Title: What Am I Going To Do Now? 1/?
Author: Tim
Pairing: C/S, Buffy/Willow (not yet though)
Rating: Mature
Disclaimer: I own nothing, but Lily wub.gif
Spoilers: Post BtVS S7 and end of CSI S3
AN1: The muse just ran with this one. I hope you like it.
AN2: Thanks C. otvhug.gif
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Dawn's question keeps playing through my head. 'What are we going to do now?' The sad part is that is has come down to 'What am I going to do now?' Everyone else has something going on. Faith and Tara along with Anya and Xander are heading to Cleveland with Giles to set up another Slayer Central. Angel gave us the Hyperion when we first hit LA, and now, Willow has it running like a finely oiled machine while Dawn and Kennedy are sticking around to be the Head Slayer and Watcher here. Which brings it all back to me and not knowing what to do.

If that wasn't enough, the object of my affection is available too. The first time I was truly aware that I loved my best friend was when she came back from England, but then again, I have always felt deeply for Willow. I think my ever possible imminent death kept me from pursuing her. Plus, we each seem to have someone in our lives. I know I should probably take that chance, but I now have a new fear, ruining our friendship.

That's why I am sitting out on the balcony of my room, and then I notice my cell vibrating. Oh yeah, Wil hacked into the Council systems and found out they were LOADED. Quentin is lucky that he was blown up, or I would have flown to England to kick his ass a new shade. Anyway, I pick up the phone and see a text from Wil. 'Buffy, Meet me in my office. Willow :) ' I have also learned to love Willow more for her use of emoticons.

There wasn't much bustling around here today since the girls that are leaving want to say their goodbyes to the ones that are staying. Now the three couples are probably in their respective rooms using the down time to re-connect. Hey, as long as Kennedy doesn't hurt Dawn, Faith and I won't have to kick the crap out of her. I mean you only live once right, well unless you're me. I opened Wil's office door, and she had an odd look on her face, but before I said anything, the door shut and locked, and then I felt Willow ward the room.

"Okay. If your text wasn't vague enough, now you magic us in your office. Should I be prepared to have my clothes ripped off because I have good underwear on," A girl can dream right. Besides, Willow and I have been heavily flirting with each other lately.

She didn't say anything right away as she came around her desk and led us over to the couch. Okay now I am starting to get flashbacks to when I first came to Sunnydale, but before I got a chance to inquire, she started, "I finally got started on Giles' idea of clearing everybody's Slayer-involved charges from their records, so after deleting yours from Hemery and Sunnydale, I noticed that you had an attachment to your personal file. It's an adoption record."

"I know. Well, I know I'm adopted. Other than that, I'm in the dark. Mom told me when she was sick. She also told me that my birth mother was seventeen when she had me, so I understood, but I also told Mom that she would always be my mother. Although now, I think I might want to meet her. I mean it's not like I'm like you guys and have stuff going on," Nice Buffy, make your best friend to feel unimportant.

Willow quickly wrapped me up in a hug, "Buffy, cut yourself a break. You have been fighting evil and stopping apocalypses for seven years, and now, you have a chance to walk away and live a relatively normal life without having to deal with all this, so feeling lost is understandable. Do you want me to see if I can get a name?" I just nodded in Willow's arms as I felt tears start to fall.

She kissed me on the temple before laying me down on the couch. I watched her go back around to her computer and start typing. I hope by the time I wise up, Willow will still be available. I just want to be settled before bringing her into the train wreck that is my love life. I saw that she was writing something down before typing a little more and then holding the piece of paper up, "Name?" getting a smiling nod, "Could you assemble the core Scoobies, they need to know."

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Nicely done Catherine. Just to prove your suspicions, you blow a case against Sam Braun. The real kick in the head is that I did prove that he is my father. Spendid. Of all the family I could have found, it had to be him. I would have much rather found Elizabeth. Then again, nobody knows about her either. Well, that changes. After the year I have had, I am pushing in all my chips, so there will be no more surprises. The only thing good that happened this year is that Sara and I finally got together, and that was almost derailed by Eddie's death, but we worked through it just in time for me accidently blowing up the lab and injuring her and Greg, not to mention the cases that was lost. That's why I called for this team meeting before we all go home.

I walked down the hall like a dead man walking. I know that I'm going to have to do this again later with Mom, Nancy, Lindsay, and Jeremy. I just hope that I have Sara beside me when I do it. I walked into the room and shut the door before placing my hands on top of the table.

"First off, I want to apologize for blowing the Sam Braun case, and before you hear it anywhere else, yes, he is my father," closing my eyes and taking a deep breath, "And in the season of clearing the air, there is something else I need to tell you. She may never come here, but I have another daughter. I gave her up for adoption when I was seventeen," finally opening my eyes to gauge everyone's reactions, especially Sara's.

The silence following my admission was painful, but thankfully, Warrick stepped up and hugged me, "Hey, what is one more to our already interesting family. Still love ya, Cat," as he kissed the top of my head. Nick and Greg followed with similar sentiments, so now that just leaves Gil and Sara.

Gil was next, "Catherine, the Sam Braun situation has been dealt with, so it is a moot point. And I already knew about your daughter. When I was promoted to supervisor, I saw the attachment to your personal file. If you want, I could have some people I know look around," shaking my head no to his offer. Yes, I would like to see her, but on her terms, not mine, "Okay, then I'll see you both in a couple days," and then there was one.

I was worried until Sara walked up and kissed me on the lips, "I didn't think Gil was ever going to leave. I am not upset with you, and I can't say I wouldn't do the same in your position. Do you want me to call Nancy so she can pick up Lindsay early, so we can get the family portion of this out of the way," returning Sara's kiss before giving her a hug.

"Thank you so much, baby. You are going to be my rock through this, and I promise lots of thank yous," interlocking our fingers as we walked back up the hallway.

I listened to Sara's half of the conversation, and I was glad that it wasn't going to be a hassle. I'm figuring Lindsay is going to be thrilled at the thought of a big sister. Jeremy probably won't care one way or the other, but Nancy might be hurt that I never told her. Mom is probably going to blow a gasket, even though this happened over twenty years ago.

Sara volunteered, and I let her drive home considering the heavy thoughts going through my head. She has been so good to Lindsay and I both, and I find myself wondering what we did without her. I always thought my childhood was rough, but the night Sara told me about hers, I cried for that little girl, but at the same time, I was proud of the woman she had become, and I know like my life, hers with pop up from time to time, and I will be there for her when it does. As Sara parked the car in the driveway, she reached over and squeezed my hand. I gave her a smile as we headed up to the house.

Lindsay slammed into both of our legs as I closed the door. Sara picked her up as we headed towards the kitchen. Nancy must have called since the extra place settings were out. Sara pointed me towards the stairs, and I knew right away what she was doing, so I gave Linds a kiss before heading up to take a cleansing shower. Boy, Sara was chocking up the points, and I am so looking forward to cashing them in.

After my quick but relaxing shower, I got dresses and headed straight to the kitchen where I found everyone already seated. Sara reached out and took my hand as I took a deep breath, "There is something I need to tell you."

 

CHAPTER 2



Before Willow left, I grabbed her arm, "Have Dawn come in here. She deserves to know before I tell everyone else," Wil gave me a smile along with a nod.


Whether she knows it or not, Willow has been my rock, and she has been ever since I met her, even with some of our past. I don't know how to handle telling Dawn. These past few years have positively sucked for her. First, she finds out her origin, loses her mom, loses me, and finally loses the only place she knew as home, but Kennedy has surprisingly made her happier than I've seen her in awhile, and as much as I wanted her away from the supernatural, she is one hell of a Watcher.

I watched as the door opened, and Dawn must have caught something in my eyes or face because she was quickly kneeling in front of me, "Buffy, is everything okay? Did something happen?" firing off questions in Willow-like speed as she noticed the note in my hand, "What is that, Buffy?" Well, here goes nothing.

I opened the slightly crumpled paper and handed it to Dawn, "This woman is my birth mother. She gave me up for adoption when she was seventeen. Wil came to me when she found the attachment while she was going through my file. She wanted me to know, but I told her that Mom and I talked about when she first got sick," I decided to leave it there, so I didn't start asking her inane questions.

She didn't say anything right away, and I thought she was going to have a meltdown like the one she had on my birthday after she found out she was the Key, "Buffy, I love you. Nothing is ever going to change that. We're the Summers sisters, and who knows maybe when you meet her, you can figure out what to do next," I was stroking her cheek as she finished talking and smiled through my tears before leaning forward and kissing her forehead.

