PROLOGUE
As I think back to when we moved here, I thought
CHAPTER 1
I tell Dawn I will meet her inside. I told her I wanted to
take a walk to clear my head. I see a bench overlooking the garden, so I take a
seat and take a couple calming breaths. I'm a little nervous how my friends are
going to react to the fact that I'm back. I mean I haven't seen or talked to
any of them since Dawn and I moved to
"
"Buffy, it's goood to see you, but what's with
your hair?" she asked running a finger through it.
"I decided to go back to my natural color. What you don't like it?" I
said feigning hurt.
CHAPTER 2
After finding out that Giles, Faith, Kennedy, Robin, and
Xander were all in
"
"Okay, but make sure it isn't one of your taking care of yourself
showers,"
"
I grabbed my change of clothes heading for the bathroom. I guess I was nervous
over nothing. It seems that everyone knew I needed a break from the whole
slaying gig and just be a person for once.
After my shower, I found
I tried to explain the last two years, but she told me that she was keeping up
what was going on in
"
CHAPTER 3
The last two weeks have been great. I've been reconnecting
with
I wake up and see that Dawn is already up when I bolt out of bed. Luckily, I
make it to the toilet before tossing my cookies. Good lord do I feel like crap,
I have been feeling kind of bad for about a week. I thought it might be the
change in the weather from warm, sunny
"Buffy," I hear
"In here," I announced as I rested my head on the side of the bowl.
"I'm supposed to keep you in bed until
After finishing my soup,
-Dawn's POV- I hear
"So how is she?" I asked as
"She is sleeping now, but why she's feeling the way she is, I don't know.
I'm thinking I should call Ms. Harkness to see if she
can come over and see if she can figure out what is wrong," Willow
explained giving me a hug before heading for the kitchen.
I decided to take a walk around the grounds to clear my head. There is
something I need to tell Buffy, but I don't want to while she isn't feeling
well. I don't know how she is going to react to my news. I mean
"Do you know what's wrong with Buffy?" I asked nervously not hoping
the worst.
"Ms. Harkness, Dawn Summers, sweetie, Buffy is
going to be okay, but she's pregnant,"
CHAPTER 4
I can't believe Dawn fainted after hearing the news. If she
would just tell me that she is gay, she wouldn't be so tense. I've known for
about three years back when we were still in Sunnydale. I don't see why she is
nervous to tell me considering that
If I'm not mistaken, I think Dana might like Dawn considering how careful she
was with Dawn when she brought her in. Although, she was a
little nervous when she laid her on the bed. It probably has to do with
the fact that I'm Dawn's big sister. I start laughing realizing that I still
strike fear in people.
"What's so funny?" Dawn asked looking up at me.
"The fact that your girlfriend is afraid I might kick her ass for dating
you," I said opening the door for her admission. She sat up in bed and
looked at me with a surprised looked.
"How did you know?" she questioned still looking freaked.
"Dawn, it's okay. I've known for awhile, and it's
not a big deal. Did you forget about
"So what's up with you and Willow?" she asked smirking.
I sat there shocked at what Dawn just said. I explained to her that I didn't know,
but I wasn't about to be close minded about anything. We ended up talking about
Lamb, and the fact that it's his baby before heading downstairs to see what's
going on.
As soon as we made it downstairs, Dawn ran towards Dana and took her hand
before going outside.
CHAPTER 5
"Will, can we take this to your room. There is
something I need to tell you, and I would rather not be bothered when I say
it," I said as we came back in the house.
"Sure, but you're making me a little nervous with all the cryptic,"
I love the feel of fingers in mine. It is like they were meant to be this way.
She opens up her bedroom door, and it's like I'm back in her room when we first
met. It was neat, and everything had its place.
"Buffy, where did you go?" she asked as I smiled.
"Sorry, just a little deja vu.
