.
I finished the last of my donut as I put together what I wanted to say in my
head. I have to be honest with myself here. I haven't dated a woman since my
stripper days, but there have been women that I have found nice to look at, and
for some reason, Sara has intrigued me since she first arrived.
"Sara, I would like to sleep on your queston before making my decision.
After last night, I definitely need some time to figure everything out," I
said yawning. Sara smiled at me as she came over and took my hand. She took me
to Lindsay's room saying she would feel better if I didn't drive home, but she
would wake me up in time to pick up Lindsay.
I smiled again as Sara shut the door. I ended up stripping down to my panties.
Normally, I would only wear a night shirt, but seeing I don't have one, this is
my sleepwear. I stretched out under the covers and heard a couple things pop as
I laid my head down on the pillow.
CHAPTER 5
When I woke up and looked at the
clock, I started to freak. Sara forgot to wake me up to go pickup Lindsay. As I
was grabbing for my pants, I saw a note on the table. It seems Lindsay got sick
at school, and Sara picked her up. I guess it was a good thing that I put the
guys' names on Lindsay's pickup list.
I found the clothes that Sara had laid out for me. I guess she wants us to be
twinkies since she left me a Harvard tee and a pair of Harvard sweats. I folded
my other clothes before going to see where Lindsay and Sara are. What I saw
from the hall entryway made me smile. Sara had Lindsay all covered up on the
couch while she was reading to her.
I quietly crept my way into the kitchen so I didn't disturb either one. I
poured myself a cup of coffee and stood in the doorway watching Sara take care
of my little girl. Nothing against the guys but I don't think any of them would
know what to do if they were in Sara's position. It was at that moment when I
decided to accept Sara's dinner invitation.
I slipped back into the kitchen to see if there was anything to tie me over
until dinner. When I look in Sara's fridge there were a couple things that
scared me, but when I found the salad fixings, I knew I was in luck.
While I was chopping the tomatoes, I must not have heard Sara because when she
touched my shoulder, I ended up nicking my finger. I let out a quiet 'shit' as
I stuck my finger in my mouth. Sara sat me down grabbing her first aid from the
top of the fridge. Even though I knew what was coming, it still stung like a
bitch when she disinfected it. Although when she blew on the cut, it made it
all worth it.
She ended up shooing me out of the kitchen to go sit with Lindsay while she
made dinner. I sat on the coffee table to watch Lindsay sleep. I then looked up
into the kitchen at the woman who had taken care of both of us today.
Sara knowing that Lindsay was sleeping got my attention and motioned me into
the kitchen. When I got there, I was surprised to find not only a salad, but
what looks like pasta primavera. Boy if Sara and I hit it off, I've struck
gold. The woman can cook and take care of me and my daughter. I decided to give
her my decision before starting to eat.
"Sara before we start, there is something I need to say. After this
morning and seeing the way you have been taking care of Lindsay and I, I would
love to go out to dinner with you, and maybe see if there is more than just a
friendship here," I said as Sara wiped a tear off her cheek.
"Catherine, you have no idea how happy that makes me, but if this were to
progress, we would need to have a serious talk about why some cases get to me,
and why I can relate to Lindsay so well," Sara explained as I already had
a good idea what growing up was like for Sara.
I just nodded as we ate in relative silence. I know we both probably have
things to think about. I also knew that I would have to call
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Again work was blaise last night except for when Greg popped into my office and
thanked me for fixing things with Sara. I don't think he knows what is going on
because Sara is private about her personal affairs. The only reason the rest of
us know about him and her hanging out outside the lab is because Greg brags
about it.
Before I headed over to Sara's, I stopped by the house and grabbed some clothes
for both Lindsay and I. Even if she isn't going to school today, I'm thinking
she could use a change of clothes. Plus if she still isn't feeling well, I'm
not exactly going anywhere. As I rang her doorbell, I'm actually hoped for a
replay of yesterday.
Sara answered the door with a smile and a cup of coffee. Although, I didn't get
anything from the front, but when she turned around, I got to see the bottom of
her cheeks that the shirt wasn't covering. If this is how I'll get greeted
everyday, I'll move Lindsay in here on the nights I work, and Sara doesn't.
When I followed her into the kitchen, I found that breakfast was ready.
"Cath, Lindsay is feeling better, but you can check on her before deciding
to call her off or not. I'm going to grab a shower while you're eating, and
since Lindsay is using her bed, you can have mine this morning since I know you
are wanting to stay as long as Lindsay does," Sara explained as she headed
down the hall.
Knowing I had some time before I had to call, I decided to eat before checking
in on Lindsay. When I felt her head, she was still a little warm, so I called
the school to excuse her. Sara was out of the shower by the time I was done. I
told her I was going to take one too before heading to bed, and she explained
that she was going to the store to pick up a few things while we were sleeping.
I'm going to have to ask Sara where she got that showerhead because it is
positively orgasmic. When I walk into the bedroom, I saw that Sara had turned
down the bed and left me a shirt to wear. I decided to wear panties just in
case it was like Sara's shirt earlier. I'd rather not show off the goods before
getting wooed first.
CHAPTER 6
I woke to a smell that I know so
well, Sara. When I opened my eyes, I remembered that I slept in her bed. I
didn't see any notes, so I guess I won't be surprised by anything today. I
figure I'd look in on Lindsay before deciding to tease Sara myself.
I popped my head in Lindsay's room and saw that Sara set her up real nice. She
must have been watching a movie on the portable DVD player because all I got
was her big 'Lindsay' smile and a wave. I blew her a kiss before going to track
down Sara.
When I got to the kitchen, I found a note on the fridge that told me that Greg
stopped by, and Sara didn't get to the store as planned. Well, that little
tidbit might make work interesting tonight if Greg saw my car. I ended up
getting something to drink before heading to the couch to await Sara's
reappearance.
I already had my plan set up when I heard Sara's key in the lock. I pretended
to be asleep as I pulled my shirt up a little to give her a shot of my maroon
thong. Before she opened the door, I decided to turn over, so I wouldn't have
the urge to smile or laugh when she came in.
"Hey Greg, check out this ass," Sara said as I flipped over and
covered myself, but when I looked towards the door all I saw was a laughing
Sara. I gave her the finger before taking me and the blanket down the hall to
put some pants on listening to her laugh the whole time.