"When did you get so smart?" just asking the question not really expecting an answer.

"I had the three smartest people in the world raising me, plus Giles," Dawn's addition got chuckles out of the three of us. We may never say it, but I believe Giles has had a hand in helping every single one of us at one time or another.

I held out my hand to Willow and wrapped my arm around Dawn as we headed out of Wil's office. The group was paired off except Giles, who was to the left of the group on the circular couch. Dawn kissed my cheek before taking a seat on Kennedy's lap and already trying to annoy Faith. I think Dawn has given a little of Faith's childhood back. I felt Willow give my hand a squeeze as I met the eyes of every single person.

"There is something you guys don't know about me," as I went on to explain all I knew about being adopted. Dawn's smile helped immensely as the others didn't seemed phased by the news, especially Giles. Of course, The Council.

"Buff, it doesn't matter who your mom is or was. Joyce was a mom to almost everyone here, and I know she would just want you to be happy," Thank you Xander, I needed to cry some more, but Giles stepped forward and gave me his hankerchief.

"Is she hot?" Faith asked breaking the silence, and it also garnered everyone's attention as I put my hand over my mouth to stop the giggles, "What? Mrs. S. was hot. Come on, who here hasn't fantasized about Joyce?" I knew about Faith and Xander, but seeing Tara and Willow's hand were a little surprising, "And we all know G-man wants to give her some band candy," and that is when I fell to the floor laughing hysterically. Only Faith can turn what I thought was going to be a serious talk into a laugh riot, and it was made better by Giles' chorus of 'bloody hells'.

I don't know when it got quiet, but the first thing I realize is that Faith is offering to help me up. She didn't say anything as she took us outside and into the the garden before sitting across from me on the benches, "B, I know we haven't always gotten along, but I want you to know that it may have taken me awhile to figure it out you gave me what I have been searching for all my life, a family," as I reached out to take Faith's hands in mine.

"Well, you always were a little slow," curling my lips into a huge smile. I owed her from earlier.

She returned the smile before holding up her hand with her fingers out. It started with five, went to four, and then her dimples came out at three as I took off back into the hotel.

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The silence after my admission was a little painful, but I knew Sara was okay, so it would be easier to take no matter what else happens. I continued taking small bites of my breakfast while also glancing up to see if anyone was going to say anything, and like I figured, Jeremy wasn't bothered with it while Lindsay looked like she was trying to figure something out. Nancy looked shocked, and Mom looked like she already knew.

"Hey Sara, can you make sure the kids have all their stuff ready?" Nancy asked, and when Sara looked over at me, I nodded. I needed to get this over with, so I helped Nancy pick up the dishes while Mom stayed seated at the table.

Nancy put her arm around me after we finished loading the dishwasher, "Cath, I know we have had our differences about things, but whatever you need, I'll be here for you," smiling as I pulled Nancy into a tight hug.

"From what I have seen, you are going to need all the help you can get, Catherine," Mom's statement turned both Nancy and I around.

"How do you know about Elizabeth, mother?" I had an inkling, but I wanted her to say it as I noticed Sara standing in the doorway, "Sara, can you take the kids to school? I'll fill you in later," giving her a wink as she nodded knowing Nancy had my back.

"How do you think, Catherine?" Sam, "And here I thought you were a little hellion, but your darling Elizabeth makes you look like a nun. Her troubles started about the..."

"Stop, mother! I don't care what Sam Braun dug up on my daughter. I love her just as I love Lindsay, and if she does come to find me, I suggest you make yourself scarce because I will not have you talking bad about her," Unbelievable. Even after all these years, Mom is still hung up on Sam. Well, they can have each other. Nancy gave my shoulder a squeeze before kissing me on the cheek.

"Come on Mom, I'll drop you off on the way to work," with that tone, it sounds like Nancy is going to give Mom an earful too. Well good, maybe that will get Mom to think about her attitude.

I wiped down the table before heading upstairs to our bedroom. I was physically drained by the time I crawled into bed, and I wanted to wait up for Sara, but my body was teetering on shutdown, so I curled up close to Sara's pillow before letting myself go into slumber. I must not have been to deep because I felt Sara take me into her arms and kiss my lightly.

My senses woke me up to the smell of maple syrup. I opened my eyes to find Sara and Lindsay on the bed with a tray of pancakes. Score another one for Sara, "Mmm, something smells good."

"Sara and I made you pancakes and bacon, Mommy," Lindsay said beaming with her cute smile, and I also knew that it was mostly Sara's doing while Lindsay probably set up the tray.

I finished off my food before patting my lap. Lindsay climbed on and put her head on my shoulder while I wrapped my arms around her, "Sweetie, I want you to know that no matter what I am always going to love you, okay?"

"I know, Mom. Sara talked to me, too. How much older is she to me?" I smiled at the question. That's what she was trying to figure out at breakfast.

"She is twenty-two, so twelve years older," kissing Lindsay's forehead, "You're really excited about having a big sister, aren't you?" she didn't answer me, so I looked down at her, and she had a huge smile on her face, "Did you get all your homework done?" getting a nod while I decided not to dwell on what may never happen.

"Baby, I kind of promised Lindsay I would chase her around the park. Would you like to come and watch us?" Sara asked grinning like Lindsay was.

"Sounds like fun, you goofballs. Let me get dressed, and I'm all yours," as Linds kissed me on the cheek before bouncing off the bed.

 

CHAPTER 3

 

I could have kept Faith chasing me around all day, but I took a corner too tight and lost my footing, and of course, Faith had me pinned to the floor before I got the chance to get up.

"Well B, you have two choices. One, you apologize, and we head out and eat dinner with the Scoobs, or two, you face the wrath of me tickling you until you say you are sorry, and if you wet yourself, you wet yourself. So what's it going to be?" smiling at Faith's question and threats, and in the season of fun, I stuck my tongue out at her which of course led to her bringing her fingers down on my stomach and ribs.

Being Slayers, we both could holdout for awhile, but my breathing was starting to become labored from the laughing, "S-s-s-sorry, Faith. I'm sorry" I was finally able to get it totally out when Faith eased off the tickling before helping me up, "Will you carry me downstairs, so I can catch my breath?" giving her my puppy dog face hoping it still works on her since it doesn't on Giles, Tara, Willow, Dawn.

"Hop in B, I want to see the all-you-can-eat place handle you, me, and Brat, and we'll the G-man and the Scoobs go first, so they actually get fed," leaping onto Faith's back as we headed down to the lobby, and when we got there, we had seven faces glaring at us.

"What?" playing a little dumb while Faith snickered.

"You have been running around the hotel for the past half hour," just like Dawn to complain about not getting fed.

"Chill out D, big sis and I were working up an appetite, and now that we have one, let's go," Faith explained before carrying me outside to one of our new hybrid SUVs. Unlike the old Council, Giles is actually taking care of his Slayers. Well that and Faith and I threatened to start calling him Quentin if he didn't, and that solved the problem.

I ended up looking around the table while I ate. I have a nice family here, but I needed to find out if seeing Catherine can help me stop feeling so lost, and maybe figure out what I'm supposed to do now that I no longer HAVE to slay. The normal life thing has a nice shine to it, and I knew Dawn was going to be okay because she has Kennedy to protect her, and Wil and the AI team are around, not to mention that Faith, Giles, and Tara were only a phone call away. Poor Xander really isn't an option because even in marriage Anya is still obsessed with orgasms.

"Penny for your thoughts," I heard Willow say drawing me back to the table as I gave her a sweet smile.

"I think I need to at least meet her, Wil. I'm not saying that it is going to change anything, but I want to see if something clicks after talking to her, and not to bring up a sore subject, but I feel like you did after coming back from England," reaching over to stroke Willow's hand.

"But in your case, you don't have to come back and be a Slayer. You can be a Watcher or something else entirely. I love you, Buffy. It doesn't matter what you are, just as long as you are happy," she said tearing up as she leaned over to kiss my cheek.

"I love you too, Willow," and this time I meant it as more than a friend, but I wanted some foundation before making the grand gesture.

Wil and I held hands throughout the rest of dinner and on the drive home before ending up in her room. I didn't know the next time we were going to be spending this much time together, so I was going to make the most of the time we had left. Besides, it has been forever since we had a sleepover and shared a bed. Although this time, I think we're both going to be thinking naughtier thoughts about each other.