Okay, I'm just say this before I chicken out. Will, it
wasn't just Dawn that wanted to come back. I figured some things out after my
relationship with Don ended. I realized that it wasn't me,
it was the men I have been dating. I came back because my feelings for you
changed. I needed to see you to tell you that I love you," I said looking
into
I watch her, and she is about say something, but walks over to me and gives me
the tenderest kiss I have ever had.
I opened my eyes to the sweetest sight.
I wake up to the knock on the door. I curl back into
"Hey Willow, have you seen...nevermind,"
Dawn said as her and Dana came in. I nuzzled back into
CHAPTER 6
I wake up to an empty bed, but it still feels warm so
I decide to duck out the back door figuring they probably watch the front door
more. I sit down at one of the patio tables and close my eyes. I breathe in
through my nose and out my mouth trying to settle my stomach when I hear the
back door open.
"Who ratted me out?" I asked
"Sophie, she saw you sneak out the back. I'm just being cautious. Do you
want to eat out here?"
"Yeah, but just with you. If I can't go anywhere
without a bodyguard, I want a private dinner with my new girlfriend," I
said sitting her on my lap.
She gives me another kiss before heading back inside. I look around at the view
and realize why Giles likes it here. I can't wait until he comes back. I've
missed him so much, Xander too. I hear
"Buffy, can I talk to you?" she asked as I gave
"This has better be good," I said taking Dawn's hand and head up to
our room.
CHAPTER 7
Dawn sits me down on the bed and brings the chair over to
sit in front of me. She is going to alot of trouble
for whatever she is going to tell me. At least I know she isn't pregnant.
"Buffy, I want Dana to move into my room. That is if you and
"Sure, but you can't have sex," I said with a serious look on my
face. Dawn looked at me shockingly.
"Dawn, I'm kidding. I don't want to hear about it though," I said as
Dawn pushed me over and started tickling me. I told her to stop before I peed
on the bed she was going to be sharing with her girlfriend.
We walked downstairs arm in arm until Dawn caught sight of Dana. She gave me a
kiss on the cheek before running over and kissing her girlfriend. I was smiling
at the sight when I felt
CHAPTER 8
AN: I'm going to skip ahead a bit. If you
don't like it, tough doodies. It's my story.
The last five months have been great
I open the door and notice that
"What did I do to deserve all this pampering?" she asks downing the
rest of her orange juice as I smiled nervously.
"
"Yes," was all she said as we hugged and cried in each others arms. I took the ring out and put it on her finger.
We were starting to take off each other clothes when Dawn knocked on the door
saying that the guys are back. I straightened my clothes while
"Holy crap," Faith said looking at us.
CHAPTER 9
Kennedy and Xander came over to give me a hug, and they both
touched my belly to make sure they weren't seeing things. I looked at Faith
about to laugh at the way Giles' reacted.
"How did this happen?" Giles asked as Faith winked at me. I knew
before she said it was she was going to say.
"Well G, it's like this. A man has a penis, and a woman has a vagina, and
when..." Faith started to say, but Robin came in and stopped her.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah, Buffy is pregnant. That is old news. I want to know
what
"Holy crap," Xander said repeating Faith's earlier reaction.
Dawn and Dana both ran up and gave us both hugs. Everybody looked nervous as
Kennedy gave me a hug. She whispered in my ear that she knew that
Everybody cleared out as Giles came up to me. I saw
"Buffy, I can tell by the look on your face that you are finally happy. Although,
the baby and the engagement are a bit of a surprise, but I am happy for you,
both of you," he said wrapping me up in a hug.
"Thank you Giles, it means alot to me that you
say that. Which is why I want you to give me away," I said starting to cry.
Giles wrapped me up in his arms as I felt
"Yeah, yeah, yeah, I haven't seen B in two and a half years. I want to
hear about everything. Don't worry Red, I'll keep her safe," Faith said as
I gave
CHAPTER 10
Faith and I ended up out back. I notice a little
apprehension on her face. I'm hoping she isn't going to ask me for advice with
Robin because my track record with guys took another hit.