I went against putting on the pants I brought considering I would be liable to
spill something on them. I decided instead to check and see if Sara had another
pair of sweats to borrow. Of course while I was looking through her dresser, I
checked out her underwear drawer just to see what her preference was.
Surprisingly, we have the same kind of taste. I just figured the last two pairs
were all she had. I can only guess there are more surprises to Sara that I
don't know about yet. I quickly threw on a pair of navy sweats I found before I
got busted checking out Sara's unmentionables.
I came back down the hall to find Sara sitting on the couch reading the paper.
I snuck up behind her making sure I stayed in her blind spots, so she wouldn't
see me. I ended up standing behind her not moving waiting for the perfect
opportunity to scare her.
"Hey Catherine if you want some coffee, I just brewed some, and Lindsay
wants to see you," Sara said not even turning around. I grumbled a thanks
as I headed to Lindsay's room to see what she wanted.
I opened the door finding Lindsay smiling at me. Well, I guess that means it
isn't anything bad, or at least I hope not. I sat beside her on the bed and
wrapped my arm around her. I put my hand on her head finding it normal which
means she'll be going to school tomorrow.
"Mom, Sara told me that you and her are going out to dinner together. I
know that Sara has dated women, so I guess what I'm asking is, are you and Sara
going out on a date?" Lindsay asked as I realize that Sara wanted to make
sure it was okay with Lindsay first.
"Linds, right now all it is dinner, but Sara and I are going into it with
the idea of something more. Are you going to be okay if Sara and I start to
date?" I asked giving a kiss on the head.
I didn't get a direct answer, but what I did get was an excited eleven year old
hugging me around the neck. I guess this is a yes, but I really want a verbal
response just to make sure. She gave me a kiss on the cheek before sitting on
my lap.
"Yes Mom, I'm okay if you end up dating Sara. Besides, it will work out
for me too. She'll be around more to help with my homework, and someone to help
pick on you with," she said as I tickled her a little before she ran out
of the room laughing.
When I made it back to the kitchen, Lindsay was setting the table. I walked
over to Sara and whispered asking if there was anything I could do. She just
shook her head as I ended up taking the seat beside Lindsay. Whatever Sara was
baking smelled phenomenal.
After Sara's delicious vegetable lasagna, I did the dishes while she and
Lindsay planned their evening for after I leave. I'm already realizing that
even before it happens tomorrow morning is going to suck because Lindsay and I
will be going home.
When I left, Lindsay was curled into Sara's lap watching a movie. I stopped in
my office when I got to the lab and saw there was a note from Grissom asking me
to meet him in his office. Since I've already gotten Greg's, this must be
Grissom thanking me for making up with Sara. When I walked in, he had me shut
the door and take a seat.
"Catherine, you mind telling me why your car has been at Sara's house for
the past two days?" Gil asked.
CHAPTER 7
"Honestly, I don't see where
that is any of your business. What I do outside the lab, and who I do it with
isn't your concern. If you really want to know bad enough, why don't you call
Sara and ask her," I said getting out of the chair and leaving.
Un-fucking-believable, I mean what an asshole. Greg was happy that I fixed
things with Sara, but Grissom, no. All Mr. 'I have all the bugs I own up my
butt' Grissom wants to why my car is at Sara's house. Here's an idea moron, ask
her yourself. I must have in my own little world until I realized that Greg
yanked me into his lab.
"Care to explain why you and Lindsay were at Sara's this afternoon?"
he asked with a stupid giddy smile on his face. I started to laugh and forget
what Grissom had asked minutes earlier. All I did was give him a kiss on the
cheek and whisper the word no into his ear as I walked out of his lab.
When I got to the breakroom, Gil still wasn't there yet. Either he is talking
with Sara, or he is pouting in his office because I won't tell him what he
wants to know. I poured myself a cup of coffee, and as I sat down, my pager
went off. It was a text from Sara, and apparently Grissom is more pissed at me
because Sara didn't tell him either. I was about to text her back when he
stomped in the room.
He handed Warrick and Nick a slip and gave
"Catherine, I'm going to keep you here to hold down the fort until
something comes in. I let the techs know you're here in case they have any
problems," Grissom explained as I nodded holding my tongue knowing if I
were to open my mouth, I would probably get suspended.
I decided to enjoy my cup of coffee before heading back to my office. I texted
Sara back asking if Lindsay got to bed okay and told her that 'Dad' grounded me
for the night. We passed a couple more back and forth before she said she was
going to bed. I got up and rinsed my mug out before starting my night at the
lab.
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The rest of my night went rather smoothly. I got most of my paperwork done, and
I helped out a couple techs. Greg tried a couple more times to get some info.
He even tried bribery, but I didn't budge. I saw Warrick and Nick a couple
times, but the best part was I didn't see Gil the whole shift. Maybe by next shift
he'll mellow out.
The ride over to Sara's was a little tough. It was good that Lindsay and I
would get back to our normal routine, but being I wouldn't see Sara until our
date, or she comes back to work whichever comes first. Although, I could just be
over thinking things in my head, and everything will be fine. I guess I'll wait
and see.
I don't know why, but I rang Sara's doorbell even though I have been staying
here. I was a little down when she answered the door dressed, but the tight
leather pants made up for it especially when she turned around. I swear to God
the butt of those pants were painted on by the way they hugged her ass, plus
the fact I didn't see a panty line added to the fun in my head.
Taking my eyes off Sara's ass as I came into the kitchen, I found Lindsay
enjoying pancakes. Sara handed me a plate before she went down the hall. While
we ate, I made sure Lindsay hadn't forgotten anything she needed for school.
Oh my goodness, these pancakes are delicious, is there anything this woman
can't do? I finished washing the dishes when Sara came back out. Lindsay walked
over and gave her a hug. I tossed Linds the keys telling her I would meet her
in the car.
I walked over to Sara with a smile. I took her hands in mine before placing a
tender kiss on her lips. I let go and was walking a way when Sara grabbed my
arm turning me around. "I don't think so," was all she said before
giving me a passionate kiss.
We were doing some serious kissing until a honk from outside brought us back. I
leaned my head against Sara's chest to catch my breath. Before I left, I gave
her another sweet kiss as I headed out the door before Lindsay came in to see
what was taking me so long.