Willow let go of my hand before walking over to her dresser. She picked something up and hid it as she walked back over to me, "Buffy, I want you to have this while you are away, so you know I'm always know I'm here for you," my eyes got watery as she handed me her stuffed yellow crayon.

I held up my finger telling her to wait as I ran to my room to pick up what I wanted to give her. I came back in and handed her my keepsake, Mr. Gordo, "He is going to need someone to look after him while I'm gone, and who better than you," and then Willow surprised me with a passion filled kiss.

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Sara drove us to the park, and some of Lindsay's friends were there, so Sara got a reprieve from playing as we sat on a bench watching the girls play. It started making me wondering what kind of childhood Elizabeth had. I remember Joyce like it was yesterday, and the look of love in her eyes as she held Elizabeth told me that she was the perfect choice. And later when I held Lindsay, I knew things happen for a reason.

"Think we can talk one of her friends into having a sleepover, so we can have sex," Sara said whispering in my ear which got me to smile, "Let it go, baby. Sam, Elizabeth, all of it. We have the next two nights off, and I am going to get you to relax one way or another," now that caused a low moan to escape my throat.

"You really think we can get one of them to have a sleepover," lightly giggling as I laid my head on Sara's shoulder, "It doesn't matter what we do, love. You make me feel safe, loved, relaxed, and protected whenever you are around," lifting her hand up to kiss it while enjoying the sight of a game of tag.

Before we left, Sara led me over to the swings where she pushed me until we headed over to Chuck E. Cheese for dinner. The girls talked us into it. I think I'm letting Lindsay do more over my guilt over thinking about Elizabeth, but as long as she is happy, I'll let Lindsay do almost anything.

After only eating only a few pieces, Sara kissed my cheek before disappearing into the gameroom. Corrine's mom, Patty, looked at me, and I shrugged my shoulders, "Sara is full of surprises. I stopped trying to figure her out a long time ago," that got the table laughing as the trio of girls headed into the gameroom too, so the rest of us divvied up the pizza before following them.

I shouldn't have been surprised when I found Sara playing Skee-ball, and I also knew I was going to end up with some jewelry. It may only be a plastic ring, candy necklace and bracelets, but I don't care because it is coming from Sara's heart, and not surprising since they hero worship her, Corrine and Cameron joined Sara in Skee-ball while Lindsay headed straight for 'Whack-A-Mole'. My daughter wields a mean mallet.

As expected, I got a blue spider ring, a candy heart necklace and two bracelets, and I rewarded Sara with a kiss. Then I noticed that Lindsay was carrying a stuffed pig wearing a dress, but before I got a chance to ask her about Barbara, Cameron's mom, wanted to know if she could take Lindsay shopping tomorrow, and I remembered Sara's offer, so I said yes.

I waited until we were in the car before turning around, "So Linds, what's with the pig in a dress?" smiling as she had her sitting in her lap.

Her smile was beaming as she handed me the stuffed animal, "I know you told me that Elizabeth may never come to visit, but in case she does, I want to be able to give her a present," Now how can I argue with that.

"That's sweet, baby girl, but you still have one problem," handing her back the pig while she looked like she wanted help, "She needs a name, Linds."

She giggled at me before putting the pig back in her lap, "Oh, I know that, Mommy. Her name is Miss Piggybottom."

"That is a very good name, sweetie. I'm sure Elizabeth is going to love her," I decided then to accept Lindsay positive attitude about Elizabeth coming.

Lindsay headed to her room while Sara and I went into the family room after coming home to relax in front of the TV. Knowing Sara, we would end up watching something on the History Channel or the Discovery Channel. For me, it's about the cuddling, not the programming. Sara makes unwinding so much easier now, and for that, I am eternally grateful.

 

CHAPTER 4

 

Willow's kiss had me floating all night long, and we spent the rest of it after dinner reaquainting ourselves with each other. The Cleveland crew was leaving in the morning, so I would have Willow start setting up my departure, but we could deal with that in tomorrow. Right now, I was enjoying watching her sleep. She is still as cute as ever, so I kissed her forehead before joining her in slumber.

When I woke up, I stretched out to find the bed empty. Willow's side was still warm, so she hasn't been gone long. I sat up in bed and saw the pen and paper on the table. I picked them up and wrote down the jobs that I have had since I had become a Slayer; waitress, helping mom at the gallery, fast food and school counselor. As much as I liked helping those kids, it wasn't something I could see myself making a career out of.

I saw the door knob starting to turn, so I slid down in the bed and pretended to be asleep, "Please Buffy, there are things you are good at, but fake sleeping isn't one of them. The Cleveland squad is gone. I explained to them that this isn't goodbye, so I made them beat it. Plus, I told them you would call them soon. Now sit up and eat," Damn, it's a little early for Resolve-face, but I got one anyway, so I did as I was told and sat up before Willow placed the platter of food in front of me, and then I saw the plane ticket.

"What's this?" holding it up.

"Your ticket to Las Vegas. Giles bought it, and you leave this afternoon. I'm not real fond of you leaving, but I do know that if you don't do it now, you may never do it. Besides, I'm not going anywhere, and I'm always just a phone call away," Damn Willow and her logic, so I sucked up all my maturity and stuck my tongue out at her.

"There you go again, taking care of me, Wil," digging into my eggs first before starting on my pancakes, "and since you insist on doing that, I'm putting Dawn in charge to make sure you don't become a hermit. I want you hot and sexy when I introduce you," grabbing the front of her shirt and returning her passionate kiss from last night.

That left Willow wearing a goofy smile while I finished wolfing down the rest of my breakfast. Then, I pulled Willow into my arms and held her tightly. I knew I had some packing to do, but I wanted to spend some more time with her. England was hard, but back then, I thought it was just one-sided, and I know we aren't that far away, but it doesn't stop the ache making all the Angel brooding a cake walk.

"We should really get you a bag or two packed, and if your good, we'll take Dawn and Kennedy out to lunch with us before taking you to the airport," My head was saying yes to what she was saying, but my heart was yelling no.

"No, we can pack me a bag and order lunch for the four of us, but the three of you aren't taking me to the airport. I'm not meeting Catherine all puffy-eyed from tearful non goodbyes," I got a quiet 'deal' as we climbed out of bed and headed for my room.

Well, the packing and lunch went quickly, so when my taxi arrived, I grabbed my bag and Dawn's hand and headed outside. I put my bag in the backseat before facing my younger sister, "I want you to keep an eye on her, Dawnie. I don't want her to be all about keeping this place running smoothly. If you have to, sick Fred on her," feeling the tears coming as I gave Dawn a tight hug before quickly getting into the cab.

The taxi and plane rides were pretty much a blur, so after grabbing my carry-on, I worked my way through the throngs of commuters heading for the car rental place, but then I saw a guy holding a sign saying 'Summers'. Okay, somebody is getting their ass kicked. I have a license now, and people aren't that afraid to ride with me.

The guy handed me a letter as we headed out to the car. It was a faxed letter from Willow telling me that she loved me, and she didn't think Catherine should see me the first time after being in a car accident. I knew she was kidding. Plus, I kind of liked the idea of being driven around. I don't how long I spent tracing Wil's name with my finger, but when the car stopped, it did so in front of a normal suburban home, so I walked up to the door and knocked quickly before losing my nerve. The door opened after a couple seconds with a disheveled blonde stood in the doorway.

"Can I help you?" she asked.

"I'm looking for Catherine Willows."

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The doorbell woke me up, and I looked over at the clock and realized that Sara and I had fallen asleep on the couch. Then, I saw it was a little after nine. I quickly removed myself from Sara's grasp before the doorbell woke her up. Sara is sweet, yes, but if she is woken up before her body wants to be up, she is cranky. I was just hoping Barbara wasn't at the door, but when I opened it, I found a guy holding a clipboard and a packet.

"Sign this," shoving the clipboard at me, so I quickly signed to get him out of my hair.

I put the packet under my arm and headed into the kitchen to start some coffee. Thanks to Greg, I can't drink regular coffee anymore, so I started brewing the Sumatran blend before opening the flap of the packet. I pulled out a thick file and then saw the name on the folder before shoving it back into the packet and tossing it onto the counter.

"That son of a bitch!"

"What did Sam do now?" I jumped at the sound of Sara's voice, but then she wrapped her arms around me, "Is that what I think it is?"

"Yep, daddy dearest trying to protect me, but like I told Mom, I care what has happened in her life, but I don't want to read about in a file. I'm going to love her the same as I love Lindsay, and I hope to learn about the things in that file from her telling me. It's like you. I could have read about your past, but I wanted you to trust me enough to tell me yourself," kissing Sara tenderly until I felt arms around my legs.