"Buffy, I'm sorry. I know I apologized when I came back for the fight with
the First, but being in Cleveland and leading all those girls for so long, I
came to realize that is the kind of stuff you were dealing with when I showed
up, and all I did was aggrivate you. For that I am
truly sorry," Faith said giving me a hug.
"Well, you were always a little slow," I said giggling, "but
seriously it is not a big deal. I forgave you the day you turned yourself in to
save Angel. I always knew you had it in you to be a good leader," I said
kissing her forehead.
"Okay, with the serious issues out of the way. What is up with you? I mean
the last I knew you weren't into women and weren't pregnant," she said as
I took a deep breath.
I gave her the rundown of what Dawn and I had been up to. She got really pissed
when I told her about Don's cheating. She suspected Dawn's true sexuality too, I guess we Summers' can't really hide things all that
well.
Faith started with how they ended up in
"Buffy, we should really eat something so you can get a good night's rest
for your appointment tomorrow when we find out if we're having a little Buffy
or a little Xander," Willow said coming outside as I got up walk in with
her.
"Boy B, you have changed. You are completely whipped," Faith said
laughing as I flipped her the bird before shutting the
door.
CHAPTER 11
After dinner and spending a little time with Xander and
Giles,
I pin
--
I wake up to
"Buffy,
After getting dressed, we headed downstairs, and I saw that Dawn and Dana were
kissing on the couch. I smiled at
"Dawn, a friend of mine once told me that her friend choked on her
girlfriend's tongue," I said giggling before Dawn glared at me, but Dana
thought it was funny so points for me.
"Hey B, your chariot awaits," Faith
announced as I noticed that we are going with her and Robin. Well, this should
be a fun breakfast after the appointment.
--
We head over to the coffee shop that we were meeting Robin and Faith. She
tapped Robin on the shoulder when she caught sight of me. The waiter took our
order before I told them our good news. Faith came over and gave me the biggest
hug. I looked over at Robin who was smiling. I'm glad Faith finally found
someone too. I can't wait to share my news with Dawn.
CHAPTER 12
We ate lunch talking about what has been going on, and Robin
kept bringing up embarassing stories about Faith
which of course I found hilarious. I whispered to
"You two better get those out of your systems before the babies come
because I will not have the babies subjegated
to vulgarity,"
"Yes, mom," Faith and I both said pouting, trying not to laugh.
"You better watch it missy. I can't do anything to Faith, but keep it
Buffy and you'll be in trouble when we get back to our room,"
Faith bumped my shoulder and wagged her eyebrows as I got an evil smile on my
face.
--
As we pull up, I see that Dawn and Dana are sitting on the bench overlooking
the garden. I tell Faith to tell Giles that I want to speak with him out here.
I take
"So?" Dawn asked knowing I would know wants she wants to know. I told
her we were waiting for Giles because there was something I wanted to discuss.
I saw Giles come out with his cup of tea offering me a smile.
"Okay now that everyone is here, I found out today that I'm having twins,
but that isn't why I wanted to speak to you guys specifically. Once I found out
I was pregnant, I started going over names in my head, and now that I'm having
twins, I can use both sets of names. I want to name the boy, Timothy William. Timothy being Giles' middle name, and William for both Angel and
Spike. I came up with Tara Joyce for the girl for Tara and Mom," I
said as I looked up to gage their reactions.
Giles had his glasses pinching the bridge of his nose. Dawn gave me a hug teary
eyed as
"Buffy, you have no idea what this means to me. Timothy was also my
grandfather's name, and he pratically raised me
growing up. I am honored that you would name your son after him and me,"
Giles said pulling me on his lap wrapping me up his arms.
--
I must have fallen asleep on Giles because I woke up to find myself covered up
in bed. I look around and see that I'm by myself. I head downstairs to find out
what everybody is up to. I heading towards the banquet room, but Kennedy stops me and takes me into the TV room. I notice that she
isn't meeting my eyes which means something is up.