When I got to the car, I swear Lindsay had the same smile Greg had last night.
Lindsay didn't say anything, so if she had any idea as to what took me so long,
she wasn't saying it. We just ended up listening to the radio on the way to
school.
I pulled into my driveway smiling knowing that Sara and I were on the same page
with our relationship which means good dreams for me when I fall asleep. I
waked into the house finding it straightened up with my mail sitting on the
coffee table. I checked the phone and thankfully, there weren't any messages
from Gil. Deciding not to take a shower since I didn't do anything strenuous
last night, I just went to bed.
CHAPTER 8
The last couple nights of work
have sucked. If Grissom wasn't ignoring me, he was giving me the shift killing
cases with little or no help. THe guys have noticed it too, but were in no
position to do anything, even
It was good that
When I opened my front door, I was assailed by a delicious smell. I tossed my
keys on the doorside table when I noticed that there was a bouquet of flowers
in a vase on the coffee table. I walked into the kitchen to find Sara cooking
me breakfast. She was making me pancakes and eggs as I stood in the doorway
watching her.
"Hey Cath, Nancy told me you were going to be a little late, so I thought
I'd surprise you with breakfast even though our date is tonight. You have a
little time, so go take a quick shower, and it should be ready when you come
back down," Sara explained giving me a light kiss before shooing me out of
the kitchen.
Even though it was a quick one, it was very relaxing. Probably because Sara
told me where she bought her showerhead, and I went out and got one for myself.
Since I was going to sleep after breakfast, I decided to go braless with
panties with an overshirt that I only buttoned to my breasts. Lets see if Sara
can handle teasing when she doesn't have home field advantage.
I walked back into the kitchen to find Sara had the table set, and my plate
waiting for me. She was pouring herself a cup of coffee, and when she turned
around, she almost choked on the sip she just took. As much as I want to relish
my win, I'll do it after making sure Sara is okay.
I sat down at the table and watched as Sara would peek at me while reading the
paper. On one of the bites of pancake, syrup 'accidently' dripped between my
breasts, and there for a second, I thought Sara was going to come over and lick
it off, but instead, I ended up wiping it off with my napkin.
"Okay Catherine, you've now eaten, so off to bed. Don't worry, I'll clean
up and see myself out and sweet dreams," Sara said giving me a kiss before
turning me around and smacking my butt. As I was going upstairs, I started to
laugh because I remember doing the same thing to Lindsay when she was younger.
When I woke up, I heard giggling across the hallway. After getting dressed, I
looked at the clock and noticed that my alarm had been shut off. I walked over
to Lindsay's room to find her and Sara going over her homework. I cleared my
throat to get their attention, and when Sara saw my face, she knew she had some
explaining to do.
I saw her whisper something to Lindsay before kissing the side of her head. I
had to smile seeing this display considering most of the people I've dated
either didn't come in contact with Lindsay or just didn't acknowledge she was
even there.
"Sara, I love the fact that you and Lindsay get along so well,
but..." was all I got out before Sara stopped me.
"Catherine, I know where you were going with that, and yes, I should have
told you that Nancy and I came up with this plan, but personally, I want a well
rested Catherine on our date tonight. Now I apologize for doing this behind
your back and will do anything to show you how truly sorry I am," Sara
explained as I gave her a kiss, but before I let her go, I whispered to her
that I would hold her to that statement.
I left her standing in my bedroom as I headed downstairs to get something to
drink. I ended up sitting on the couch reading the paper when Sara and Lindsay
came down. Lindsay climbed on the couch and hugged my neck and gave me a kiss
on my cheek.
I gave Lindsay a kiss on the forehead as Sara came over and gave me a kiss
before letting me know she would be back to pick me up in a couple hours. I
ended up walking her out to her car and giving her another kiss before she
left.
I walked back into the house and directly to my room because I knew that it was
going to take at least an hour to pick out what to wear. It's not like I have
to show a lot of skin considering the lack of clothing teasing that Sara and I
have been doing to each other.
As much as I wanted to wear a dress, I decided instead on my black pin-striped
pant suit, of course I left the top three buttons undone to show the right
amount of cleavage. When I finally came back downstairs, I saw Mom and Lindsay
were sitting on the couch, but before I got the chance to ask, Mom stopped me.
"Sorry for the surprise Catherine, but when Nancy told me you had a date
with Sara, I just had to be the one to watch Lindsay and meet the woman who has
both my daughters and granddaughter singing her praises," Mom explained as
I just sat down beside Lindsay to await Sara's doom.
CHAPTER 9
When I looked over at the clock, I
noticed that Sara is running a little late. Yeah, that is just what my mother
needs, more ammo. Sara is so going to hear about being late for our first date.
I could try and stick up for her, but that would just strengthen Mom's
argument. When I saw lights come through the front window, I knew Sara was
finally here. She ranged the doorbell, and I was about to get up, but Mom
stopped me.
I saw Sara standing in the doorway holding alot of flowers. She handed Mom an
arrangement of lilies, and then it dawned on me why she was late. Nancy must
have given her the heads up on my mother's plan which led Sara to pick up Mom's
favorite flowers. When she finally came in, she handed me roses, but not before
taking one and handing it to Lindsay.
Lindsay ran directly upstairs carrying her flower while Mom handed me hers and
told me to put them into water. I knew she wanted to speak with Sara alone, and
I was about to stay, but Sara gave me a nod telling me she was okay. While I
was in the kitchen, I tried to listen in, but Mom was speaking quiet enough
that I couldn't hear.
As I was placing the flowers on the table, Sara came in and gave me a kiss. I
took her hand and stood back looking over her choice in clothes. She was
wearing tight dark blue dress pants with a deep purple blouse that seemed to be
a size too small because it just melded to her body, and of course, she was
also showing a tasteful amount of cleavage.
"Shall we go beautiful?" Sara asked interlocking her fingers with mine
as we headed back into the living room. Lindsay was back downstairs and hug us
both before we left. Sara walked me over to my side and opened the door for me.
I had to smile knowing this night is going to be full of surprises.
The ride to the restaurant was spent listening to music on the CD player. From
the songs I heard, I would have to guess Sara made this CD herself, and her
choices told me she liked a range of musical genres which doesn't surprise me
at all.