"Good morning Mom and Sara. Is it okay if I just have cereal? I want to finish my book before Cam's mom gets here," Sara scooped Lindsay up while I grabbed the Fruity Pebbles, a bowl and spoon while Sara got the milk from the fridge.

Breakfast went quickly and quietly, and after Sara and I took care of the dishes, we went to work on the housework. I started with the laundry while Sara started cleaning. The sweeper could wait until after Lindsay leaves. Sara and I like to get the chores out of the way early, so we can spend the rest of our time off together. Plus, we try to hold off getting amorous with Linds around since we usually get interupted.

I was working on my third load when the doorbell rang again, but before I got a chance to answer it, I got a run-by kiss from Lindsay, and Barbara and I exchanged waves before she closed the door. The rest of the morning and first part of the afternoon went by swiftly. So once we were finished, we headed to the kitchen to make lunch.

I kept glancing over at the packet while Sara made us lunch, "Baby, I could call some contacts in Frisco to see if she is okay," I just shook my head at Sara's offer.

"No, I don't want to butt into her life. I don't even know if that is her life anymore. She could have straightened things around. Thank you for the offer though, my sweet," leaning across the bar for a kiss, "How about some 'dessert' after lunch?" I got a growl as she cut our sandwiches and handed me my salad.

After disposing of our lunch dishes, Sara picked me up by my butt and was deeply kneading my cheeks as we staggered into the living room kissing. I straddled Sara's legs as we plopped down onto the couch, and she made quick work of the buttons on my shirt before popping open the front clasp of my bra and starting to suck on one of my nipples, and just as she slid her hand between my legs, there was a knock at the door.

"Fuck!" I moaned as Sara starting laughing with my breast still in her mouth. I just leaned my head down to kiss her before redressing. I stumbled to the door and opened it to find a young blonde woman.

"Can I help you?" This is Vegas, of course.

"I'm looking for Catherine Willows," It couldn't be her, could it.

 

CHAPTER 5

 

"I'm Catherine Willows," the woman said as I noticed her frazzled look and then (damned Slayer senses), caught what I had interupted as I heard a 'Who is it, baby?' from behind Catherine. Nicely done Buffy, you busted up your birth mother's lovins.

"I'm Buffy Summers," What else do I say, "I'm your daughter," Now let's see if she remembers me.

"Oh...Elizabeth," she said lightly before wrapping me up in an ackward hug, but I wrapped my arms around her to return the gesture not knowing what else to do.

"Do you think we can bring this inside, ladies?" I heard the earlier voice ask, so I picked Catherine up and carried us inside which earned me a couple looks when I put Catherine back down.

"I work out," smiling as I placed my bag by the door while Catherine's girlfriend sat her down on the couch before coming back over to me.

"Hi Buffy, I'm Sara Sidle, Catherine's girlfriend. Would you like something to drink, maybe have a seat?" shaking her hand smiling.

"I could go for a mocha, but Vegas doesn't seem like a mocha town, so a coffee will be fine, thank you Sara," finally using those manners Mom and Giles taught me as I decided on the chair beside the couch while trying to figure out how to act.

"Here you go Buffy," Sara said smiling as she handed me my coffee, breaking up the silence that had engulfed the room, "So, is there a funny story behind using the nickname Buffy?" I have to admit, Sara is at least trying to knock us both out of our shared quietness.

I blew on my coffee before taking a sip. Wow, this is good stuff, "Not really, I had trouble spelling Elizabeth in kindergarten, so Mom showed me nicknames, and I took to Buffy right away. Although, she still used my full name when I got into trouble or picked on Dawn," laughing lightly at the remembering old times.

"Dawn?" Catherine asked as I put my coffee on a coaster.

"My younger sister. I would say little, but her rabbit-sized ears would hear me and call me to make me clarify my words," that earned laughs from both of them as I started to feel more comfortable, "I'm sorry for dropping in on you, but with recent events, I kind of wanted to meet you," I stopped there seeing is I don't know how to explain those events without announcing my former 'vocation'.

Catherine let out a wry chuckle, "There must be something in the air. Lately, things have been tough for me too, but Lindsay and Sara have kept me positive," I have to snicker when Sara poked Catherine during the first part of her diatribe.

"Lindsay?" asking the question to avoid any stop in the conversation.

"My daughter, she's ten," Catherine beamed answering my question. It was the same way Mom looked when she would talk about Dawn or I, and I had something hit me to lighten things up more.

"So, she would be my 'little' sister as being smaller than me," getting a couple smiling nods as I pumped my fist, "Yes!" with that exclamation, they fell over on the couch laughing.

Catherine sat up smiling, "I have a feeling she is going to like you too. Once I told her about you, she has been completely giddy, and not to ruin the whole surprise but, she got you a present," I put my hand over my mouth while trying to blink back tears.

"Well, I can't have that. Would either of you like to come with me to the mall to help me pick something out. I would drive myself, but my maybe-girlfriend thought it would be funny to hire me a car," putting my hand to stop any questions, "I have a license, but she thinks I drive like a spaz," that earned me more laughter as I joined in with them.

Catherine kissed Sara's cheek before looking back to me, "I get the spaz driving. Sara tends to whip around town...OW!" falling backwards laughing as Sara pinched Catherine, "Damn, that is going to leave a mark. Anyway, what is a maybe-girlfriend?" she asked still rubbing her side.

I took a large sip of coffee to figure out my explanantion, "Firstly, I would have done the same thing," giving Sara a wink, "Secondly, my maybe-girlfriend is my best friend of seven years, Willow. We have been through everything together, and considering my track record along with feeling directionless, I don't want to drag her into my crap until I get some things settled," It was little more than I wanted to say, but they had me feeling really comfortable, and thanks to Slayer hearing, I caught that they both were going to handle my splainy.

"Buffy, this is going to sound funny, but you and Willow sound alot like us. Granted, we have only known each other three years, but I never felt I belonged until Catherine helped me through a rough case, and since then, we have been joined at the hip," Sara smirked at her double entendre as I just shooked my head, but Wil has always been my rock.

"Thank you Sara, that's just what I needed, but I wouldn't be me if I didn't have a sexual visual of both my mothers," laughing at the thought since I still get things out of Giles for the scarring.

Catherine was smiling while also rubbing her head. Sara must do that alot, "And you want to talk about track record. Divorce followed by a long line of failed relationships. If I can give you any advice, it is to grab onto Willow with both hands and never let go," I loved the motherly advice, and I'm going to take it just as soon as I at least get the lay of the land before calling her, "And call off your driver, we'll take you to the mall, I have something in mind that you can get Linds."

I chugged my coffee before grabbing my bag to freshen up, and Catherine showed me to the downstairs bathroom. I change into a more airy top since it is quite a bit warmer here. I hadn't thought about where I was going to stay, but with the Council's resources, I can just get a room at a hotel. I came back out and put my bag by the door again just as Catherine and Sara came in from the kitchen.

"Buffy, I just want to put it out there, and you are under no obligation to accept it, but if you want, we have an extra room, and Willow is welcome if she comes," Catherine offered as I flashed back to mom making the same offer to Faith four years ago. I started to cry as I wrapped Catherine up in a tight hug and saying thank you. I almost said Mom, but it's a little soon for that.

We finally made it outside after dabbing our eyes, and my explanation about Mom doing the same for Faith. Once we were outside, I headed over to the car and told him to get a room in my name because I would probably need him later. I smiled as I walked up to Catherine's car. When I climbed in, it had the kid smell to it, mainly candy. And I found out the best part of the trip was watching the byplay between Catherine and Sara. They are definitely in love, and I hope Willow and I can be that happy someday.

Okay, Las Vegas malls are so much better than Sunnydale's was, and I think it might even be better than the one in LA, but we'll see once I get inside. I'm sure with this being Vegas, it is going to be more lavish. I walked inside gawking at everything like a tourist, and I think my chaperones thought it was funny since I heard them laughing behind me, so I turned around with my hands on my hips.

"What's so funny? I'm a California girl, so all this neon is new to me. Cut me some slack," narrowing my eyes and pointing at both of them, and then to make matters worse, they threw their hands up in surrender smirking, "No presents for you then."

And as if they planned it, "We're sorry. We'll be better, promise," giving dual sad faces along with puppy dog eyes, and I had to fight not to laugh.