"Okay Kennedy, what are they planning?" I asked trying to look
serious.
"That look isn't as scary as it used to be, and as much as I would like to
tell you, I don't want to end up a yak," Kennedy said smiling.
CHAPTER 13
I can't believe thet whipped up a
baby shower that fast. Of course, they had to go out and get two of a couple
things while I was sleeping, but I now don't need anything for the babies. I
was a basket case during the party knowing that Tara and Tim won't want for
anything.
------
The last two weeks have been spent making preparations for the wedding. The
only thing
I'm sitting here in bed thinking how my life has changed in the last six
months. I go from depressed about another failed relationship to finding love
with my best friend. Then, I find out that I am pregnant with twins.
Dawn's life hasn't fared much better. I thought moving to a quiet little town
would be good after what she had been through in Sunnydale, but Neptune was
anything but quiet. Dawn's first year was spent making new friends which would
normally be good except for the fact that she lost a few of them her senior
year in a bus crash. I shudder when I think about that Dawn could have been on
that bus.
I hear the door starting to open so I pretend to be sleeping to surprise
"Unless the house is on fire, I'm not coming out until I'm done making
love with my fiancee," I said going back to what
I was doing.
------
I lay here looking at
After getting dressed, we headed downstairs to get something to eat, but I
heard a couple voices downstairs that weren't possible. I turned the corner and
saw them both.
"Mom, Tara,"
CHAPTER 14
Mom gives me a hug that I melt into. I start crying, but she tells me that
everything is going to be fine. She tells Dawn that they want to talk to us. I
take
Tara took
Tara took Dawn and I to the study while
As we made our way back to the rest of the group, Faith says that I have to
give
CHAPTER 15
Here we are in the limo on the way to the reception. The
ceremony to me was pretty much a blur. The only thing I saw after Giles came
and got me was
We were met by Tara and Mom when we arrived at the reception. They took us
aside and gave us hugs and kisses before fading out. I gave
The food was great and Dawn and Xander's toasts made us both cry. When I fed
Willow a piece of cake, I put some icing on her nose so I could lick it off
which got hoots and hollers from the crowd, and not to be outdone, Willow put
some on my growing cleavage. After she licked it off, Dawn came up to break it
up before it becomes pornographic.
CHAPTER 16
These last two months have absolutely sucked. I've been
forced to my bed by doctor, all because I tried to do too much and almost cost
the twins to come out early. After it happened, I knew
"I'm not going anywhere without
"B, I really don't think you really have a say in the matter. I think the
twins are coming whether you like it or not," Faith said taking charge.
"Fine, Dawn and Dana can take me while you take Kennedy and go to the
coven and get
------
They have me set up in the delivery room, but there is still no
Right after the doctor left
"You told them to hit anyone that got in there way,"
"I'm sorry, but I wasn't thinking clearly at the time. I had two humans
pushing their way out of my body," I said pouting which made everyone
laugh but
------
Slayer or not, that fucking hurt. Next time,
EPILOGUE
3 years later~
I couldn't ask for anything else the rest of my life. I have a beautiful wife
and two beautiful children. Even though it never happened, I remember doing
some of things that Tim and Tara do with Dawn. I've seen her watch them and
think she feels the same way. I walked into the house after getting back from
slayer/watcher meeting. I hear
"Mommy, Tim keeps pulling my hair," she said laying her head on my
shoulder.
"Timothy William Rosenberg-Summers, what have I told you about pulling you
sister's hair. I swear if you do it again, I'm going to let your sister turn
you into a frog," I said kissing my little girls shoulder.
"Buffy! You know I have frog fear. Why can't she turn him into a howler
monkey,"
I smiled seeing my pregnant wife come in with a bowl of something. I pick up
Tim with my other arm and head over to give my wife a kiss. I have to smile to
think back at what brought us to this place and realize as pain I went through
this makes it all worth it.