As we pulled into the restaurant, I realized that we were at the Italian place
that you have to make reservations weeks in advance. Exactly how long has Sara
been wanting to ask me out? Then, I had a really bad thought thinking these
reservations weren't meant for me in the first place. Sara must have seen the
look on my face because she stopped us outside the doors.
"Catherine, I have an idea I know what you are feeling. I was able to get
us a table on short notice because I went to college with the owner. I would
have told you sooner, but it would have ruined the surprise," Sara
explained as I gave her a kiss.
When we walked in, Sara said something to the hostess before she headed into
the kitchen. A couple seconds later, a very well dressed man came out and
hugged Sara, and she made a quick introduction of her friend Timothy. He
politely kissed my hand as he led us to our table. Sara whispered something to
him while I was looking over the menu.
I knew what I wanted once I saw it. I ended up ordering the fettuccine alfredo
with a side of cheesy garlic bread with Sara's approval, probably because she
ordered pasta primavera in a garlic sauce. We both got garden salads as our
appetizers, and I was about to ask Sara about what my mom said, but Tim came
out with a bottle of wine. When I took my first sip, I found another surprise,
Sara knows her wines. Oh yeah, I definitely want to find out more about Sara if
she keeps surprising me like this.
While we waited for our food, Sara made me laugh by telling me about her run in
with Nancy. Apparently since Nancy liked her, she thought it would be helpful
to know that my mom was going to be waiting for her. I was still chuckling when
the waiter came with our food.
We talked a little about work while we ate. Although, I did avoid two subjects
one being Grissom's attitude and the other being when Sara was planning on
coming back. I made her laugh at Greg's latest bribery attempt. She then
offered me a taste of her dinner, and when I returned the favor, a bit of the
sauce landed on her chin.
Before Sara got a chance to get it with her napkin, I wipe it off with my
finger and offered it to Sara. I thought she would just lick it off, but when
she sucked my finger into her mouth, I swear I melted into a puddle on the
floor. While I was trying to get my bearings back, I heard something about
dessert. I got a dessert for you, naked Sara topped with whipped cream.
"Catherine, would you like some dessert?" Sara asked as I noticed her
naughty smile knowing my head was full of fun thoughts. I just ended up mumbling
'I'll have the same' even though I had no idea what Sara ordered. Thankfully,
it was a delicious strawberry cheesecake.
After paying the check, we walked out holding hands as we waited for the valet
to bring the car around. While we're standing there, I realize that I don't
want this evening to end, but as much as Sara and I are enjoying teasing each
other, this is only our first date. Then again, there is no harm in asking.
The ride home was the same as the trip to the restaurant, but this time I had my
hand on Sara's leg. She seemed surprised when I first did it, but relaxed and
left it there the rest of the way home. She walked be straight up to my door
and gave me a goodnight kiss when I decided to take a chance.
"Night cap?"
CHAPTER 10
"Sure," was all Sara
said as I opened the door and let her in. I took her hand and led her into the
kitchen past Mom who was asleep on the couch. After handing her the wine and
glasses, I pointed her towards the family room while I locked the front door. I
took another peek at Mom before heading down the hall to join Sara.
I had to smile when I saw that Sara had already kicked off her shoes and was
relaxing on the couch. I went around and lit the candles I had around the room
and turned down the stereo before turning on the jazz station I listen to to
relax.
Sara handed me a glass of wine as I sat down and slightly leaned against her.
We were sitting there just listening to the music enjoying each other's
company. As I finished my first glass of wine, I knew I wasn't going to be up
much longer. I turned down Sara's offer for a refill, and she laid me down on
the couch while she rearranged the sectional pieces of the couch.
"If it is okay with you, I want to hold you while you sleep," Sara
said as she grabbed one of the end pillows and placed it under my head. I
watched her as she blew out the candles and turned off the stereo before
climbing onto the couch and covering us with a blanket.
"Sara, I don't know why, but I feel safe when I'm with you," I said
giving her a tender kiss before laying my head on her shoulder. The last thing
I remember before falling asleep was her running fingers through my hair.
--
When I woke up the next morning, the couch felt different. I opened my eyes to
find that some time last night, I ended up laying on top of Sara. She must not
have minded since her arms were wrapped around me. Since Sara was still
sleeping, I decided to be her alarm clock. I started by kissing her down her
neck, and I must have hit a ticklish spot because it made her giggle. We ended
up sharing a passionate wake up kiss, but before it got serious, I heard
someone clear their throat behind us.
"Mom, Nana wants to talk to you, and don't worry, I'll keep Sara
company," Lindsay said as I gave Sara another kiss before heading to my
lecture. I turned around to see what Linds was going to do, and I just smiled
as Sara sat up on the couch before opening the blanket to let Lindsay sit with
her.
I knew what I was going to hear ever before I found Mom sitting in the kitchen
looking at her coffee cup. She was going to go on the whole bit of Sara staying
over is going to confuse Lindsay. I think she needs to see what is going on in
the family room before she starts throwing assumptions around.I knew I had to
tell Mom some things before letting her have her say.
"Mom, I want to say my peace before giving you the floor. I know you don't
think Sara should spend the night so early into our relationship, but I want
you go to take look in the family room and tell me what you see before giving
me your prepared lecture," I said giving Mom a hug and a kiss on the cheek
before letting her go. I just hope they're still in the same position as I last
saw.
I grabbed myself a mug and filled it with coffee awaiting Mom's return. I loved
the feeling I woke up to this morning. I haven't felt that since I was a kid.
Eddie may have given me Lindsay, but he never made me feel as safe and loved as
Sara did this morning. I looked up and noticed Mom standing in the doorway with
tears in her eyes.
"Catherine, I know Lindsay loved her dad, but I never saw the affection
from him that Sara shows your little girl. I now understand what you see in
that young woman, and I suggest you hang on to her because people like her
don't come around all that often," Mom said wrapping me up in a hug.
Our hug was interupted by a knock at the door. We both wiped the tears out of
our eyes as I went to see who it was. I really hope it isn't anybody from work
since nobody but my family knows about me and Sara. I looked through the
peephole and saw that it was Nancy. I opened the door to let her in, and when
Mom saw who it was her, she went off.
"You, why did you have to tell Sara that I was here. She is a big girl who
can handle herself. Just remember this my sweet daughter, I will get you back
for this," Mom threatened before giving Nancy a hug.