"It's like I never left. You two have just replaced Dawn and Kennedy, it's just wrong. Now let's show me what I'm getting my little sister before I look for something to get you two, Heckle and Jeckle," I think my funny tirade made things worse because Sara held up her hand, "Yes?" might as well play along.

"Which is which? I wouldn't want to answer to Heckle if I'm Jeckle and vice versa," Sara barely got the question out between snickers.

"Smartass. If it means that much to you, you can be Heckle, and Catherine can be Jeckle. Now can we find Lindsay's present, please," getting two grinning head nods as we headed into the toy store.

 

CHAPTER 6

 

"So what is it she is wanting?" asking the still grinning duo. Oh yeah, I am definitely getting their gag gifts after I pick something out for my little sister, of course.

"Well, Lindsay really wants a dog, but I'm not sure she'll take care of it, so Sara suggested getting her a Giga Pet," I started laughing at Catherine's gift option remembering how Dawn made an art of killing hers.

"Sorry, Dawn was a Giga Pet killer way back when, and I would love to get her one. The only question is, which one?" starting to look up and down the aisles trying to find them, and then I came upon their display and found the perfect one, "Got it," holding up the Giga Pig smiling while the two of them looked at each other, "What?"

"You'll see," Sara answered cryptically as I headed to the cashier to make my purchase. I stopped us once we got outside, "You two head to the food court because I have a surprise for you," smirking and winking at both of them.

"Don't leave us waiting too long," Catherine added before taking Sara's hand and heading into the direction of the food court while I headed for the mall map to make sure they had what I was looking for.

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Sara and I got our usual garden salad before sitting down. I can't believe Elizabeth is actually here. Of course, she goes by Buffy, and I have to say that her name fits. She is so fun to be around, and her eyes light up when she talks about her family, especially Willow. The best part is she accepted our offer to stay in the guest room. Now I can't wait until Lindsay meets her, and something tells me it is going to be like nothing I have ever seen.

"What are you thinking about, baby?" focusing back on Sara and our salad.

"Just taking it all in, I think I'm still in shock that she is really here, and completely thrilled that it is the weekend because Lindsay is going to go nuts," smiling before taking the tomato that Sara was offering.

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I pulled out my phone as I looked over the map. I speed dialed Tara and waited. After her hello, I rattled off all that had happened up until this point, and she dropped the phone laughing, not that I could blame her. I could always be best friends with anyone once I met them. Well I could after meeting Willow. Hemery Buffy only cared about Buffy. The Slayer made family my main priority.

"Sorry Buffy, it's just funny that you seem to bring the fun wherever you go, and I for one can't wait to meet them, especially your actual little sister. Anyway, Faith is coming, so unless you want to deal with more ribbing, you may want to call back later, and remember sweetie, we all love you," I mirrored Tara's sentiments before hanging up and heading towards the store that hopefully held my presents for the Dynamic Duo.

I had to look through quite a few racks, but I found both a Heckle and Jeckle shirt. Catherine and Sara were going to learn that I was not to be trifled with. I dropped the shirts on the counter, and the guy behind it of course checked me out. I just rolled my eyes since I have had my fill of men. There are a handful of them I trust, but I harbor no romantic feelings for any of them.

Once I left the store, I let the always hungry inner Beast lead me to the food court, and I picked up a couple slices of pizza before heading over to the table that the newer members of my family occupied. I handed Catherine the bag as I sat down and was bussy chewing when she showed Sara their gifts.

"Thank you, Buffy. We'll have to think about what to get you. Maybe I'll look up that girlfriend of yours and see what ideas she has," Sara said smiling. Oh boy, I am so going to need backup when dealing with these two. I wonder if Lindsay will be my partner in crime, so I decided to call her bluff and handed Sara my phone.

"Bring it on, Sara," smiling as I finished wolfing down my pizza.

Catherine just laughed as she picked up our garbage and headed for the can while Sara handed me back my phone. I may have won this time, but I'm sure once her and Willow do meet, I am thoroughly screwed. Catherine came back and offered Sara her hand, so I hopped up with my little bag and followed behind them. While we were walking, I realized that we hadn't really asked too much about each other and decided to wait for the ride home to get the ball rolling.

I also knew my first question was going to leave me exposed, but I really wanted to get to know these two, "I completely forgot to ask what it is you guys do. I'm sure it's not comedy 'cause I would have seen you by now," laughing loudly as Sara threw her head back laughing.

"We're crime scene investigators. We are supposed to have the next couple days off, but we both have learned to take that with a grain of salt. What about you, Buffy?" Catherine asked giving me a wink in the mirror.

"That's the sixty-four thousand dollar question. In the past three years, I have been a college student, fast food wench and a high school counselor. Not to mention, I raised my sister after my mom died, so when things slowed down, I found myself lost, and after my hometown became a sinkhole, Willow was checking to make sure our personal files were still intact when she saw that I was adopted. She thought I didn't know, but Mom and I talked about it when she got sick. It was actually Willow who thought a change of scenary might help clear my head, and so far, she is right. You two are great to be around, but I'm eagerly anticipating meeting my little sister," I wasn't surpised with the silence at the beginning considering what I just told them.

"I'm sorry about your mom, Buffy, and you can stay in Vegas as long as you want. I know Lindsay is just as excited. Plus, I want to hear all about my older daughter's life, and before you argue, I don't care what has happened because it has shaped the young woman that you have become," Catherine added along with a look I remember well. They must pass those out when you become a mother because Mom had the same one.

"Then you have yourself a babysitter if you get called in, and thank you guys for opening your hearts and home," reaching forward to touch both of their arms.

"Don't thank us yet, Buffy. You have a slew of uncles that have heard about you too, plus Catherine's sister and nephew, and when Greg hits on you, and he will hit on you, hit him back," Sara explained as I just sat back smiling while thinking about all the new people I'm going to meet.

The rest of the ride was relatively quiet, and as we pulled up to the house, I noticed a new car car in the driveway. I caught Catherine telling Sara that it was Nancy's car, and Lindsay must have gotten home early. Sweet, I get an aunt and a little sister at the same time.

"I hope you have good reflexes, Buffy. Lindsay tends to run and leap, and I'm sure she is extra charged up after seeing the note we left," Catherine warned pulling in beside her sister as I hopped out and waited.

I handed Sara my bag as the front door opened and an older version of Catherine stood in the doorway while a blonde missle came running at me, and just like I was warned, she jumped into my arms. She had enough momentum that I slighlty spun around which brought out a fit of giggles.

"Are you my big sister?" the little cutie asked.

"Yes, I am, and I hear you have a present for me too. When Heckle and Jeckle told me that you got me one, I had them take me to the mall, so I could buy you something," getting her settled into my arms before heading for the three adults.

"You mean Mom and Sara?" she asked with a little head tilt as I turned and smiled at the duo.

"Have them show you their shirts, and then you can ask me again," sticking my tongue out at them as we headed inside.

 

CHAPTER 7

 

The three adults headed into the house as Lindsay and I walked towards them, but when we made it inside, only my aunt was in the living room. I put Lindsay down, and she bolted for the stairs as I played with my bag from the toy store before walking over to introduce myself. I extended out my hand as I reached her.

"Hi, I'm Buffy Summers," smiling sweetly since I've been told I can come off menacing.

"Nancy Flynn, I'm your aunt and Catherine's big sister. It's nice to meet you. Not to put you on the spot so soon, but do you have any idea why her and Sara went upstairs so quickly?" I had to smile since I had an idea.

"Well, my guess is that they are putting on their name tags. Lindsay headed up to get my present, so we can exchange gifts," letting Nancy lead me over to the couch, so we could wait for the return of the trio.

"Buffy!" Lindsay yelled from upstairs as I looked over at Nancy, "can you come up here?"

"Go ahead Buffy, I'm sure we'll have plenty of time to talk. Besides, I think Lindsay wants to monopolize you," she said smiling as I gave her a hug and thank you, " Oh Buffy, it's the first door on the left," I nodded thankfully at the new info. I really don't need to be walking in on anything, especially considering how we met.

Unlike my usual thundering up the stairs, I politely walked up while looking at the pictures along the way. Seeing Lindsay through her earlier years made me think of Mom's old photo albums, and like those pictures, there was the lone naked butt picture. It must be a rule or something. I mean even Willow has one, and I'm sure I'll have one of my kids. I wouldn't want to buck tradition.

I was about to open Lindsay's door when I felt I was being stared at. I looked over and saw Catherine and Sara's heads peeking out their bedroom door, "Hurry up with whatever you are doing. I think Nancy is about to start looking through drawers," giving them a wink as I opened the door and was transported into Dawn's room when she was ten.

"Nice room, Lindsay," giving her a big smile as I dangled while she did the same. I sat down on the bed and extended my arm, "Same time?" getting a smiling nod, I handed my bag to her just as she did the same. I opened mine and had to look twice to make sure until pulling it out. The pig was a spitting image of Mr. Gordo except for the bow and dress.

"Do you like her, Buffy?" I was still in awe, so I just nodded my head to her question, "Her name is Miss Piggybottom," that had me smiling brightly.

"It's perfect, sweetie. In fact, she has a boyfriend, but he is still in LA. Do you like your gift? Your mom and Sara told me that you want to get a dog, so to give you a trial run, I bought you a Giga Pet pig," still not believing what I had in my hands.

"She's your mom too, you know. Mom and Sara have always told me that your heart is big enough to everyone in your family," Oh boy, my ten-year old sister is about to make me cry, "Maybe you can help me raise my Giga Pet, that way we can get a dog together," Lindsay is definitely my sister.

"You are very smart for only being ten, and I've never had a dog myself, so I'll help you anyway I can," she leaped at me knocking me flat against the bed with a barrage of thank yous, "It's my pleasure, Linds. So, what would you like to do now?"

"Wanna go swimming before dinner?" she asked while sitting on my stomach while I thought about the last time I was actually swimming.

"Let's go ask? And do you have a puppy dog face like this," giving her the mine, the one that gets me almost anything.

"Mom hasn't fallen for mine in awhile, but maybe with your help, we will be allowed," I sensed some past with her explanation, but this was about fun right now.

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Sara and I didn't want to show Buffy we were wearing our shirts, so we stayed inside the room until Buffy entered Lindsay's. Something tells me that nothing is going to be the same again, and I liked that idea. I knew I wasn't going to replace Joyce, but I did want to get to know the girl she raised, and maybe, just maybe become a second mother to her especially since from her own words, she is lost. Nancy was still on the couch as Sara and I came in and started laughing hysterically when she looked up at us.

"What?" since I had no idea what was so funny.

"Buffy said you were putting your name tags on," she explained still snickering as I just shock my head.

"So what are your first impressions, Nanc?" I knew what Sara and I thought, and Lindsay was over the moon.

"She seems like a sweet young woman, and I think we could all be in serios trouble as she bonds with the kids. I don't think she'll undermind our authority, but she seems to have a very playful side. Then again, maybe we all could use the shake up," Nancy answered as I completely agreed. Oh yeah, her and Lindsay are going to be a handful.

"Her and Greg together should be a treat. She is a very astute woman, and I hope she stays longer than she seems she might, and I think Lindsay will be a big deciding factor. So sis, where is Jeremy?" Maybe we could have a family dinner.

"He and some friends are camping, so I am a free woman to do whatever. Do you think we stand a chance against those two?" she asked the same question I have been wondering.

"Probably not, but I have a feeling that we are all going to have fun. Let's get some more coffee going to find out what they have planned for us," taking Sara's hand as we all headed into the kitchen. I had forgotten about the packet until Nancy picked it up. I just nodded and smiled as she opened the bottom cupboard and tossed it into the trash. I handed out coffees before joining them at the table.

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Linds and I walked into the kitchen looking innocent as Catherine looked up, "Can we go swimming before dinner?" looking down at Lindsay before giving them all a double dose of sad face, and the looks on their faces were priceless.

"Oh good lord, we are in so much trouble, and yes, you may. Now put those away," Catherine said as Lindsay and I headed off to change, and when I heard them all laughing, I knew we were okay, so I grabbed my bag and brought out the black bikini I had been tanning in since Sunnydale went under.

I met Lindsay at the steps, and she handed me a towel. We walked into the kitchen to find the adults prepared. Catherine put the waterproof sunscreen on Lindsay while I took care of my front, and Sara did my back. Once we were greased up, Nancy opened the sliding glass door, but Lindsay stopped and turned around.

"Mom, I forgot to tell you. Miss Piggybottom has a boyfriend, but he is in Los Angeles," Lindsay announced as my face got a little warm.

"Then I guess you best get your big sister to call her girlfriend and have her bring him," Catherine returned as I found the ceiling interesting until I felt Lindsay tugging on my arm, so I looked down.

"Yes, sweetie?" not knowing what she was going to ask.

"What's her name?" she asked as I went back to breathing normally.

"Willow," and just her name brings a smile to while I watched Lindsay's smile get bigger.

"If you guys get married, you should take her name because if you don't, she is going to be Willow Willows," I started to wrap my head around what she said, and then, I started laughing at what she said.


AN: Thank you Wend otvhug.gifWillow Willows is a classic.

 

CHAPTER 8

 

I knelt down by Lindsay still smiling, "Actually sweetie, when I marry Willow, we'll probably take my name, but I'm going to be using both my mom's names. I'll be Buffy Flynn-Summers, so Willow is safe," kissing her cheek while looking up at Catherine, and she looked close to tears.

"That's much better. 'Cause I don't know Willow yet, but that Willow Willows would be a funny name to have," my little added as I nodded before standing up and turning around.

"So, are you three coming to supervise? A word of warning though, you risk getting wet if you sit poolside," smirking as Lindsay drug us outside before I got my answer.

Lindsay headed for the steps, but I ran to the closest edge and leaped into the air before tucking in tight and splashing into the pool with a cannonball. The water felt wonderful. Like the last seven years were being washed away, and this is a new beginning with the added family. I just threw my head back as I came out of the water to find Lindsay smiling at me again.

"Did you like that?" getting a nod before she swam over and wrapped her arms around my neck.

"Yeah, that was cool, Buffy. I still can't believe I have an actual big sister. Will you read me a story tonight before I go to bed?" she asked with an even sweeter smile on her face.

"I would love to Linds, but I have to warn you that I've never done it, and you know what, you have two big sisters. I have a sister Dawn, but she is in college right now, so she won't be able to visit for a while," I got a Dawnie-like squeak before she kissed my nose, so I returned the nose kiss.

I heard the sliding door open, so I looked up to the the threesome now clad in swimsuits, and they stalked towards the pool. I had a feeling I knew what they were planning, so I whispered to Lindsay to hold her breath when I told her to. I kept an eye on their body language, and as they leaped, I told Linds 'now' as we ducked under the water, and to add insult to injury, I waved at them as we were all coming up. I placed Lindsay on my shoulders after breaking the surface.

"Nice try ladies, got anything else for us?" smiling as Lindsay added a 'Yeah' for added effect.

"Not right now, girls, but we reserve the right to try again later," nodding to Catherine's 'threat', "How about we play some family volleyball, and you can pick the teams," she suggested as I thought about it.

"Sara, Lindsay and I against you two," earning a kiss on the top of my head from my sister.

The game ended in deadlocked tie, and I barely used my Slayer abilities for assistance. They all moved well in the water, especially Catherine, so maybe some of my abilities were all natural. Lindsay of course was a riot throughout the match, granted it was because I would lift her out of the water when they hit the ball high, but she really enjoyed herself.

"Okay Buffy, since it is your first night here, you get to choose dinner," Catherine said breaking the silence as we all rested against the sides.

Lindsay leaned into my ear and whispered, "Pizza," I looked up at the smirking threesome, so this must not be Lindsay's first time of swaying the vote, so I decided to sell it the best I could.

"I'm in the mood for pizza, and I need to see how Vegas pizza matches up to California pizza," giving it a more personal touch to make it my idea too.

"Don't worry Buffy, she did the same thing to me," Sara explained as we all started laugh while getting out and drying off.

"You both can rinse off first while we call it in. You don't have any problems with toppings do you Buffy?" Catherine asked while I wiped down my legs.

"No, I lived through Dawn's marshmallow banana quesadillas, so I have an iron stomach," earning a trio of groans from the adults.

"Mmm, that sounds good," Lindsay said as I started laughing. It must be a sugar thing since her and Dawn are the only ones to seem to like it.

I grabbed my bag and headed to my room when we came back in. Lindsay thundered up the stairs while I decided to go with pajamas after cleaning off the pool water since I had no place to be but Lindsay's room for story time. After changing, I put the few clothes I packed away and placed Willow's crayon up by the pillows. I walked back into the living room to find Lindsay wearing a cute floral pair of pjs.