"What can I say Mom, I like Sara. I'd rather her be aware of what she is walking
in to. You would think you would done enough of this while we were growing
up," Nancy countered before giving me a hug asking where Sara was.
After pointing her in the direction of the family room, I headed upstairs to
take a shower. I just hope that work is better tonight than it has been, maybe
my night off helped Grissom stop being such an ass. At least I know I'll be in
the field since I finished all my paperwork before my day off.
I decided on pajamas after my shower. I figured it was too early to get ready
for work, and it didn't make sense to get dressed and then change again for
work. I went conservative on the pjs too since my mother, sister and daughter
were downstairs. I can't exactly tart myself up while they are around.
CHAPTER 11
After leaving Lindsay with Mom and
Nancy, I headed off to work. Sara left a little after dinner saying she would
see me later. I thought I caught a look in her eye, but after her toe-curling
kiss, I completely forgot about everything. I don't even think Grissom can
screw up this good mood.
I pulled into the lab parking lot and headed for my office. When I made it to
the breakroom, the boys were discussing the weekend's games. They were so into
it that I barely got that nod that guys give each other. I just headed for the
coffee pot to grab my first cup.
I turned around and almost dropped my mug on the floor, standing in front of me
was the smiling face of the woman who held me last night while I slept. I put
my cup on the counter and wrapped Sara up into a bone crushing hug. I whispered
in her ear that I would love to give her a kiss, but with present company, it
would have to wait.
After grabbing herself a cup, she sat beside me on the couch. She was close
enough that I knew, but far enough that the guys wouldn't think anything of it.
We were all brought out of our discussions when Greg came running in. He had
that stupid silly grin on his face as he came over and gave Sara a hug.
"I hate to break up the festivities, but we have some work to do. Warrick,
Nick, you guys have a body dump in the desert, I'll meet you there. Catherine,
Sara, you have a body with suspicious circs at a residence, Brass is meeting
you there," Grissom explained as I finished my coffee before innocently
offering my hand.
Greg was the only one who saw it, but Sara took it as I helped her up. He just
shrugged as he headed back to his lab. I lipped Sara a sorry as we headed out.
The beginning of the ride to the scene was quiet, mainly because I am still
getting over the surprise of Sara's return.
"Catherine, I would have told you that I was coming back tonight, but
after seeing the look on your face when you turned around, it made it all worth
not telling you," Sara said squeezing my hand. I leaned over and gave her
a kiss on the cheek just as we were arriving at the scene.
As we headed over to Brass, he had the proud daddy smile on his face. I was
always glad he looked after Sara. I don't know that much about Ellie, but I
think he sees Sara as his second chance and doesn't want her to get lost like
she did. I saw Sara getting antsy while Brass was going over the particulars,
and it took all my professionalism not to burst into laughter watching Sara act
like Lindsay on Christmas morning.
When we finally got inside, David was giving us the details of the body before
he took her. There wasn't that much blood around the body except near the wound
on her head. The rest of the large foyer looked untouched. I took a peek at
Sara who seemed to have this scared look on her face. I want to ask, but I'll
wait until we get back to the lab.
"So first day back girl, upstairs or down?" I asked as she gave me
her famous Sara smirk along with a nod upstairs. I had to chuckle, mainly
because I was half expecting to get the finger for teasing her. I decided to
start in the kitchen since one, it was the furthest from the body, and two, I
might as well clear the scene room by room.
The kitchen was pristene. The best I could tell is that it was cleaned after
dinner which fits into the woman's time of death, but I found some things that
are going to make this case worse. From the looks of the dishes, it looks like
the woman has a husband and young child.
From the looks of the next two rooms, nothing happened down here except that it
is the floor the body was found on. I just hope Sara is having better luck
upstairs than I am down here. Even the room just off the crime scene is coming
up clean.
I started with the front door which didn't show ant signs of forced entry. I
printed the door and came up with a couple lifts. I checked the windows inside
and out, but didn't find any prints. I started not liking where this was
leading. After finishing the rest of the foyer, I went to start on the
staircase.
I hit paydirt on the handrail. There were prints galore, but then I came across
my favorite. It was a print that was made in a smear of blood which meant our
assailant stuck his thumbprint in the victim's blood. Other than prints and
blood, I wasn't finding much else.
I decided to drop the evidence from downstairs in the SUV before joining Sara
upstairs. I had Brass wait inside while I made my trip to the Denali. I know
Grissom waits until he is done before loading up, but I'd rather put away the
evidence from one place before moving to the next.
After locking up the Denali, I headed back inside. I figure Sara and I can do a
perimeter walkthrough before we leave. I found Brass standing at the bottom of
the steps listening up to make sure everything sounds okay. That was until we
both heard Sara's panicked scream.
"Catherine!"
CHAPTER 12
I was already up the stairs by the
time Brass told me to wait. Screw that, I had my gun out by the time I made it
to the top of the stairs. I saw the light from Sara's flashlight as I crept
down the hall. I didn't hear anything else from Sara which wasn't helping my
heart rate. I clicked my safety off when I reached the doorway.
"Freeze!" Brass yelled as I let him catch up before entering the
room. Jim and I both put our guns away when we saw what made Sara scream. There
was a little girl, who looked no older than five, attached to Sara's legs.
"Sara, are you okay?" I asked looking at the startled face of my
girlfriend. She gave me a weak smile as she nodded.
"Yeah, it's just that this little girl scared me when I opened the closet
door," Sara explained as I crouched down to try and get the little girl's
attention. When she saw that I was at her level, she let go of Sara's legs and
wrapped her arms around my neck.
I left Brass with Sara while I took the little girl to the Denali. I know she
has touched both Sara and I, but she may know something about what happened to
her mom. It wasn't that long ago that I was telling Lindsay that her dad was
dead, and now, I have to tell this girl that her mom is dead. I sat her in the
front seat facing me to see if she could answer any of my questions.
"Hi sweetie, my name is Catherine. Do you know who hurt your mommy?"
I asked seeing as though she was in the house when her mom died. The only
problem is that I have a good idea who did it, but without proof, that's all it
is, an idea.
"Daddy," was all she said as I turned away and bit my lip to fight
back tears. I knew the little girl was going to have be processed because more
than likely, she was being abused too. I let the little girl hold my hand while
waited for Sara and Brass to come out.
By the time they came out, I found out her name is Sydney. I knew either Sara
or I would have to go with her to the hospital, but I wanted to wait for Sara
before deciding. Normally, I would have gone ahead and done it, but with Sara's
dedication when it involves abuse, I'd rather ask then assume, plus I needed to
tell Brass about the father. I let Sydney know that I needed to talk to my
friends, but I would stay in eyeshot.
"Okay guys, we have two problems. First, Brass, you need to put out an APB
on the father because when I asked Sydney who hurt her mom, all she said was
daddy. Second, I think Sara or I should take her to the hospital to get her
check out," I explained as Sara asked him to take them while I headed back
to the lab. As I passed Sara, I gave her hand a squeeze.
When I climbed in the SUV, I called home just to check in, and Mom always knew
when I did it was because the case involved kids. I let her go as she told me
that Linds was fine and sleeping. I ended up driving to the lab with the radio
on to keep the thoughts in my head to a minimum.
After making a couple trips, I had all the evidence in Sara's favorite lab. The
first thing I grabbed were the print lifts. I wanted Jacqui to run my bloody
thumbprint first just in case the girl was wrong about what she was saying.
I ran DNA to Greg, and the trace to Hodges before I headed to Doc Robbins. If
he says blunt force trauma, I won't be surprised. Normally, I would have
updated Gil by now, but time is of the essense. It's liable to land me into
trouble, but since I'm already there, it doesn't really matter.
Jacqui beeped me while Al was giving me the information I already knew. I
hauled ass up to her lab, so I could have Brass pick up our suspect. I slowed
down as I got closer, but was deterred as Greg knocked on his window.
"Catherine, the blood from the railing matches that of your victim, but
one of Sara's swabs came up the husband," he explained handing me his
findings which combined with what Jacqui is probably going to tell me, little
Sydney is going to be an orphan as I felt a headache coming on as I walked into
Jacqui's lab.
"Let me guess, the bloody thumbprint matches the victim's husband,
right?" I asked as Jacqui nodded showing me her computer screen. I dialed
Brass with the new updates as I headed to my office to nip this headache in the
bud.
I opened the door to find Sara on the couch with her face in her hands. Well
shit, this day just keeps getting better and better. I grabbed a couple aspirin
and swallowed them with the water on my desk as I grabbed a chair and pulled it
in front of Sara.
"Catherine, there are some things we need to talk about, but not here. I
would like to come home with you after shift, and the things I tell you might
have some bearing on whether you want to continue this or not," Sara said
as she got up and left my office.
CHAPTER 13
I finally made my way back to the
layout room. Sara wasn't in there, but her photos of Sydney from the hospital
are sitting there. As I went through them, I couldn't believe what I was
seeing. She had various stages of bruising, and her x-rays showed healed
fractures from various times.
I can't fathom the hell this little girl has been through in her short life. As
I was going through the rest of our evidence, the father is looking better and
better for this and still hasn't turned up, so they have Sydney in protective
custody. I have half a mind to take her home with me and just have Brass place
a car outside the house.
I haven't seen Sara since she left my office. I have seen her take cases hard,
but this one seems to affecting her more. Getting ready to leave, I checked my
office for her, but she wasn't there, so I headed to the locker room to see if
she was waiting there. I walked in and found her with her head resting on her
locker door.
"Come on Sara, lets go home," I said putting my hand on her shoulder.
She look up at me and what I saw scared me a little. The only look I've seen
that comes close to this one was the one I saw after Eddie's case. She took my
hand as we walked out of the lab together holding hands. A few people saw us,
but didn't say anything.
On the ride home, I turned on my favorite jazz station hoping it helps Sara
relax a little. I do know that Lindsay is going to be thrilled to see Sara
again, but I'm not sure how Sara is going to be considering last night. As I pulled
into the driveway, Sara seemed to perk up a little.
Lindsay must have been watching through the curtains because when Sara got out,
Lindsay came running out yelling Sara's name. Sara bent down so Lindsay could
give her a hug. Sara then picked her and brought her over. Lindsay gave me a
kiss on the cheek when she was close enough as we headed into the house. I went
ahead of them to make sure Mom doesn't bother Sara too much.
During breakfast, Lindsay gave us the lowdown of everything she did after I
left. When she brought up Sara's first day back, I just told her that we got to
work together. After we finished, Lindsay ran upstairs to get her bag while
Sara and I took care of the dishes.
"Sara, go ahead and take a shower while I run Linds to school. Then, if
you're still up when I get back we can talk," I said giving her a tender
kiss on the lips as Lindsay came running in and hugged Sara again while I
decided to walk Mom out.
I knew Mom was pretty much holding something in all through breakfast. Ever
since Eddie, she has kept an eye on me the way she did when I was a teenager,
and it doesn't matter if she likes the person or not. If it were anyone but
Sara, I wouldn't care about her overprotectiveness.
"Mom, whatever it is that is bothering you, let it go. Sara isn't like any
other person I've dated, so if you're not comfortable with the time we are
spending together maybe you shouldn't watch Lindsay for a few days," I
said as Mom just nodded as Lindsay came out.
---
As I pulled into the driveway for the second time, I was a little scared. I
have no clue as to what Sara is going to tell me. I walked in the front door
and checked the downstairs to see if she came down after her shower. I locked
the front door and shut off the lights as I headed up the stairs.
I saw that my bedroom door was open, and when I looked inside, Sara was asleep
on top of the covers. I grabbed some sleep clothes before heading to the
bathroom for a quick shower. I came back in the room, and I had barely climbed
on the bed when Sara's eyes popped open.
"Catherine, the easiest way to tell you this is that Sydney is me,"
Sara started before going into the horrors of growing up with the physical and
mental abuse that she went through starting from the age of five until her
mother killed her father when she was thirteen.
There weren't words that I could say through my own tears as I just pulled Sara
into me letting her cry. Eddie may have hit me a couple times, but he never
raised his hand to Lindsay, and I can't see how someone can do that to their
own flesh and blood. After hearing Sara's story, the way she reacts to certain
cases makes perfect sense now.
I don't know when either one of us fell asleep, but when the alarm went off, I
turned it off and found myself otherwise pinned down to the bed. She must have
been holding that for awhile because she didn't even twitch when the alarm went
off. I carefully untangled myself from Sara before writing her a quick note
before leaving to pick up Lindsay.