"It looks like we are already thinking alike, Buffy, and I like your pajamas," smiling at the little blonde as I sat down beside her before she climbed into my lap.

"Thank you Linds, these are my yummy sushi pajamas, and I like yours too," picking up the remote and stopping at the Cartoon Network since there was a classic Scooby Doo on.

Lindsay laid her head on my chest as we started to watch, and I was so comfortable that I missed the doorbell until Sara crossed in front of the screen, and then I heard Catherine and Nancy arguing about sleeping arrangements. I helped Lindsay up as we headed into the kitchen. Of course she wanted to ride Air Buffy, and I obliged.

"Nancy, you can take my room. I'll bunk with Lindsay. I'm already going to be up there reading her a bedtime story. Besides, I need to find out if clingyness comes from this side of the family. None of my friends will share a bed with me. They say it's like sleeping with an octopus," I noticed that neither Catherine or Nancy would meet my eyes, and then Sara came in, "Sara?"

"I find it to be a cute trait," putting her hand up to stop any retort I was about to say, "Except those mornings that my bladder wakes me up, and I'm sure Willow feels the same, Buffy. We love everything about our girls."

"Sounds like Lindsay and I both could be in trouble. If we're not up by breakfast, bring up the butter. You may have to grease us up to get us apart," that had the kitchen laughing while I sat Lindsay in her chair.

Dinner was entertaining. I sat back and ate while the other four talked about what had been going on lately. These uncles of mine sound like fun, and the lab definitely sounds like an interesting place to tour. Although, I might wait until I invite Wil since she loves everything science. Plus, she can Resolve-face Greg to deter him from hitting on me.

"Um...this is going to sound like an odd question, considering this is Las Vegas, but do you know if there are any ice rinks around. I haven't skated since I was sixteen, but I always found it relaxing. Besides, I need something to do while my partner in crime is in school," seeing the smile on Lindsay's face makes me feel good.

"I know of a few. A couple are for sports teams, but there is one that can be rented out, and I know the guy, so maybe I could get you a deal," Nancy answered as Sara, Catherine and I narrowed our eyes down the table.

I beat Catherine to the punch, "So, is this the kind of guy that gets threats of shovel beatings," Now I had three sets of eyes on me, "What? That's how Willow always threatened my perspective boyfriends."

Sara snorted, "It seems your Willow is very protective, and a shovel does sound good for some of Catherine's exes," That got a 'here here' from Nancy as I decided to call Willow in the morning. I can go one more day before exploring Vegas with her.

"May Buffy and I be excused? I want to show her the rest of my room," Lindsay asked wiping her mouth and fingers.

"Sure sweetie. Buffy, her bedtime is ten, but since you're here, she can stay up until eleven," Catherine said as Lindsay grabbed my hand as we headed upstairs

 

CHAPTER 9

 

I don't remember what time Lindsay and I fell asleep, but I woke up in the same position. Lindsay was sleeping on top of me, and I couldn't be any more comfortable. I may have only arrived yesterday, but this is already feeling like home. In my heart, I want to call Catherinie, Mom, but my head is telling me that I would be disrespecting the mother who raised me. It sounds like a definite Dawn talk, but I wanted Willow here first. I turned my head towards the door when I heard the knob turning.

Catherine popped her head in and smiled when she saw us, and then, she held up my phone before mouthing 'Willow'. Her name brought a bigger smile to my face as I waved her in. She offered to move Lindsay, but I shook my head as I took the phone.

"Hey Wil, whatever Catherine told you, she is lying. I have been nothing but an angel since I got here," I saw Lindsay's eyes open, and she lifted up to kiss my cheek, and since was now up, I put my phone on speaker.

"Oh please Buffy. In seven years I have known you, you have never been completely innocent, and besides, she didn't say anything. Tara did, so spill already," I can almost see the Resolve-face through the phone as she called me on my lie, and I think Lindsay figured out who we were talking to because she picked up my phone.

"If this is Willow, I am Lindsay Willows, Buffy's little sister. You have to come here, so Miss Piggybottom can meet her boyfriend, and so you and Buffy can kiss like Mom and Sara," I grabbed a pillow to cover my face with as I started laughing over Lindsay's candor.

"Who is Miss Piggybottom?" I heard Willow ask.

"She is the pig I won at Chuck E. Cheese to give to Buffy after Mom told us about her, and then, Buffy told me you have her boyfriend. Buffy also told me that if you two get married, you won't be Willow Willows, you will be Willow Flynn-Summers. Buffy said she wanted to have both her moms' names," I shook my head under the pillow at the way Lindsay could talk to someone she never met.

"Buffy?" I heard the nervousness in the question, so I tossed the pillow to the floor before taking my phone back. I kissed Lindsay's forehead as Catherine took her smiling face out.

"Everything Lindsay just told you is true. I want you here with me. I need my anchor to steady me while I find my direction, and yes, I do see Willow Flynn-Summers in my future. Nothing else is clear, but that is," and to make sure she didn't get too sappy, "And I'll send Scott for you, I wouldn't want you to get lost," That earned me a chuckle from her.

"Where are we staying?" Now, I could see her Willowsmile as she asked her question.

"Catherine and Sara's, they have a guest room, and they offered. They are CSIs, and Nancy, Catherine's sister knows a guy who has a rink, so bring my skates. I need to impress my new girlfriend," pinning the phone against my shoulder while I made the bed.

"Buffy Anne Summers, you have never had to impress me. You've had me ever since that day outside Sunnydale High. The only thing that has grown since then is my love for you," Now she had me close to tears, "I'm going to let you go before we both end up crying. I have some things to do, and I'll let you know when I'm coming in. I love you, Buffy."

"I love you too, Willow, but before you go, is Dawn around?" pulling the phone away quickly as Willow yelled for her. We said our final goodbyes as Dawn came in and asked who it was.

"So Buffy, how is Vegas? What's Catherine like?" rolling my eyes at the Dawn barrage.

"Vegas is hot, and Catherine is nice, so is Sara, Nancy and Lindsay, but there is something I need to ask you about Catherine," flopping back onto the bed not knowing how this is going to turn out.

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I couldn't believe what Lindsay had told Willow. Sure, Buffy said all that, but I don't know if she wanted Willow to know all of it. I'll just apologize when Buffy comes down, and I know exactly what Linds is going to do once she gets downstairs. She is going to give Sara and Nancy the word for word talk she had with Willow, and that Buffy thought it was funny.

Sara looked up as we came into the kitchen, "Are we hiding the shovels?" Okay, everyone is taking their crazy vitamins today, and before I was able to get ahold of the situation, Lindsay jumped onto a stool and did exactly what I thought she would. Nancy covered her mouth the whole time while Sara was looking between Lindsay, me and the food.

"Cath, what did Buffy do?" Nancy asked as Lindsay took a drink of her juice.

"She thought it was hilarious, and only when Willow sounded freaked did Buffy react, but Lindsay, what made you do that?" There had to be a reason behind it.

"You and Sara. Ever since she came to Vegas, you and her danced around each other. We all saw it, and I don't want Buffy to miss out on being with the person she loves. If you think I should, I will apologize to her when she comes down," I was in shock at what Lindsay just said, and I looked at Nancy, and she nodded. Did Sara and I miss out on two years of this?

"Let it go, babe. We are together now. Besides, we have another houseguest to prepare for, and if she is anything like Buffy, we're in trouble," Sara said snickering as she started piling up the food.

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I gave Dawn a detailed overview of yesterday, and everything that I had felt along with Lindsay stuff, "Dawn, I don't want to disrespect Mom by calling Catherine, Mom. It's just that she brings back all the feelings that I felt with Mom, and I don't want to do the wrong thing."

"Buffy, there is no right or wrong here, and you need to realize that they are both your Mom. Catherine gave birth to you, and Mom raised you. If anybody knows about having more than one mom, it's me. I had Mom, you and then Willow and Tara," Now I really felt the tears coming, and Dawn must have sensed it too, ""Plus, there is Kennedy, my hot mama."

"GROSS!!" yelling into the phone while also hearing her and Willow both laughing, so I decided to retaliate, "You tell Kennedy that she and I are having a talk when you come to visit on Thanksgiving. The Breakfast Beast smells Sara's food, so I'll talk to you later, middle sister," giving her quick raspberries before closing my phone and hurrying down the steps. I walked into the kitchen to find myself the center of attention.

"What is gross?" Lindsay's question makes me smile as I realized that I was a little loud.