As I'm driving, I am hoping Sara believes what I wrote in that note. Now more
than ever, I want to be with Sara, so I can show her what a family is supposed
to be. Although, I don't know how I am going to explain to Lindsay that Sara is
still at the house.
CHAPTER 14
As I pulled up to the school, I
notice some parents of Lindsay's friends. I really hope they don't want to talk
because I'm still trying to process everything Sara told me this morning. I was
standing outside the car when Lindsay came running out.
I crouched down, so I can get a hug from my little girl. She wraps her arms
around my neck as I flashback to last night with Sydney. I got Lindsay all
buckled in, and she went through everything that happened at school on the way
home which gives me more time to figure out how to explain Sara being at the
house.
I pulled into the driveway while Lindsay was explaining that she was going to
need Sara's help on the new math stuff they were learning. When we walked
inside, I noticed that Sara wasn't downstairs yet. Hopefully, she is still
asleep upstairs.
"Linds, why don't you grab an apple and get started on your
homework," I said as she pouted, but did what I asked. I slowly made my
way up the stairs and didn't hear any movement up here either as I took a deep
breath and slowly opened the door.
I smiled when I saw Sara had taken over my bed. She was lying on her stomach
with her arms and legs stretched to the four corners. As I got closer, I
noticed my note was gripped in her right hand. I quietly made my way out and
headed back downstairs to tell Lindsay about Sara.
"Lindsay, I need to tell you that Sara is sleeping upstairs. We caught a
case last night that affected her, and I asked her to come home with me. So if
she seems a little different, I don't want you to ask why, okay?" I said
kissing Lindsay head as she nodded and went back to her homework.
I went to the kitchen and started a batch of coffee when I realized I needed to
figure out what to cook for dinner with Sara now joining us. I looked in the
pantry, and thankfully, I had some pasta and knew that I had salad fixings. I
grabbed a cup of coffee after it finished brewing and went into the living room
to read the paper.
About a half hour later, Lindsay came over to let me look over her homework. I
gave her another kiss as she headed upstairs to get changed and put her bag
away. I went back to the paper as I stretched out on the couch. When I finished
my coffee, I noticed that Lindsay hadn't come back down yet, and I was worried
that she might be bothering Sara.
I pour myself a second cup and one for Sara in case she is up. When I reached
the top of the steps, I heard Lindsay's distinctive laughter coming from her
room. I peeked into her room and found that Sara was tickling her, but when
Sara smelled the coffee, she looked over at me and smiled. I guess she trusts
that I was telling her the truth in the note.
She came over and gave me a kiss as she took us over to my bedroom. She closed
the door behind us as she sat me down on the bed. She started pacing like she
was trying to figure out what she wanted to say. I hope she knows that she can
tell me anything.
"Catherine, the things I told you this morning has caused a few of my
relationships to break up. The fact that you are sticking by me means the world
to me. The other reasons for the rest of my relationships not working is me.
I've been known to torpedo them on purpose because I didn't think I deserved to
be loved," Sara explained as I climbed off the bed and wrapped her up in a
hug.
"Sara, I don't know if you know this, but I can be a bit of a bitch. I
tend to get what I want most of the time, and I want you in mine and Lindsay's
life. When Eddie died and Lindsay was starting to act out, you Sara Sidle gave
me my daughter back," I said giving Sara a kiss and laying us down in bed.
We just laid there playing with each other's fingers while Sara was telling why
she was tickling Lindsay. She was apparently trying to tickle Sara while she
explained the math stuff, but Sara ended up turning the tables on her.
We were broken out of our giddiness by a knock on the door. I told Linds to
come in, and she smiled at the scene she found. I patted the bed in front of
us, but she shooked her head. Instead, she gestured with her finger for us to
follow her.
Sara and I walked downstairs holding hands while Lindsay was still not saying
anything. When we walked into the dining room, I noticed that the table was
set. I looked at Sara and then Lindsay who had the biggest smile on her face.
"Mom, Sara and I wanted to do something special for you, so we cooked
dinner, but since I can't cook yet, Sara sprang for pizza," Lindsay
explained as she went into the kitchen as Sara pulled out my chair. Sara had
just sat down when Lindsay came in carrying two pizza boxes.
CHAPTER 15
After dropping Lindsay off at my
sister's house, Sara and I headed over to her place so she could get changed
for work. We ended up stopping at Sara's favorite coffee shop for a couple of
mochas. We both figured why start the night drinking the regular stuff and just
wait until Greg brews the good stuff.
Without even thinking about it, Sara and I walked into the lab holding hands.
It wasn't until Gil saw us and told us to wait in his office while he gave the
guys their assignment. Sara had a worried look on her face until I gave her a
kiss on the lips telling her it was going to be okay.
Gil came back in and sat behind his desk trying to pull off the tough act. I'm
sorry, but I know Sara has seen scary, and the creeps I had to put up dancing
were twice as bad as Grissom is trying to pull off.
"So, do either of you want to tell me what is going on?" he asked
sternly looking mainly at Sara.
"The way I see it Gil, whatever is going on is none of your business. All
you saw was two female co-workers holding hands, but yes, Sara and I have been
spending some time together outside work," I said smiling.
"You say some time, but I have it on good authority that in the last two
weeks, one of you has spent the night at the other's place. So, that tells me
that there is more than a friendship going on," Gil stated as I was about
to explode after hearing Grissom has been literally stalking us, but Sara stood
up and leaned over Grissom's desk getting in his face.
"I know you remember what I told you about being too late, and you are. I
suggest you get over whatever problem you are having because if you don't I
know quite a few people in different organizations that would love to hear
about you," Sara said grabbing my hand as we left Gil's office.
We were heading towards my office when my pager went off. I showed Sara that
our suspect was down at PD which gives us both time to cool off after our
confrontation with Grissom. As I'm driving, I realize that that I'm not real
comfortable with Sara being in the room with our suspected abuser shortly after
going off, and I'd rather not pick a fight by telling her to stay in the
observation room, but I know I have to. When I pulled into the parking lot, I
took hold of Sara's hands as I shifted to face her.
"Sara, I know how much you want to nail this bastard, but I'm not
comfortable with having you in the interogation room. I'm aware that I am
risking what we have, but considering what happened back at the lab, I'm only
looking out for you," I said closing my eyes and taking a deep breath
before opening them again.