"Something Dawn said," giving Lindsay a kiss on the head, "Catherine, can I talk to you outside?" getting a nod as she followed me out to the pool. I gave her a shy smile while I collected my thoughts, "You have been so welcoming, warm and loving to me since I've been here, and after talking to Dawn, she made me understand something that I felt the instant we met. I just needed it talked out to me," looking deep into Catherine's blue eyes, "Mom."

I think I may have broken her because she couldn't get any words out, so she pulled me into a tight hug as we both started crying, and while we were hugging, I sent a 'thank you' to Mom along with an 'I love you' as Catherine broke the embrace before starting to wipe my eyes, so I did the same until she took my hands in hers.

"Buffy, I wish I could have been there for you growing up, but I couldn't. I did meet your mom and knew from the look of love in her eyes that you were going to be okay. I'm thankful that I get a second chance with you along with raising my younger daughter. Although the way you talk, it sounds like my family is going to have one hell of a growth splurt," she said smiling as she put her arm around me.

"You have no idea, Mom," giving her a kiss on the cheek as we headed back in.

 

CHAPTER 10

 

Mom and I walked back in to find find three concerned faces, so I smiled bigger, "Relax guys, Mom and I were getting things squared away since she and Sara are going back to work tonight. The bigger question is, who wants to go shopping with me. I need Vegas clothes. Sure, I could go to LA and pack, but those are my LA Buffy clothes. I need Vegas Buffy clothes," that bit of Buffybabble earned me head tilts all around.

"Well, we could make it a family affair, and if it takes the rest of the morning, we can have lunch before I need to pick up Jeremy. That way, you two can catch a nap before dinner," Nancy said coming up with a sound plan.

"And I'll surprise you guys at work, so I can meet the family, and no telling, I want to be a surprise, and you both can sleep longer when you get home, Wil and I will pick Lindsay up," I got a blonde-missle hug for my own plan.

"Now that we have things settled, lets enjoy breakfast before it gets cold," Sara chimed in as I finally noticed the spread.

"Oh, before I forget, Aunt Nancy can you call your 'guy' and see if I can do some skating tomrrow. I want to make sure I still got the chops before making a family embarrassment," adding the air quotes for amusement while Nancy nodded blushing a little.

After breakfast, Lindsay and I were shooed out while the adults did the dishes. We split up to get dressed, so after putting on comfortable capri pants and a light peasant top, I picked up Willow's stuffed crayon. I brought it to my nose, and of course it smelled like her, so it brought a smile to my face. I was brought out of my revelry by someone clearing their throat behind me, and I turned around to see my aunt's smiling face.

"I was going to ask you about that, but seeing the smile on your face answers it, and Roger will be in his office tomorrow, so just go in and tell him who you are, and then, the rink will be all yours," she explained smiling as I jumped off the bed and hugged her while giving her a barrage of thank yous.

While we were walking down the hall, my cell vibrated, so I opened it to find a text from Wil. -Got the early flight Should be in by 730 LY Wil- My smile got bigger while I texted her back. -Hope u dont mind bfast with the fam LYT B- I put my phone back in my pocket as we found the threesome sitting on the couch.

"You guys are now having breakfast with Willow, so you look out for her because if my niece and her girlfriend tell me they didn't have a good time, you two are in trouble," Nancy said with finger pointing and everything, and not to be outdone, Lindsay chimed in with a 'Yeah'.

The shopping trip didn't turn out to be as nerve-wracking as I thought it might be. I was a little worried I might have to explain my gold card, but nobody asked, so it wasn't necessary for me to lie. There were some things that needed to wait. The flashback of Mom finding out about me being the Slayer was the main one popping in my head. I needed to find out who to trust before leaving myself out there. Lunch was fun too, especially after Nancy brought up the crayon, but Mom and Sara thought it was cute, so it was all good.

Before she left, Nancy told me that she would pick up Lindsay in the morning, and I pointed towards the stairs while looking at Mom and Sara. Lindsay let me know that she was going upstairs to talk to some friends, so that left me to figure out dinner, and since I can't cook, I picked up the yellow pages. Once I found something that we all should like, I headed for the laundry room to start washing my new clothes.

After I got that started, I went into the den to watch some TV before having to call in for dinner. Another good thing about Wil coming is that she can cook, and maybe I can have her do some culinary school for me, so I'm not always 'take-out' Buffy. I finally came across one of those science shows that Willow loves and kept it on thinking she might be watching it too. I don't understand why my nerves are in such a frenzy. I mean it's Willow, but this time, it's girlfriend Willow.

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Sara had been smiling goofily at me ever since dinner, "What?"

"Well, we have her penchant for shopping, and now, there is her lack of cooking skills. You may not have raised her, but she has alot of your traits, especially the importance of family. I can't wait to meet Willow. The way Buffy's eyes light up reminds me of myself when anybody talked about you," I felt my cheeks getting warmer as Sara talked, and I was the same way with her, but I was better at hiding it.

"All I have to say is that I hope I catch a shift killer. I don't know if I can lie if they ask what we did on our days off, or why we are having breakfast," Warrick was the one who worried me most.

"I could -" I had to stop Sara.

"No, you are not telling them anything sexual. Greg wouldn't stop staring at me after you told him that you covered my with hickeys," I reached over and took her hand before kissing her knuckles, "But thank you for always being my hero."

I pulled us into the parking lot and kissed Sara tenderly before we climbed out and headed inside. We both smiled and waved at Judy as we headed for the break room for assignments, and as usual, we passed Greg's lab, and he held up his 'Kiss' sign. I swear Lindsay is more mature than that boy sometimes. We walked in to the find the other two boys playing video games, so Sara and I headed over to the coffee maker.

"Oh good, you're all here," I heard Grissom say behind us, "We have a busy night. Let's get to it," Perfect, Grissom is all business tonight.

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The morning started out a blur. Lindsay made sure I was awake. I showered, dressed and in perfect Scooby fashion, Nancy brought over donuts for breakfast. I had a couple to tie me over. I met Jeremy, and he seems okay, but he was as impressed with me as Lindsay was, he mustn't have discovered girls yet. And I was fine with it, I mean not all the guys I have met have fallen in love with me.

When Scott showed up, the nerves came back, and they brought lots of friends with them. So I spent the whole trip to the airport second guessing myself, mainly because head was telling me that Wil and I are just friends. I actually once contemplated calling Mom, but I didn't for the fact that I wasn't going to risk Sara getting on the phone and quite possibly yelling at me, so when we pulled into the airport, I left Scott in the car while I headed inside to collect my girl.

Knowing Willow the way I did, I headed straight for baggage claim and found her already grabbing her bags, so I ran up behind her and scooped her up, "I am so glad you are here," putting her down and planting a passionate kiss on her lips, and I didn't care what kind of scene we were possibly making as we both pulled away panting.

"All your other lovers were stupid," was the first thing she said, "Now lets go meet this family of yours before going to the ice rink, so I can see my girl in one of those cute skating numbers that show off their bums," I just shook my head as I picked up her bags.

"Sweetie, let me let you in on a little secret. Those outfits might show off our asses, but they are also cold as hell. Why do you think the girls get wrapped up when they come off the ice," leaning over for another kiss as we worked through the plethora of people.

"But you'll wear one for me, right?" I'm not looking at her because I already know there is a Resolve-face waiting for me, so I just nodded which earned me 'thank yous' as we continued walking.

When we pulled up to the lab, I was surprised that Catherine and Sara were waiting for us outside. I interlocked my fingers with Willow's as we headed over to them. Willow may still have some shy moments, but her lack of fear in meeting new people still surprised me. I let go of Wil's hand to give Mom a hug and surprised Sara by doing the same before taking Willow's hand again.

"Willow, I would like to introduce you to my mom, Catherine Willows, and her pain in the ass girlfriend, Sara Sidle," Wil smacked my arm for the latter intro, "What, she is. Mom, Sara, this is my girlfriend and best friend, Willow Rosenberg."

Mom and Sara both shook Willow's hand, "It's nice to meet you, Willow, and Buffy is not wrong. Sara can definitely be a PITA sometimes, but the more important thing is, did you bring Miss Piggybottom's boyfriend because Lindsay was beside herself when she heard about him."

"Yes, Mr. Gordo is in one of my bags, as are some photo albums," I cringed when Willow said that. Those were Dawn's doing, "I figured you should have faces to names before they randomly drop by. Plus, you can see cute pictures of Buffy. Joyce would have insisted," Oh yeah, Willow and Dawn are both paying for this.

 

 

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