What I found surprised me, Sara was staring at me with a smile on her face. She
brought her hand to my cheek as she leaned over and gave me a quick kiss before
heading inside. We both headed to Brass' office to let him know we are here.
I gave Sara's hand one last squeeze before we went to separate rooms. When I
first saw Sydney's dad, I was taken by surprise, but then I realized he isn't
much bigger than Eddie was. Brass first informed of him what he was being
charged of and asked if he had anything to say.
While Jim and I listened to him describe what happened that night, I realized
that Sara is hearing this, and I got up while he was going through it. I walked
into the observation room and found Sara on the floor crying.
I locked the door and shut off the speaker before sitting on the floor and
pulling Sara into my arms letting her cry. I don't know how much more of this
she can handle as I texted Brass telling that Sara and I were in the locked
room.
"Cath, I can't do this anymore. As much as I love the job, and the people
I work with, cases like this take me back to a place I'm trying to get away
from, and it hurts too much," Sara said as I whispered in her ear that I
would stand behind whatever decision she makes.
We didn't talk at all on the way back to the lab. I'm not really surprised
considering Sara is going to tell the team she is resigning. I don't know how
Gil is going to take the news, but he's not the one I'm worried about. We both
headed to my office, so I could write up the case file.
After I finished, Sara and I headed to Gil's office, but for different reasons.
I handed him the file, and he quickly skimmed through before giving us
congratulations. Sara handed him her paper as I put my hand on her back just in
case. He just nodded as he placed it on his desk. After they hugged, we went to
the breakroom hoping the guys were all in there. Sara grabbed my hand as the
guys turned around facing us.
"Guys, I need to tell you that I am resigning. I'll be working the next
two weeks, so you might want to get started on the party planning. I also want
to tell you guys that you are my brothers. I know things started out rough, but
I grew to love you as my family, and it isn't like you won't be seeing me
because I'll be dropping by on occasion to see my girlfriend," Sara said
pulling me into a kiss as I heard Greg yell 'holy shit'.
CHAPTER 16
I can't believe how much has
changed in a year. I would never have been expecting to be moving into a new
house with my wife and two daughters. Yes two, Sydney has been great for both
Sara and Lindsay. With Sara, it gives her the chance to give Sydney the life
Sara wanted growing up, and it gives Lindsay the little sister she has always
wanted.
Although, it gives me a chance to make up for the mistakes I made with Lindsay,
and knowing I have Sara here to help me. Gil actually came around and pulled
some strings to get Sara a professorship at UNLV. Do you remember Sara telling
the guys that she was only staying the two weeks to help train the new hire?
Wrong, she stayed another month.
Personally, I think it was the fact that Jen kind of looked like me. I knew
Sara would never cheat, but that didn't stop her from teasing me a few times
which of course was paid back when we got home, and there were a couple times I
had her walking funny.
Even though she has started teaching, Gil calls her in on a few cases here and
there as a consultant. I think it is mutually beneficial. She gets to be a CSI,
and he gets to watch his protege in her natural habitat. We even had a fight
over Gil once, but it wasn't what you think.
See when we decided to get married, she and I both wanted him to walk us down
the aisle, and it wasn't until Brass told Sara that it was a father's duty to
give his daughter away. I swear seeing Sara crying after what he said made Jim
cry, but I have never been able to prove it.
The ceremony was magical. The guys were upset that they were just ushers, but
we wanted simple bridal parties, so Lindsay stood by me while Sydney was beside
Sara. I was glad that I read my vows first because I don't know if I would have
been able to get through them after Sara made me cry with hers.
The recetion was a different story. Even though it is supposed to be about Sara
and I's union, Lindsay and Sydney decided to take it over and become the life
of the party. Sara and I got our moments with the first dance and the cake, but
otherwise, it was the Linds and Syd show, and Sara and I both loved it.
Our living conditions were interesting while we looked for our house. We split
times between her place and mine, it all depended on our schedules. The kids
could have cared less since they had their own room in both houses anyway, and
it felt like home in either place, but Sara and I both wanted something that
was ours.
Then out of nowhere, we found it, and it was perfect. The master bedroom was huge,
and the other three bedrooms were fairly big too. When I first saw the fourth
bedroom, I didn't know what we were going to do with it until Sara gave me that
look with her wagging eyebrows. I swear that is all that woman thinks about
these days.
From cops to CSIs, we had loads of help when we moved, and Sara and I found out
there is a new romance in the lab. Jen has hooked up with the blonde
firecracker that fills in for Greg, but for the life of me, I can't remember
her name. Although there for a while, I thought Sara was going to kick her ass
for her constant flirting with me. I was broken out of my thoughts by Lindsay
yelling.
"Come on Mom, Sara said I could drive to the zoo if you don't hurry
up," she screamed up the stairs as I grabbed one of Sara's sleeveless tees
to wear for our family outing. I just hope Sydney's first zoo trip is better
than Lindsay's.
Lindsay took Sydney's hand, and they went out to the car as I came down the
steps. I walked up to Sara and gave her a kiss, but not before smacking her ass
and whispering there would be payback for hurrying me.
The zoo was a blast, and I don't think Sydney walked at all. She either got
piggybacked by Sara or Lindsay, but Sara made me feel better by telling me that
she would carry me into the house when we got back home.
During dinner, I noticed Lindsay kept giving me a look, but I didn't know what
for until she got up and went to the bathroom. I whispered to Sara that Linds
needed to talk to me. I gave her and Sydney a kiss before following Lindsay.
"Mom, can I call Aunt Nancy and see if it is okay if Syd and I sleepover.
I think it is for the best considering the looks you and Sara are giving each
other," Lindsay said as I nodded as she called my sister and then
embarassed me by saying that Sara and I were going to have some sort of sex
olympics and didn't think they should be around to hear it.
When we got back to the table, I almost made Sara choke when I told her what
Lindsay said. The rest of dinner was uneventful, and when we dropped the girls
off, I started teasing Sara on the drive home. I knew what it was starting, and
I didn't care. Once we got in the house, I locked the door and turned around.
Sara walked up to me and tossed me over her shoulder and carried me up to our
room occasionally smacking my ass. Oh yeah, 'let the games begin'.
THE END